lol. tis is da best dae ever! lol. i mean it. all da excos met up tis time to finalise da whole thing & make preparations. lol. but da first part of da dae, we were slacking!! believe it or not.. we were! lol.
we switched on da aircon in da room, music & played Twister! lol. yepps. Cristal & me kept playing u noe. we tangled wif each other & ourselves. lol. it was pretty nice. denn wen someone played da 'Sway' song by Michael Buble, Kua & Cristal tried to do some chachacha dance. lmfao!! Kua's face was so friggin funny sia.. and Cristal was trying hard to dance without getting da giggles. lol
den we played more Twister! These are da groups. Cristal & me ; Cristal, me & Neo ; cristal, me & sze ying ; cristal, me & jasmine; cristal, me, kua & szeying; cristal, me, kua, yesheng, szeying, cheryl. cristal & sze ying. lol. and not forgettin, cristal, me, cheryl & szeying. lol. it was cool man! " Boring la cristal!" =P
but well, towards da afternoon, we got dwn to serious business. Agnes got all da stuff needed printed & all & me & agnes went back & forth to arrange dem all. it was cool yet tedious. den we got dwn to cutting out da big big colred papers to da desired sizes... pasted double sided tape on da papers.. got all da neccessary stuff written & re-arrange dem all. and we were still at it at 6pm++. the friggin auntie was complaining abt us workin late & all. but we got da uncle to understand tt we DUN wan to do it but we HAF to. its like.. obligatory. sth like tt la. so we did it. and around 7++ pm , we were done. cleaned up & all. and off we went.
cristal, nick, neo, jas, melissa & me went to Popular to buy some more stuff.. den we went home straight. oh yeahh,, melissa played Twister! too. lol. forgot to metion tt. and yeahh.. cristal, neo & me got da same bus while da others went thier separate ways. haizz.. a vry vry iresome yet fun dae. hmm.. and shit, i haf tuition todae, 30.12.05. grrreat! ciaoz.
30 December 2005
quite a dae...! [28.12.05]
well. we had another meeting on da 28.. lol. stressing rite? haizz.. so yepps.. we had some problem in da morning. Nick said tt most of da sec 4s were not there cos dey made a fonecall at nite to tell dem not to come. it was a mistake.
and yeahh.. so we had a lil solemn discussion abt it la.. but den afta tt, everything was ok ar.. but i can tell dat Nick is stressed. poor him. its not easy being the president u noe... =) but well, he's doin a great jobb! *pats nick's back* lol
den we had a dry-run abt da sequence of da daes and all.. played da games.. lol. it was vry fun! oh yeah.. dere was tis one game where a pair has to tie one of their legs together.. and go through obstacles... Kua & me tied ours up and began doing our silly dance. lol. and we walked all da wae till da game ended tied up together! lol. tok abt bein stuckonyou.
denn we went through camp songs... more games.. frenship dance... & more shouting & screaming. i screamed and shouted myself hoarse. lol. oh yeahh!! we did more camp songs & more silly moves!!!! i was thoroughly enjoyin myself till da part i had to sing da friggin batch song. lol. but anieways, we changed it again to That's What Frens Are For. lol.
its da best dae of da entire meetings we ever had as student leaders, for me. teehee. yepps. it was pretty cool. tho there were some glitches here & dere but hey, we're perfecting dem now... =) but well, we did a great job todae! =) ciaoz.
and yeahh.. so we had a lil solemn discussion abt it la.. but den afta tt, everything was ok ar.. but i can tell dat Nick is stressed. poor him. its not easy being the president u noe... =) but well, he's doin a great jobb! *pats nick's back* lol
den we had a dry-run abt da sequence of da daes and all.. played da games.. lol. it was vry fun! oh yeah.. dere was tis one game where a pair has to tie one of their legs together.. and go through obstacles... Kua & me tied ours up and began doing our silly dance. lol. and we walked all da wae till da game ended tied up together! lol. tok abt bein stuckonyou.
denn we went through camp songs... more games.. frenship dance... & more shouting & screaming. i screamed and shouted myself hoarse. lol. oh yeahh!! we did more camp songs & more silly moves!!!! i was thoroughly enjoyin myself till da part i had to sing da friggin batch song. lol. but anieways, we changed it again to That's What Frens Are For. lol.
its da best dae of da entire meetings we ever had as student leaders, for me. teehee. yepps. it was pretty cool. tho there were some glitches here & dere but hey, we're perfecting dem now... =) but well, we did a great job todae! =) ciaoz.
Wat a dae... [27.12.05]
Sorry for not updating for such a loooong time. teehee. anieways... 27 december.. hmmm... school's opening soon yaar? haizz.. anieways..on da 27, all the student leaders came back to school for the sec one orientation.
so yeahh.. some of us didnt haf anything to do. cos well, the sec one orientation big big captain is juz a few of dem so yeahh.. it was pretty boring actually da day... nth much to do.. dey went through wats gonna happen on the different daes of da orientation.. it was pretty slack u noe.. given da fact tt the seniors, da sec 4s, were not givin us da co-operation we needed.
but well, it was partly our fault too dat we didnt set aside duties for dem. haizzz.. so sadd la. denn some of dem grew pretty stresed i must sae.. haizz. wat to do. plus some of da proposals were not yet approved so its hard. oh yeah, plus da fact tt some of da school's non-teaching stuff were not co-operating wif us too. i mean.. dey seem to think we are a bother. i mean, HEL-LO! all da sai-kang [labour job] is we all do ok... i mean.. wat da heck...
anieways.. da dae ended pretty early on 27. ended at 1pm. teehee. used to it la. but da excos stayed on to do some stuff and.. to play Twister! ciaoz.
so yeahh.. some of us didnt haf anything to do. cos well, the sec one orientation big big captain is juz a few of dem so yeahh.. it was pretty boring actually da day... nth much to do.. dey went through wats gonna happen on the different daes of da orientation.. it was pretty slack u noe.. given da fact tt the seniors, da sec 4s, were not givin us da co-operation we needed.
but well, it was partly our fault too dat we didnt set aside duties for dem. haizzz.. so sadd la. denn some of dem grew pretty stresed i must sae.. haizz. wat to do. plus some of da proposals were not yet approved so its hard. oh yeah, plus da fact tt some of da school's non-teaching stuff were not co-operating wif us too. i mean.. dey seem to think we are a bother. i mean, HEL-LO! all da sai-kang [labour job] is we all do ok... i mean.. wat da heck...
anieways.. da dae ended pretty early on 27. ended at 1pm. teehee. used to it la. but da excos stayed on to do some stuff and.. to play Twister! ciaoz.
