heyys. lols. whoah. been quite some time since i last blogged eh? anyways, i am not quite sure if you can see the videos now because from my computer, i simply cannot. Maybe there is something wrong with it.
My computer is now rotting. Surprisingly, i am happy over that fact. Lols. it shows that i have been busy with my life. Certainly i have been busy. i have been studying you know. yes. today, i was feeling oh so proud of myself.
I managed to answer for some of the Bio stuff. teehee. oh wells, if i had known being knowledgeable has the ability to make me feel this DARN good, i would have studies my stuff WAY back. lols. anyways, a tad too late for that yeahs?
So this whole week my days have been jam packed with stuffs for Guides & Leadership Handover Ceremony. I am the WONDERFUL emcee. along with Brinda, Jamie & Matthew. For a a sec 1 boy, he is darn cute. a big flirt too. dang it. Why do people with looks like to use them as weapons? As in...
Dont you realise how much true relationship means to these people with looks? I mean, to them, should the relationship fail, they can easily replace it. Haiz. Sad, really. But anyways, tomorrow is a BIG day for me. Not because it is the day of the Leadership Handover, rather it is the day of my MT O Lvl Oral. argh!!
ok. i shall stop here now. i shall go eat. i am oh so so hungry. teehee. ciaoz.
29 June 2006
25 June 2006
Will We Get There?
Am not REALLY a MJ fan. but before you guys start guffawing about what a pedeofile he is. i dont know how to spell that word. Stop to remind yourself that he is God creation. We have no rights to discriminate or make fun at His creation. MJ certainly was and hopefully still is a legend in the music industry.
Its a sad thing how with tragedies like these, in which he wasnt proved guilty, that people start thinking of him in a lewd manner. Stop and remind yourselves again people, we do not discriminate nor poke fun at our own brothers & sister. Before you make fun, stop and think about that. If you dont, dude/dudette, you may burn in hell.
23 June 2006
Never Gonna Leave Your Side
I feel like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
I feel like a knight without a sword
The sky without the sun
Cuz you are the one
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
I feel like a knight without a sword
The sky without the sun
Cuz you are the one
I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child that lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
Since you've gone away
A child that lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
Since you've gone away
I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
And I miss you everyday
Yeah
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
And I miss you everyday
Yeah
And I'm never gonna leave your side
And I'm never gonna leave your side again
Still holding on girl
I won't let you go
Cuz when I'm lying in your arms
I know I’m home
And I'm never gonna leave your side again
Still holding on girl
I won't let you go
Cuz when I'm lying in your arms
I know I’m home
They tell me that a man can lose his mind
Living in the pain
The call in times gone by
The crying in the rain
You know I’ve wasted half the time
And I’m on my knees again
Till you come to me
Yeah
Living in the pain
The call in times gone by
The crying in the rain
You know I’ve wasted half the time
And I’m on my knees again
Till you come to me
Yeah
I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
And I miss you everyday
Yeah
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
And I miss you everyday
Yeah
And I'm never gonna leave your side
And I'm never gonna leave your side again
Still holding on girl
I won't let you go
I lay my head against your heart
I know I’m home
I know I’m home
I know I’m home
And I'm never gonna leave your side again
Still holding on girl
I won't let you go
I lay my head against your heart
I know I’m home
I know I’m home
I know I’m home
And I'm never gonna leave your side
And I'm never gonna leave your side again
Still holding on girl
I won't let you go
Cuz when I’m lying in your arms
I know I’m home
And I'm never gonna leave your side again
Still holding on girl
I won't let you go
Cuz when I’m lying in your arms
I know I’m home
This is about helplessness of not being with the one you love & care for. Where life suddenly seems so meaningless and so ironic. How can one breathe when there is no air? Why be a bird when you have no wings? It makes one despair when your other half is not there with you. As natural as air is to breathe, bird is to wings, door to a key, everyone has their pair. Don't look too hard and don't not look at all. When we were born, God assignes us each a pair. It's up to us now to find that pair. He/She may be at the other side of the world or right in front of you, you will find each other. Till then, your life just unfolds.
hellos.
Hey. Yesterday, i was at the Singapore Idol Result Show. lols. It was weird at first as i dont supposrt any of the girls. Maybe Mathilda, boy, she can sing! But yeah, it was weird. But subsequently, it was pretty ok. Gurmit is cute! Though he is married. Aww. lol. Daniel was sweet. He tried to put everyone at ease, or rather as cracking lame jokes for us to silly-ly laugh at while waiting for the few agonising minutes before the show will air, live.