26 December 2005
25.12.2005 Merry Christmas
Merry X'mas! teehee. well, late x'mas tt is. wow. i cant believe x'mas is now over. lol. i'm not sure to be hapiie or sadd abt it. haizz..
anieways, MY x'mas was great...at first. my family & my relatives, wenta hit da TOWN! lol. yepps. dey were pretty cool actually, my relatives. my sis brought us to this indonesian so called restaurant and we ate like pigs. lol. i mean, hey, its early in da morning, i havent had my breakfast yet! plus, da food was DELICIOUS! yummy!
anieways.. walking halfway around Plaza Sing, i had a terrible tummy pain. lol. i had to shit u noe. lol. cannot make it lor. hehe. denn ya... i thought it wud stop dere but well, da pain turned really painful. so yeahh. in da end mama sent me hme in a taxi. lol. alone. lol. poor thing rite. budden at hme i ended up watchin different movies screened on tv becos of xmas and all. lol it was pretty cool.
and yesterdae nite was da last nite both mother & daughter are gonna cry in da middle of da nite over some hindi movie. lol! yepps. yesterdae was khabhi kushi khabi gham. lol. sad sia.. i cry like siao lor... anieways..
tis morning, mum went out to sis' hse and everythin.. so yeahh... she said she'd buy me breakfast but ler she called and said to go over to sis' hse but i didnt wan to. so she told me to fix my own breakfast. well.. tts no mean feat u noe. but i did it! i cooked french toast, wif fried rice & soursop juice!! lol. anieways, nth much happened todae. yet. so yeah.. ciaoz. =)
anieways, MY x'mas was great...at first. my family & my relatives, wenta hit da TOWN! lol. yepps. dey were pretty cool actually, my relatives. my sis brought us to this indonesian so called restaurant and we ate like pigs. lol. i mean, hey, its early in da morning, i havent had my breakfast yet! plus, da food was DELICIOUS! yummy!
anieways.. walking halfway around Plaza Sing, i had a terrible tummy pain. lol. i had to shit u noe. lol. cannot make it lor. hehe. denn ya... i thought it wud stop dere but well, da pain turned really painful. so yeahh. in da end mama sent me hme in a taxi. lol. alone. lol. poor thing rite. budden at hme i ended up watchin different movies screened on tv becos of xmas and all. lol it was pretty cool.
and yesterdae nite was da last nite both mother & daughter are gonna cry in da middle of da nite over some hindi movie. lol! yepps. yesterdae was khabhi kushi khabi gham. lol. sad sia.. i cry like siao lor... anieways..
tis morning, mum went out to sis' hse and everythin.. so yeahh... she said she'd buy me breakfast but ler she called and said to go over to sis' hse but i didnt wan to. so she told me to fix my own breakfast. well.. tts no mean feat u noe. but i did it! i cooked french toast, wif fried rice & soursop juice!! lol. anieways, nth much happened todae. yet. so yeah.. ciaoz. =)
24 December 2005
So busy.
okie dokie. i havent been posting for quie some time yaar? anieways, its cos i've been vry vry busy. haizz.. headache sia..
anieways... one distinct thing dat happened was the Sec One Orientation. i am MAJORLY hapiie wif da outcome!! teehee. at first i was fretting abt it. da dae b4.. 22nd Dec, me, agnes, jas, daryl, ying chao, rudy & dearest Sze Ying, toiled like siao. we had to prepare all da stuff by tt dae. and we did! we finished at around ermm 5++? teehee. i pinched Dary's neh like nobodi business lor.
on da 23rd, da dae of da Registration, all da SLs [student Leaders] , meet at 7pm while da Excos at 6.45am. i was so friggin sleepy lorr... yepps. den went all came lerr which was at 7.13am , ermm hafta be serious la. a bit ermm fierce wif dem ar.. den delegated duties to dem wif Neo's help. haha. sweet daryl..
denn a few of us got da name lists wif us mahh so wen da boards dere too many ppl, we quickly take over lor.. den got parents compliment us ar.. sae we vry efficient ar.. vry clever ar... weeee!!!!! teehee. it was smooth-sailing actually. yepps. den some parents asked abt da diff btwn councillors' tie & school tie. lol. one even enquired where to buy lor! i'm like... we councillors dun wan it yet others wan. lol. den Rainer ask how much for da councillor tie, like what MasterCard advertised; it's priceless. =P
teehee. den helped a lil at da canteen area where da books & uniforms are.. VERY long lor da queue for uniform. thk god neo was there lor. denn other student leaders helped around too..
afta all tt, supported out netballers playin frenly match against ANDERSON. wah da heck... we were thrashed. urgh. but its firstly cos our gals were sort of had lil confidence in demselves & da name Anderson juz brought their team-spirit dwn. haizz... sadd la. den afta tt went to KFC wif Jasmine, sze ying, melissa... teehee. ended up walkin around central lorr.. lol.
so now, am pretty relaxed. juz got bak home from Orchard. lol. denn yeahh.. ima change da template. i dun really like da greenish thingy. haizz.. horny color. lol. anieways, am off now. on da 27, 28 & 29 got meeting again. haizz.. sian lor. ciaoz.
anieways... one distinct thing dat happened was the Sec One Orientation. i am MAJORLY hapiie wif da outcome!! teehee. at first i was fretting abt it. da dae b4.. 22nd Dec, me, agnes, jas, daryl, ying chao, rudy & dearest Sze Ying, toiled like siao. we had to prepare all da stuff by tt dae. and we did! we finished at around ermm 5++? teehee. i pinched Dary's neh like nobodi business lor.
on da 23rd, da dae of da Registration, all da SLs [student Leaders] , meet at 7pm while da Excos at 6.45am. i was so friggin sleepy lorr... yepps. den went all came lerr which was at 7.13am , ermm hafta be serious la. a bit ermm fierce wif dem ar.. den delegated duties to dem wif Neo's help. haha. sweet daryl..
denn a few of us got da name lists wif us mahh so wen da boards dere too many ppl, we quickly take over lor.. den got parents compliment us ar.. sae we vry efficient ar.. vry clever ar... weeee!!!!! teehee. it was smooth-sailing actually. yepps. den some parents asked abt da diff btwn councillors' tie & school tie. lol. one even enquired where to buy lor! i'm like... we councillors dun wan it yet others wan. lol. den Rainer ask how much for da councillor tie, like what MasterCard advertised; it's priceless. =P
teehee. den helped a lil at da canteen area where da books & uniforms are.. VERY long lor da queue for uniform. thk god neo was there lor. denn other student leaders helped around too..
afta all tt, supported out netballers playin frenly match against ANDERSON. wah da heck... we were thrashed. urgh. but its firstly cos our gals were sort of had lil confidence in demselves & da name Anderson juz brought their team-spirit dwn. haizz... sadd la. den afta tt went to KFC wif Jasmine, sze ying, melissa... teehee. ended up walkin around central lorr.. lol.
so now, am pretty relaxed. juz got bak home from Orchard. lol. denn yeahh.. ima change da template. i dun really like da greenish thingy. haizz.. horny color. lol. anieways, am off now. on da 27, 28 & 29 got meeting again. haizz.. sian lor. ciaoz.
20 December 2005
we didnt plan tis...all tis will be a dream?
i DUN believe tis!! hui ting cant make it! aww man.. now i seriously feel like cryin.. damn it! how?!
darn it. i so feel like cryin man... darn it.. wat am i to do now?? dam. i hate tis feelin man.. da feeling of despair. i hate tis man.. i'm totally at lost. urgh.. great. nvrm. i'm off. i dunnno wat else to do. i'm feelin so useless.
no one noes tis better den me ; i'm such a failure. total. failure.
darn it. i so feel like cryin man... darn it.. wat am i to do now?? dam. i hate tis feelin man.. da feeling of despair. i hate tis man.. i'm totally at lost. urgh.. great. nvrm. i'm off. i dunnno wat else to do. i'm feelin so useless.
no one noes tis better den me ; i'm such a failure. total. failure.
lemme tell u a story..
hmmmm, yesterdae , 19.12.05 ; mondae , went out moz of da dae wif my family. went to da dentist to fix my dad's teeth. lol. and went to da docs to treat my mum & dearest nephew.
afore tt, went to another dentist place & didnt like da condition of da whole place, while my sis was tokin to da doc, i went off to buy a pair of shoe. lol. again. i noe. teehee. nth muc happened denn.
TODAY. supposed to haf a meeting to brief those people who's got duty about their duty & da sequence of da dae. darn it. i feel so stressed now! i havent touch any A maths. Yihong is gonna kill me!! dang it. i tink i'ma postpone the tuition. haizz..
i'm so stressed rite now and dere's no one to comfort me. not even chris. wonder where he is. *hugs meself* suddenly i feel so lonely yaar. hmmmm.. nvrm. oh yes, i bought ANOTHER pair of Pump Shoes. weeee! haf two new pairs now. teehee. so hapiie!! anieways, ciaoz.
oh yeahh, new skin. i dun really like it. lemme browse around again. urgh. stress. i tink its time for me to get some rough hot sex. yummy!! lol
afore tt, went to another dentist place & didnt like da condition of da whole place, while my sis was tokin to da doc, i went off to buy a pair of shoe. lol. again. i noe. teehee. nth muc happened denn.
TODAY. supposed to haf a meeting to brief those people who's got duty about their duty & da sequence of da dae. darn it. i feel so stressed now! i havent touch any A maths. Yihong is gonna kill me!! dang it. i tink i'ma postpone the tuition. haizz..
i'm so stressed rite now and dere's no one to comfort me. not even chris. wonder where he is. *hugs meself* suddenly i feel so lonely yaar. hmmmm.. nvrm. oh yes, i bought ANOTHER pair of Pump Shoes. weeee! haf two new pairs now. teehee. so hapiie!! anieways, ciaoz.
oh yeahh, new skin. i dun really like it. lemme browse around again. urgh. stress. i tink its time for me to get some rough hot sex. yummy!! lol
18 December 2005
Ouchie.
i woke up todae to discover tt i strained my neck. tok abt ouchie. *sniff sniff* yepps. anieways, mama woke me up early cos sis wanted to bring us out for breakfast. weee!
da thosai was splendid!! teehee. i love it baybeeh. anieways, went to buy more shoes!! 2 pairs.. ermm school shoes. lol. yepps.. den went to tis shop.. sold all sort of kids stuff. like Barbie.. chicken little and all.. lol. i bought an Elmo!! teehee. so cute!! den yepps. nth else happened actually.
right now am chatting wif Marion. he's moved to Canada now... awww.. i miss tt special penguin so much!! teehee. cant believe we are all teenagers now wen it seems like juz yesterdae we were running around da big field in school. haizz.. sweet ya? anieways, for now, ciaoz.
da thosai was splendid!! teehee. i love it baybeeh. anieways, went to buy more shoes!! 2 pairs.. ermm school shoes. lol. yepps.. den went to tis shop.. sold all sort of kids stuff. like Barbie.. chicken little and all.. lol. i bought an Elmo!! teehee. so cute!! den yepps. nth else happened actually.
right now am chatting wif Marion. he's moved to Canada now... awww.. i miss tt special penguin so much!! teehee. cant believe we are all teenagers now wen it seems like juz yesterdae we were running around da big field in school. haizz.. sweet ya? anieways, for now, ciaoz.
17.12.05 [Saturdae Nite!]
Ok. i got 100 bucks form my sis just like that on Friday if i aint wrong. yepps. she's got her bonus and stuff. so yepps. told me to get myself a MP3. but later i decided to spend it on sth much more... better, like shoe, books, clothes maybe. well, i rarely buy clothes so wat da heck. teehee. anieways... Saturdae, went out wif da whole family to Orchard. Time to hit da town!
yepps. that is how the town looks like at night. so nice ya all da lights?! yepps. went to Orchard and bought a pair of shoes for me, drinks from coffee bean, top up Ez-link card, all summing up to 40 bucks. lol. ouchie. i'm stingy wif money u noe.
lol. den took som epics while walking the whole stretch of Orchard.. lol. pretty cool actually. den went to eat at this Indonesian restaurant. my GAWD. da sambal belacan is SO friggin pedas lor!!! so spicy!! lol. but well, i LURVE it!
den went walkin around again ya..hmmm sis bought daddy a watch [not cheapcheap one] and her husband one too. lol. wat else ya... da whole night was pretty muc cool. cos its like.. da whole family went walking around at town. lol.
16 December 2005
so UN-gentlemanly...
i woke up extra early todae cos got meeting laters. so at around 7 am++ i was chatting wif Bren. That guy tempted me wif ice-cream u noe... i was... salivating.. lol.
he kicked, punched me & even squeeze my nipples!! tok abt ouchie!! but well ahem.. of ocurse he did tt AFTA i did tt to him. lol. but he's got this skin allergy thingy.. so yeahh.. poor him ar? teehee. shud haf shared his ice-cream wif me lorr..
but well, Bren's been a fren of mine for hmmm 2 years ya? coming 3... yepps. he's a vry nice guy. tho our time difference is like WADEVA, we still amnage to chat wif each other. & Bren, if u're reading this, TAG ME!!! lol.
oh yeahh... tts plainly wat happened tis morning. a fight over ice-cream.. how much childish can teenagers get these daes?! haizz.. sadded. anieways, i'm off now. wif my OWN ice-cream. not sharing. *shakes head* no no. so yeahh.. ciaoz. *skips away wif ice-cream in hand*
he kicked, punched me & even squeeze my nipples!! tok abt ouchie!! but well ahem.. of ocurse he did tt AFTA i did tt to him. lol. but he's got this skin allergy thingy.. so yeahh.. poor him ar? teehee. shud haf shared his ice-cream wif me lorr..
but well, Bren's been a fren of mine for hmmm 2 years ya? coming 3... yepps. he's a vry nice guy. tho our time difference is like WADEVA, we still amnage to chat wif each other. & Bren, if u're reading this, TAG ME!!! lol.
oh yeahh... tts plainly wat happened tis morning. a fight over ice-cream.. how much childish can teenagers get these daes?! haizz.. sadded. anieways, i'm off now. wif my OWN ice-cream. not sharing. *shakes head* no no. so yeahh.. ciaoz. *skips away wif ice-cream in hand*
Councillors' Go!!
The excos planned a formal meeting plus a series of activities for our fellow councillors. So the day started at 9.30am and lasted til 5.00pm. it was pretty cool actually!
So the excos met earlier at 8.30am... so yepps. talked abt stuffs & all. delegated the jobs den we were off to rearrange the chairs. weee! i hafta say, we were pretty efficient u noe! we were nvr late for meeting time todae. meeting times such as breaks and everything la. den we started the formal meeting & all. i had to go away wif several other for ANOTHER meeting. busy woman hor? teehee.
denn afta we dismissed dem for an hour lunch break, Josh, Vick, Sarah, Sze Ying, Ying Chao, Rudy, Daryl Crap Neo [=P] , Geraldine & me went to Macs for our lunch ar. lol. den bought some prizes for da 4 teams. all oreos la.. budget tight la.. but an extra chocs for da winning team. lol.
we had games and all. all of us got dwn wet and stuff. lol. we had black thrash bag and every single one is filled wif 100++ waterbags. lol. imagine TAT. teehee. so da excos bombarded dem wif da waterbombs and all. lol. quite fun la. we played dog-&-bone , 4-way captain's ball, da passing da fries through ur mouth thingy. sing song and squeeze&spread game. lol.
all in all, i think da dae went smoothly except for a few glitches like da auntie nagging at us for getting the floor wet. lol. not our fault! can u believe tt da boiis went into da gals' toilet?! lol. and Josh screams like a girl. awwwwful!!
afta everything, we gave out prizes & da excos sat around afta all left to discuss abt da dae. we received quite a handful of praises and a lil complaints. we all sat in da room sucking on a plastic bag filled wif orange juice [most of us]. lol. Daryl was gettin high lorr.. & josh has got great sucking skill cos he finished his packet fastest. lol.
den wen we cleared up everything, we sat at da quadrangle to discuss abt our investiture & camp mostly. D&D... ballroom... tuxedo...gown...all came out. lol. WHOAH. ahakz. but we shall leave tt all to Ger ya? =P my DEAREST AIC.so yepps. now am off. tired le. ciaoz.
So the excos met earlier at 8.30am... so yepps. talked abt stuffs & all. delegated the jobs den we were off to rearrange the chairs. weee! i hafta say, we were pretty efficient u noe! we were nvr late for meeting time todae. meeting times such as breaks and everything la. den we started the formal meeting & all. i had to go away wif several other for ANOTHER meeting. busy woman hor? teehee.
denn afta we dismissed dem for an hour lunch break, Josh, Vick, Sarah, Sze Ying, Ying Chao, Rudy, Daryl Crap Neo [=P] , Geraldine & me went to Macs for our lunch ar. lol. den bought some prizes for da 4 teams. all oreos la.. budget tight la.. but an extra chocs for da winning team. lol.
we had games and all. all of us got dwn wet and stuff. lol. we had black thrash bag and every single one is filled wif 100++ waterbags. lol. imagine TAT. teehee. so da excos bombarded dem wif da waterbombs and all. lol. quite fun la. we played dog-&-bone , 4-way captain's ball, da passing da fries through ur mouth thingy. sing song and squeeze&spread game. lol.
all in all, i think da dae went smoothly except for a few glitches like da auntie nagging at us for getting the floor wet. lol. not our fault! can u believe tt da boiis went into da gals' toilet?! lol. and Josh screams like a girl. awwwwful!!
afta everything, we gave out prizes & da excos sat around afta all left to discuss abt da dae. we received quite a handful of praises and a lil complaints. we all sat in da room sucking on a plastic bag filled wif orange juice [most of us]. lol. Daryl was gettin high lorr.. & josh has got great sucking skill cos he finished his packet fastest. lol.
den wen we cleared up everything, we sat at da quadrangle to discuss abt our investiture & camp mostly. D&D... ballroom... tuxedo...gown...all came out. lol. WHOAH. ahakz. but we shall leave tt all to Ger ya? =P my DEAREST AIC.so yepps. now am off. tired le. ciaoz.
Maid Maria. wat & it. [Thursdae]
Mamat woke me up again as per normal. He hit me so hard man. I'm abused! lol. yepps. den went to bathe.. i LURVE my cream bath! denn.. off to Sheng Shiong. however u spell it. den wanted to eat thosai but da stall was closed. awww..
teehee. den at hme... put Mamat to bed & almost slept myself. lol. hmmm wat else.. oh yeahh. helped mum wif some kitchen stuff den i went off to buy some Dettol. =D i was a good girl. da Detool had a tinge of pine thingy.. so da whole hse smelled SOO nice. thx to... ME.
den went off to da library to return & borrow books. yummy. all hot sizzling romace-content books wif equally sizzling heroes! mamamia! haven started on any yet. so i reckon i'll be doin so tomorrow. yepps. den had my dinner wif all of me family at S11... den we were off for home.
oh yeahh.. mum & daddy slept in my room. teehee. i noe wat u guys are thinkin abt but its solely cos my room has tv & dey wanna watch a late nite show. so wat da heck. i slept wif dem [ tt didnt sound gd.lol. i slept on da floor. ouch], DUH. no way am i gonna sleep alone. & yatee, shuttup yeww. =) ciaoz.
teehee. den at hme... put Mamat to bed & almost slept myself. lol. hmmm wat else.. oh yeahh. helped mum wif some kitchen stuff den i went off to buy some Dettol. =D i was a good girl. da Detool had a tinge of pine thingy.. so da whole hse smelled SOO nice. thx to... ME.
den went off to da library to return & borrow books. yummy. all hot sizzling romace-content books wif equally sizzling heroes! mamamia! haven started on any yet. so i reckon i'll be doin so tomorrow. yepps. den had my dinner wif all of me family at S11... den we were off for home.
oh yeahh.. mum & daddy slept in my room. teehee. i noe wat u guys are thinkin abt but its solely cos my room has tv & dey wanna watch a late nite show. so wat da heck. i slept wif dem [ tt didnt sound gd.lol. i slept on da floor. ouch], DUH. no way am i gonna sleep alone. & yatee, shuttup yeww. =) ciaoz.
Tuition [Wednesdae]
I took the train to go to Woodlands... Yihong [my tuition teacher], lives at Jurong so its kinda, no, it IS far from jurong to amk. so we decided to meet up at Woodlands Library. =)
A lot of thoughts crossed my mind while i was in the train. Thoughts like, "what's going on in that person's mind?". lol. havent u sometimes wonder? yepps. =)
met up wif Yihong at 6.45pm... her teachings are clear actually. i now undertand da formulaes and all. i can solve most log qns u noe!! lol. and yeah, i solved a qn wif a STAR. ermmm wif a LIL help from my cheecher. teehee.
den we went to da reference section to photocopy some stuff. lol. Yihong vry easy to cheat derr. haharx. Gave me 2 bucks for da printed papers wen dey oni cost 60 cents. lol!
den mama said to get some food from da bazaar at amk central... hmmm... its was 9.30 wen i reached AMK i think. lol. den quickly crossed da road, bought her food den cross back. its was all pretty smooth u noe. lol. den went to da bus stop, my bus was aledi there. so its like... wahhh.. teehee. reached home, ate inside da room wif Mama while watching Rainbow Connection. ciaoz.
A lot of thoughts crossed my mind while i was in the train. Thoughts like, "what's going on in that person's mind?". lol. havent u sometimes wonder? yepps. =)
met up wif Yihong at 6.45pm... her teachings are clear actually. i now undertand da formulaes and all. i can solve most log qns u noe!! lol. and yeah, i solved a qn wif a STAR. ermmm wif a LIL help from my cheecher. teehee.
den we went to da reference section to photocopy some stuff. lol. Yihong vry easy to cheat derr. haharx. Gave me 2 bucks for da printed papers wen dey oni cost 60 cents. lol!
den mama said to get some food from da bazaar at amk central... hmmm... its was 9.30 wen i reached AMK i think. lol. den quickly crossed da road, bought her food den cross back. its was all pretty smooth u noe. lol. den went to da bus stop, my bus was aledi there. so its like... wahhh.. teehee. reached home, ate inside da room wif Mama while watching Rainbow Connection. ciaoz.
14 December 2005
Never Coming Home
ohh yeahh! teehee. changed me template again ya? cant help it. da other one da fonts were too small and its so hazy. cudnt really see wat i was saying.
anieways, todae i'm off for tuition again. hhe. actually rite, now i find tt i'm liking A maths. wahahha. i noe! so yeahh.. am off to woodlands later at..hmmm 6? yepps. teehee. den go put books. den borrow books again. wakrakkaka.
anieways, nth muc happened so far. really. Chris wasnt online. denn i chatted wif Diyana oni. hehe. she's comin' dwn to Singapore tis New Year's Eve. lol. anieways, i was tinkin of goin to East Coast wif Ravi dey all to countdwn. wahaha. mayb go book chalet ke. haharx. den cn barbecue da de b4. den cn barbecue first ke den off to PARRRRTY!!! teehee.
anieways, am havin lotsa things on my schedule. lol. sound like busy woman ar. now vry pok lor. dunno go wear find money. "cabot bulu gadai, eh?" lol. if oni cn do tt. *sigh* ciaoz.
anieways, todae i'm off for tuition again. hhe. actually rite, now i find tt i'm liking A maths. wahahha. i noe! so yeahh.. am off to woodlands later at..hmmm 6? yepps. teehee. den go put books. den borrow books again. wakrakkaka.
anieways, nth muc happened so far. really. Chris wasnt online. denn i chatted wif Diyana oni. hehe. she's comin' dwn to Singapore tis New Year's Eve. lol. anieways, i was tinkin of goin to East Coast wif Ravi dey all to countdwn. wahaha. mayb go book chalet ke. haharx. den cn barbecue da de b4. den cn barbecue first ke den off to PARRRRTY!!! teehee.
anieways, am havin lotsa things on my schedule. lol. sound like busy woman ar. now vry pok lor. dunno go wear find money. "cabot bulu gadai, eh?" lol. if oni cn do tt. *sigh* ciaoz.
13 December 2005
i'm going crazy!
okies. sorry guys for haven been blogging conscientiously. teehee. anieways, i'm juz so tired of blogging sometimes. lol. but well, its like a routine already so wat da heck.
anieway, my links are dwn at da moment. lol. sth crazy goin on. still tryna figure out da link parts. lol. anieways... new things happened & yeah i tink i'm pathetic now. haizz
i met this new guy called Chris. as always, from the net. haizz. he's not like other guys i usually chat too. he doesnt haf a hot bod or hot face. but he's gd-lookin. he's got piercings & tattoo but doesnt lok at all menacing. he's really sweet u noe. he is so into kids and all. father material.
now da thing is.. he said he's got this intense feelings for me. and tt he had been thinking of me, him & kids while he was working. wellll... its usually the kind of thing tt I wud be thinkin abt but now it seems to go da other way round. lol. i dunno whether to be comforted or not. teehee. i dun wan it to be another of those Brian - David episode.. damn. i'm such a klutz man. wats wrong wif me.
i juz realise tt. the oni guys i noe are those from my school. those who, i meet & go out wif as frens are guys from my own schools. talk abt widenning my social circle. urgh! its so sad man. darn it. yati asked me along to some gig and i said i'd think abt it and she said sth tt made me think hard... "how are u gonna meet new peeps if u dun go out?" tok abt ouch. lol. but i dun mind
wat she said is kinda true. da oni time i go out is to da library or go out wif frens. haizz. sadd sia. i wanna meet guys. as frens first but well. i juz haf got not enuff confidence. da one guy whom i befrended is called Azi. and we smsed & i went out wif my sis to meet my bro in law actually, den still my sis' bf. my bro is frens wif him. he's 19 or 20. but well, wen i meet him, i got tongue-tied cos he's really cute. so i didnt tok to him or een dare to look at him. lol
in da end we stopped smsing and all. later i heard from my sis, he said tt i seem arrogant and seem disinterested in him. lol. double ouch. teehee. yepps. i tink tt sort of scarred me from meeting other guys. hehe. so yeah, i'm such a sad person. triple ouch. anieways, ciaoz.
anieway, my links are dwn at da moment. lol. sth crazy goin on. still tryna figure out da link parts. lol. anieways... new things happened & yeah i tink i'm pathetic now. haizz
i met this new guy called Chris. as always, from the net. haizz. he's not like other guys i usually chat too. he doesnt haf a hot bod or hot face. but he's gd-lookin. he's got piercings & tattoo but doesnt lok at all menacing. he's really sweet u noe. he is so into kids and all. father material.
now da thing is.. he said he's got this intense feelings for me. and tt he had been thinking of me, him & kids while he was working. wellll... its usually the kind of thing tt I wud be thinkin abt but now it seems to go da other way round. lol. i dunno whether to be comforted or not. teehee. i dun wan it to be another of those Brian - David episode.. damn. i'm such a klutz man. wats wrong wif me.
i juz realise tt. the oni guys i noe are those from my school. those who, i meet & go out wif as frens are guys from my own schools. talk abt widenning my social circle. urgh! its so sad man. darn it. yati asked me along to some gig and i said i'd think abt it and she said sth tt made me think hard... "how are u gonna meet new peeps if u dun go out?" tok abt ouch. lol. but i dun mind
wat she said is kinda true. da oni time i go out is to da library or go out wif frens. haizz. sadd sia. i wanna meet guys. as frens first but well. i juz haf got not enuff confidence. da one guy whom i befrended is called Azi. and we smsed & i went out wif my sis to meet my bro in law actually, den still my sis' bf. my bro is frens wif him. he's 19 or 20. but well, wen i meet him, i got tongue-tied cos he's really cute. so i didnt tok to him or een dare to look at him. lol
in da end we stopped smsing and all. later i heard from my sis, he said tt i seem arrogant and seem disinterested in him. lol. double ouch. teehee. yepps. i tink tt sort of scarred me from meeting other guys. hehe. so yeah, i'm such a sad person. triple ouch. anieways, ciaoz.
10 December 2005
SnowQueen
Darn. My feet is aching right now. I can take it no more. now am at da KB cyber cafe again. lol. wif Ravi & Yati. teehee. Mom aint at home. fed up so aint goin to sis' hse. so i met up wif yatee la. teehee. now i noe how Richard looks like. eew.
Anieways, SnowQueen was cool!! teehee. we were 15 minutes late tho cos Rahmat was darn late. waited for like 45 mintues for him yet he didnt arrieve. so yeahh tt was at AMK. den went City hall... denn saw Mami & her fren & her fren daughter. lol. but Rahmat was still not dere. so we waited for him for like a few minutes budden afta tt me & da other two went to da Esplanade first.
da Snowqueen was really nice. it was really like da sh ow i saw on the tv. lol. but it was cooler to be like watchin on on ur face. but well, now i dun feel like blogging ya. so yepps... blog later. ciaoz.
Anieways, SnowQueen was cool!! teehee. we were 15 minutes late tho cos Rahmat was darn late. waited for like 45 mintues for him yet he didnt arrieve. so yeahh tt was at AMK. den went City hall... denn saw Mami & her fren & her fren daughter. lol. but Rahmat was still not dere. so we waited for him for like a few minutes budden afta tt me & da other two went to da Esplanade first.
da Snowqueen was really nice. it was really like da sh ow i saw on the tv. lol. but it was cooler to be like watchin on on ur face. but well, now i dun feel like blogging ya. so yepps... blog later. ciaoz.
dun look no further!
Weeee!! It's 7.32am here but i'm all perked up. teehee. wanna noe why? *comes closer* *whispers* i'm going to watch Snowqueen todae! *jumps up & dwn* weeee!!
yesterdae my aunt asked if i wanna go watch Snowqueen so i said why not. so todae i was sound asleep [atlast!] wen my mum woke me up wif da baby. she had to shit. lol. so i was groggy & took da baby to sleep beside me. den AGAIN she woke me up. my aunt was on da fone. she asked if i wanna go to Snowqueen. wth?! i nodded my head & got up straight afta tt. lol. its at 12. meeting up wif my aunt at 11 at Esplanade!
so now i cant wait. dunno wat to wear actually. lol. sth..... nice? duh! oh yeah. one nite, i REALLY cudnt sleep tt i tink i hallucinated it. suddenly i woke up [ahh at last i slept] & found da conditio of da room to be diff. u noe those scenes on movies wen dey make dark looming room? ahh sth like tt. den my eyes hurt like siao!! i dunno y. it juz hurt. so wen i lie on my tummy, i'd wanted to brush sth off my face wen i actually POKED my eye. POKED. i got long finger nails darn it!!
so now. i'ma wear a black sleeveless shirt. elegance man. and mayb... jeans? lol. yeppp jeans mayb. wif da jackset. yepps. denn i'm done. weeee!! so pretty aiite? teehee. alritey denn. i'll blog later tonite to tell u abt da show. weee! ciaoz.
yesterdae my aunt asked if i wanna go watch Snowqueen so i said why not. so todae i was sound asleep [atlast!] wen my mum woke me up wif da baby. she had to shit. lol. so i was groggy & took da baby to sleep beside me. den AGAIN she woke me up. my aunt was on da fone. she asked if i wanna go to Snowqueen. wth?! i nodded my head & got up straight afta tt. lol. its at 12. meeting up wif my aunt at 11 at Esplanade!
so now i cant wait. dunno wat to wear actually. lol. sth..... nice? duh! oh yeah. one nite, i REALLY cudnt sleep tt i tink i hallucinated it. suddenly i woke up [ahh at last i slept] & found da conditio of da room to be diff. u noe those scenes on movies wen dey make dark looming room? ahh sth like tt. den my eyes hurt like siao!! i dunno y. it juz hurt. so wen i lie on my tummy, i'd wanted to brush sth off my face wen i actually POKED my eye. POKED. i got long finger nails darn it!!
so now. i'ma wear a black sleeveless shirt. elegance man. and mayb... jeans? lol. yeppp jeans mayb. wif da jackset. yepps. denn i'm done. weeee!! so pretty aiite? teehee. alritey denn. i'll blog later tonite to tell u abt da show. weee! ciaoz.
09 December 2005
tell me that it's over
Oh well. Haven been blogging yeah? lol. been meaning to but cant seem to find da discipline to actually log in & blog. lol. anieways, i found sth rather neat. it ws cool really. but i'll post it later. or as u've seen it up dere [da post b4 tis] , abt da Cancerian & Tauran? tts da one.
lol. stupid la. but its kinda nice to read abt ur own horoscope ya? wee! anieways, got to noe tis guy called Chris. well... he aint TT gd looking but he's really really sweet. lol. he's one of the two guys who proposed marriage to me. teehee. denn Shane & Eddie want to meet up wif me. lol. its not Shane TEOH. its another shane. seriously, he's cute! he;s got dimple for gawd's sake!!
anieways, todae, 9.30 am i was aledi in sch. got meeting. waited for Mr Zaman & all. finished a lil afta 12 budden got another meeting & finished at 3. lol. abt 4 1/2 hours dere? wow. lol. rotted & all. oh yeahh and Cheryl hee left me to drown wen she didnt turn up & we had to each explain our... proposals. lol. thk God Agnes helped. Thkies Ah-gh-neh. teehee.
anieways, Xmas is approaching fast. haizz.. wonder who i'll be spending it wif. i seriously wan company u noe. haizzz.. sadd la.. if u wana celebrate wif me or atleast cuddle up wif me, call me up ok? sms me or sth. or email me or tag me. thkies ya. =)
lol. stupid la. but its kinda nice to read abt ur own horoscope ya? wee! anieways, got to noe tis guy called Chris. well... he aint TT gd looking but he's really really sweet. lol. he's one of the two guys who proposed marriage to me. teehee. denn Shane & Eddie want to meet up wif me. lol. its not Shane TEOH. its another shane. seriously, he's cute! he;s got dimple for gawd's sake!!
anieways, todae, 9.30 am i was aledi in sch. got meeting. waited for Mr Zaman & all. finished a lil afta 12 budden got another meeting & finished at 3. lol. abt 4 1/2 hours dere? wow. lol. rotted & all. oh yeahh and Cheryl hee left me to drown wen she didnt turn up & we had to each explain our... proposals. lol. thk God Agnes helped. Thkies Ah-gh-neh. teehee.
anieways, Xmas is approaching fast. haizz.. wonder who i'll be spending it wif. i seriously wan company u noe. haizzz.. sadd la.. if u wana celebrate wif me or atleast cuddle up wif me, call me up ok? sms me or sth. or email me or tag me. thkies ya. =)
08 December 2005
You're Gone
"what will i do if i cant be wif you
tell me where do i turn to
baby where will i be
now that we are apart
am i still in your heart
baby why dun u see
that i need you here wif me"
`the truth remains you're gone.
I love tis song! lol. Gone by 'N sync
'B' for bloody & bastards. Bloody Bastards.
okay. i dunno if itz purely coincidental or fate or watsoever, but i actually got to know Brett the same dae i got to noe Brian. tok abt fate or mere coincidence!
but well, it proves tt gettin to noe guys wif da name startin wif B on Dec 8 is not recommended.
Both disappoint me in some ways. u noe, actually sitting back and lookin at myself. juz reflectin bak on who i am and how i reacted, i find tt i was stupid. i mean, wats da point of hankering afta two guys who barely know me? its true, dey dunno da real me. so far its me behind a facade of other 'mes' on da net.
"i used to think i haf da answers to everythying
but now i noe tt life doesnt always go my way
...all i need is time, a moment that is mine while i'm in betwn."
but well, it proves tt gettin to noe guys wif da name startin wif B on Dec 8 is not recommended.
Both disappoint me in some ways. u noe, actually sitting back and lookin at myself. juz reflectin bak on who i am and how i reacted, i find tt i was stupid. i mean, wats da point of hankering afta two guys who barely know me? its true, dey dunno da real me. so far its me behind a facade of other 'mes' on da net.
"i used to think i haf da answers to everythying
but now i noe tt life doesnt always go my way
...all i need is time, a moment that is mine while i'm in betwn."
Happy Anniversary, Baby
It's two years now. Well, it would have been yeah? Just wanna say that i really treasure all those moments we had. lol. foolishly said, i felt ur love going through all those cables. =)
But oh well, it still hurts to noe tt u wont tok to me again. i saw that u were online a few daes bak on yahoo msn. y didnt u reply baby? i miss u so much baby, i miss u so. Anieways, Happy Anniversary, baby.
But oh well, it still hurts to noe tt u wont tok to me again. i saw that u were online a few daes bak on yahoo msn. y didnt u reply baby? i miss u so much baby, i miss u so. Anieways, Happy Anniversary, baby.
06 December 2005
I Love...
Before i die or anything, i juz wanna tell this people tt i love dem. in alphabetical order.
A - Ain ; Ayin ; Abang Man ; Apple
B - Brian ; Brennan
C - Chris ; Cherish
D - Diana ; Diyana
E - Eddie ; yeah i like u, u silly beng.
H - Hidayah ; Hui Ting [stupid ckn]
I - Irfan =)
J - Julia ; Julie ; Jason [sry we were not meant to be]
L - Linda
M - Mami ; Mamat
N - NURA =) i lurve myself
O - Osman ; Oyah
P - Parmes
R - Ryan ; Ravi ; Rahmat
S - Sharifah ; Shari ; Shalz
V - Vani
Y - Yatee
i lurve these people wif my heart & soul. i may not say it or show it buti feel it.=)
itz not tt i'm gonna die. but i juz wanna expresse my profound love to these people. those whose names are not here ; either i've forgotten [ouch] or u disappoint me [double ouch].
A - Ain ; Ayin ; Abang Man ; Apple
B - Brian ; Brennan
C - Chris ; Cherish
D - Diana ; Diyana
E - Eddie ; yeah i like u, u silly beng.
H - Hidayah ; Hui Ting [stupid ckn]
I - Irfan =)
J - Julia ; Julie ; Jason [sry we were not meant to be]
L - Linda
M - Mami ; Mamat
N - NURA =) i lurve myself
O - Osman ; Oyah
P - Parmes
R - Ryan ; Ravi ; Rahmat
S - Sharifah ; Shari ; Shalz
V - Vani
Y - Yatee
i lurve these people wif my heart & soul. i may not say it or show it buti feel it.=)
itz not tt i'm gonna die. but i juz wanna expresse my profound love to these people. those whose names are not here ; either i've forgotten [ouch] or u disappoint me [double ouch].
Hey Sexy Momma!
i changed da bedsheet. i cleaned da room. i cooked. i cleaned da hse. da oni thing i'm missin is a guy comin hme from work and kissin my forehead. lol .
aiite. i spent my dae doin nth muc actually. lol. denn i chatted to ppl i noe on da line and one vry cute guy. lol. Chris. he's sweet ya. asked me if i had sex & i said n ot until i'm married and he said... wat if we meet & we like each other & everything goes well.. wud u marry me? teehee. tts like ermm... 2 marriage proposals b4 i even hit 18. lol. wat a joke man.
anieways, tomoro is da dae of me tuition. dunno wat to expect. weee! nrm me. okies.. me left fingers got some beige-y colored nail polish.. while me right has da transparent one. lol. it lookes weird. & my nails are friggin long. weeee! especially da ones on my left. vry long ya..
anieways, i'm off to shake my booty booty to da music!! been shakin all dae. lol. now dat my music box is workin, i cn even jiggle all da way in my bathroom! weeee! kk. soon gonna jiggle dere. teehee. need my aromatic cream bath. my dearie cream bath, here i commmmmeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kinky. =P ciaoz.
aiite. i spent my dae doin nth muc actually. lol. denn i chatted to ppl i noe on da line and one vry cute guy. lol. Chris. he's sweet ya. asked me if i had sex & i said n ot until i'm married and he said... wat if we meet & we like each other & everything goes well.. wud u marry me? teehee. tts like ermm... 2 marriage proposals b4 i even hit 18. lol. wat a joke man.
anieways, tomoro is da dae of me tuition. dunno wat to expect. weee! nrm me. okies.. me left fingers got some beige-y colored nail polish.. while me right has da transparent one. lol. it lookes weird. & my nails are friggin long. weeee! especially da ones on my left. vry long ya..
anieways, i'm off to shake my booty booty to da music!! been shakin all dae. lol. now dat my music box is workin, i cn even jiggle all da way in my bathroom! weeee! kk. soon gonna jiggle dere. teehee. need my aromatic cream bath. my dearie cream bath, here i commmmmeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kinky. =P ciaoz.
05 December 2005
Weeee!
12am. mother daughter. watching Hindi movie. Kal Ho Naa Ho. tears. lol yepp stayed til late to watch da movie tt meant "Tomorrow May Not Be" . i tried hard not to cry resulting in a horrible headache. lol
plus. yesterdae da turbulance effect from the wave thingy stuck wif me even til late night. lol. i closed my eyes and felt myself bobbing up & dwn wif da wave motion. lol. horrible. and now i still haf dat headache.
sis & hubby came over to our house to spend da nite wif me nephew. and each of us looked like grilled prawns. lol. i looked so much darker now man. u cn juz see da sunburn takin effect. lol.
and in two daes time, i'm off for my very first tuition lesson. lol. da tuition agent asked if i wan female or male teacher. i pondered for a while acutally before she actually asked da qn. if its a male, if he's gd-lookin, i wont be able to learn anything except the contours of his face prolly. lol. if he is not gd-lookin, somehow someway i wud develop feelings for his inner traits. lol. tts weird rite? haha. so i'd rather not take any chances and preferred a female one. teehee.
anieways, everytime i scratch myself now it feels as tho i'm tearin my skin apart. ouch! teehee. aiite denn. i'll go now and type me remainin story. lol. yeahh in case some of u wonder, my book is published yeah ; Picking Up The Pieces, but its not for da public unfortunately. but oh well, it suck anyway. i'm writing a new story. a short one i tink but i'll post dem on Chocolate. aiite? see ya. hope u guys drop in there once a while. see ya! ciaoz.
plus. yesterdae da turbulance effect from the wave thingy stuck wif me even til late night. lol. i closed my eyes and felt myself bobbing up & dwn wif da wave motion. lol. horrible. and now i still haf dat headache.
sis & hubby came over to our house to spend da nite wif me nephew. and each of us looked like grilled prawns. lol. i looked so much darker now man. u cn juz see da sunburn takin effect. lol.
and in two daes time, i'm off for my very first tuition lesson. lol. da tuition agent asked if i wan female or male teacher. i pondered for a while acutally before she actually asked da qn. if its a male, if he's gd-lookin, i wont be able to learn anything except the contours of his face prolly. lol. if he is not gd-lookin, somehow someway i wud develop feelings for his inner traits. lol. tts weird rite? haha. so i'd rather not take any chances and preferred a female one. teehee.
anieways, everytime i scratch myself now it feels as tho i'm tearin my skin apart. ouch! teehee. aiite denn. i'll go now and type me remainin story. lol. yeahh in case some of u wonder, my book is published yeah ; Picking Up The Pieces, but its not for da public unfortunately. but oh well, it suck anyway. i'm writing a new story. a short one i tink but i'll post dem on Chocolate. aiite? see ya. hope u guys drop in there once a while. see ya! ciaoz.
04 December 2005
Tiring Dae Babe
phew! went swimming todae wif my family & relatives. lol. went to Jurong. so tut lor. nth muc dere really 'cept for da slides, da waves & da turning turning thing. lol. spent my time at da turning turning thing.
go round and round da pool so many times. den at da Wave pool oso. waited for the waves oso. wahh.. altho is at swimming pool hor but it felt like at some sea lor. scary!! went as deep as 1.6M. but is damn deep derr lorr.. hahar. but we were on da buoy la.
den afta tt go da round round thing wif me nephew. lol. he loved it!! lol. he paddled wif his legs. so clever rite! hehe. anieways..now me vry daark. tink i'm gonna go put some lotion on. lol. so tut. pain lor. see ya. ciaoz.
go round and round da pool so many times. den at da Wave pool oso. waited for the waves oso. wahh.. altho is at swimming pool hor but it felt like at some sea lor. scary!! went as deep as 1.6M. but is damn deep derr lorr.. hahar. but we were on da buoy la.
den afta tt go da round round thing wif me nephew. lol. he loved it!! lol. he paddled wif his legs. so clever rite! hehe. anieways..now me vry daark. tink i'm gonna go put some lotion on. lol. so tut. pain lor. see ya. ciaoz.
03 December 2005
turning
My life is turnin for da better now i guess. my tuition's set. A & E maths. 100 bucks per month. cheap rite? its face to face someore. nice. ok lar. atleast i got wat i wanted. and sort of accomodate wif mum. yea..
anyways, todae went to Toa Payoh to search for a buoy for my nephew. tomoro we goin Jurong for a swim!! lol! we'll be off by 10 tomoro. meetin up wif my aunt & uncle. lol. we're gonna haf fun baby!!
anieways... todae quite a couple of thoughts ran through my mind but i forgot wat. lol. sadd la. anieways.. now i wan to go off ler. got nth to sae. teehee. cya. ciaoz.
anyways, todae went to Toa Payoh to search for a buoy for my nephew. tomoro we goin Jurong for a swim!! lol! we'll be off by 10 tomoro. meetin up wif my aunt & uncle. lol. we're gonna haf fun baby!!
anieways... todae quite a couple of thoughts ran through my mind but i forgot wat. lol. sadd la. anieways.. now i wan to go off ler. got nth to sae. teehee. cya. ciaoz.
02 December 2005
frigginly stuupid.
well well well... can u believe tt i'm actually at some cyber cafe wen i actually ahaf a com at home? lol its tupid i noe but i juz had to get away from mama and diddy.
its gettin pretty stressing sittin at hme. mum keeps askin me to pick a friggin tuition entre. so stressed! but anyways, i'm now out wif Ravi & Yati. da two ppl wjom in da past i wudnt actually go ouit wif. i mean not on such a close rapport but ppl change ya? and i like it. =) firstly, i wanna thk dem for bein here for me. =) teehee.
anieways, am goin off now. mum actually smsed me. lol. sometimes i sympathise wif her. sometimes i love her a lot. sometimes she juz puts WAY too much stress on me. stangely, i miss my family now. oh well. i'm a sad case ya? ciaoz.
its gettin pretty stressing sittin at hme. mum keeps askin me to pick a friggin tuition entre. so stressed! but anyways, i'm now out wif Ravi & Yati. da two ppl wjom in da past i wudnt actually go ouit wif. i mean not on such a close rapport but ppl change ya? and i like it. =) firstly, i wanna thk dem for bein here for me. =) teehee.
anieways, am goin off now. mum actually smsed me. lol. sometimes i sympathise wif her. sometimes i love her a lot. sometimes she juz puts WAY too much stress on me. stangely, i miss my family now. oh well. i'm a sad case ya? ciaoz.
01 December 2005
FUCK it!
I hate my life rite now. 'Quit and start work" my dad keeps sayin and its gettin on my nerves! i so hate my life. its at tt point of time tt i realise i AM useless!!
i so hate it now. everyone is blaming me for tis and tt. wen my dad's phone bill goes up its alwaes me! wat abt Mama whose alwaes using da fone to tok to my aunt?! y wen da electricity bill goes up dey blame me for playin on da com so much?! wat abt Mama switchin on da com from mornin den nvr off it til i later take over to play?! wat abt Mama playing com and watchin tv at da same time?! y is it alwaes me?? y is it cos i'm da youngest?! wat da fuck sia.
i'm so fucking pissed riite now. so fucking pissed. i've had thoughts of running away from hme but tt doesnt solve it all. fuck it. my life suck shit. i hate my life now. i've got no one i cn really tok to. Brett is busy wif his fucking things. i'm starting to think twice as to y i call him a gd fren. god, i feel like a cheap slut. fucking whore. fuck you. oh wat da fuck. darn it!!
life juz suck rite now man. i'm friggin tired of my mum askin me to call up tuition centres. "find cheap ones and those subjects tt u wan.." wtf?! cheap?! since wen education is cheap?! wat da fuck sial. quit school? alrite denn. i shall go work. be a fucking whore. get loads of money within hours. oh if lucky, minutes!! i'll be a fucking whore and i'll be a fucking laughing stock in da family.. "haha. study abroad. yeah rite. piece of shit aint she now?!" i cn hear tt comin from my relatives. fuck shit.
i'm gettin da fuck outta here. go brush my fucking teeth. and fuck my fucking self. i hate myself like tis. but i cant help it. wen no one seems to tink u're worthy, wen NO ONE is dere for u... u r juz branded da biggest LOSER & LONER on da face of Earth. thk you. now. fuck off.
i so hate it now. everyone is blaming me for tis and tt. wen my dad's phone bill goes up its alwaes me! wat abt Mama whose alwaes using da fone to tok to my aunt?! y wen da electricity bill goes up dey blame me for playin on da com so much?! wat abt Mama switchin on da com from mornin den nvr off it til i later take over to play?! wat abt Mama playing com and watchin tv at da same time?! y is it alwaes me?? y is it cos i'm da youngest?! wat da fuck sia.
i'm so fucking pissed riite now. so fucking pissed. i've had thoughts of running away from hme but tt doesnt solve it all. fuck it. my life suck shit. i hate my life now. i've got no one i cn really tok to. Brett is busy wif his fucking things. i'm starting to think twice as to y i call him a gd fren. god, i feel like a cheap slut. fucking whore. fuck you. oh wat da fuck. darn it!!
life juz suck rite now man. i'm friggin tired of my mum askin me to call up tuition centres. "find cheap ones and those subjects tt u wan.." wtf?! cheap?! since wen education is cheap?! wat da fuck sial. quit school? alrite denn. i shall go work. be a fucking whore. get loads of money within hours. oh if lucky, minutes!! i'll be a fucking whore and i'll be a fucking laughing stock in da family.. "haha. study abroad. yeah rite. piece of shit aint she now?!" i cn hear tt comin from my relatives. fuck shit.
i'm gettin da fuck outta here. go brush my fucking teeth. and fuck my fucking self. i hate myself like tis. but i cant help it. wen no one seems to tink u're worthy, wen NO ONE is dere for u... u r juz branded da biggest LOSER & LONER on da face of Earth. thk you. now. fuck off.
Hard To Say I'm Sorry
aiite. someone said to me, "Maybe you're looking to hard or you're not looking at all" . I believe, i am the earlier one. lol. so i've told myself, like its my new mantra , wen i see any guys, i'd go.. "no dun look. dun try to hard.." lol i tink soon i'll be falling into da latter.
anyways, i juz realise that its hard to fall out of love. lol. its not really a juz thing but well yeahh. in a week's time, its my so called anniversary wif Brian. the second year. i nvr knew in that one year, so many things can happen. anieways, enough lamenting.
anyways i juz realise tt in other ppl's blog, dey write abt wat they did for that day. but well, mine is mostly abt wat i'm feleing. tts a great contrast ya? =) oh shit. i feel sadd again. darn it. lemme get it all out aiite? next post alrite?
anyways, i juz realise that its hard to fall out of love. lol. its not really a juz thing but well yeahh. in a week's time, its my so called anniversary wif Brian. the second year. i nvr knew in that one year, so many things can happen. anieways, enough lamenting.
anyways i juz realise tt in other ppl's blog, dey write abt wat they did for that day. but well, mine is mostly abt wat i'm feleing. tts a great contrast ya? =) oh shit. i feel sadd again. darn it. lemme get it all out aiite? next post alrite?
make the right decision babe
well, i read a book by James Patterson tis morning called ''Sam's Letters to Jennifer'' . It was really nice u noe. and yeahh, rite now my nephew is crying so badly and my mum is trying to pacify him - get him to sleep. and wat is da SUPERB aunt doing? listening to loud music, blogging, chattin wif Geraldine discussing on sch events. lol
"so lemme slip away!! lemme slip against da current!!" lol. Vindicated. i LURVE loud music baby. lol. so yeahh, todae i practiced a lil self-discipline by not switchin on my com until at around 2. lol. so hapiie.
right. great. now i'm battling wif my mum. she increased da volume of da tv. lol. and wats on on tv if not Commando. right. nice. so now i'm trying to lose myself to da vry loud music of mine. teehee. hehe.
anieways, i'm goin off now. wanna chat wif Ger more abt da stuff we're lining up for studs in our sch. its a whole new year next year!
"so lemme slip away!! lemme slip against da current!!" lol. Vindicated. i LURVE loud music baby. lol. so yeahh, todae i practiced a lil self-discipline by not switchin on my com until at around 2. lol. so hapiie.
right. great. now i'm battling wif my mum. she increased da volume of da tv. lol. and wats on on tv if not Commando. right. nice. so now i'm trying to lose myself to da vry loud music of mine. teehee. hehe.
anieways, i'm goin off now. wanna chat wif Ger more abt da stuff we're lining up for studs in our sch. its a whole new year next year!
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