It was pretty ok, as i have mentioned earlier. I went there with Nas, Jas, Syahidah, Sharifah, Shahari, Sharif, Fifi, Syazwanah & Ira. Ok, I dont really know the last 4. Ira is someone Sarifah & Shari met over the Singapore Idol roadshows back then. The other three... ermms, lets just say they came to watch not to mingle with us. teehee.
And yes, me, Nas, Jas & Syahidah were the only people who were there at the reception after the show, not feeling at all Fanatic. We were lazing around on the chairs that were provided. And we saw funny yet digusting & irritating stuffs. The antics of all the fanatic people. "We arent Groupies!". yeah right. Bullshit. They were making lots of noise and were irritating the hell out of me. Especially this one red shirt girl. She thinks shes hot & everything. Giving us all that "I'm a bitch" look. Well bitch, fuck you.
Anyways, fanatical[there isnt such a word. i think] people aside, the few of us, without Sharif, Fifi & Syazwanah, we went to Thomson Road there to eat at the Prata House. Yeah. Sharifah & Ira were very pissed & sad about the wildcard selections. Ok, although i am not into Singapore Idol, i seriously think few of those seriously cant sing. Lets go on with the list shall we? Warning: For those fans of these people and dont like what i say, you may click 'X' now instead of reading then reporting me. Grow up if youre going to go to the administrators just to complain about me. I aint writing shits for you to enjoy. Its my blog, my lie, my words, my THOUGHTS. Get it? Now, shall we start?
I cant remember all those who got in [shows how much IMPACT they made eh?], but yeah. Primero. Oh gawd. Save him. Dude, you are too.. emotional? No, its not just that, you are cocky. Dude, people dont like cocky people. Thats a total turn off. Especially when you answer back to the judges when you KNOW they are right. Geraldine, ok... she's ok. Probably she needs the rest to like screw up their performance before she can up. Right? Meryl... she's got quite an ok voice. But when she sang i turn to you... it sounded ok but just so... cheena. get it? There is a tinge of cheena-ness in her words. Its good to have your own stlye of singing instead of copying the original singer... but.. cheena-ness? Eew. Jay, the perfectionist. Ok, he is cute when he is doing that. It shows how much this means to him. But dude, loosen up & lighten up.You need not impress the judges but us. WE are voting. =)
Ok, basically, i wish not to go on. Else all those "We r not Groupies!", people will caome after me. Yeow! ciaoz.
It was pretty ok, as i have mentioned earlier. I went there with Nas, Jas, Syahidah, Sharifah, Shahari, Sharif, Fifi, Syazwanah & Ira. Ok, I dont really know the last 4. Ira is someone Sarifah & Shari met over the Singapore Idol roadshows back then. The other three... ermms, lets just say they came to watch not to mingle with us. teehee.
And yes, me, Nas, Jas & Syahidah were the only people who were there at the reception after the show, not feeling at all Fanatic. We were lazing around on the chairs that were provided. And we saw funny yet digusting & irritating stuffs. The antics of all the fanatic people. "We arent Groupies!". yeah right. Bullshit. They were making lots of noise and were irritating the hell out of me. Especially this one red shirt girl. She thinks shes hot & everything. Giving us all that "I'm a bitch" look. Well bitch, fuck you.
Anyways, fanatical[there isnt such a word. i think] people aside, the few of us, without Sharif, Fifi & Syazwanah, we went to Thomson Road there to eat at the Prata House. Yeah. Sharifah & Ira were very pissed & sad about the wildcard selections. Ok, although i am not into Singapore Idol, i seriously think few of those seriously cant sing. Lets go on with the list shall we? Warning: For those fans of these people and dont like what i say, you may click 'X' now instead of reading then reporting me. Grow up if youre going to go to the administrators just to complain about me. I aint writing shits for you to enjoy. Its my blog, my lie, my words, my THOUGHTS. Get it? Now, shall we start?
I cant remember all those who got in [shows how much IMPACT they made eh?], but yeah. Primero. Oh gawd. Save him. Dude, you are too.. emotional? No, its not just that, you are cocky. Dude, people dont like cocky people. Thats a total turn off. Especially when you answer back to the judges when you KNOW they are right. Geraldine, ok... she's ok. Probably she needs the rest to like screw up their performance before she can up. Right? Meryl... she's got quite an ok voice. But when she sang i turn to you... it sounded ok but just so... cheena. get it? There is a tinge of cheena-ness in her words. Its good to have your own stlye of singing instead of copying the original singer... but.. cheena-ness? Eew. Jay, the perfectionist. Ok, he is cute when he is doing that. It shows how much this means to him. But dude, loosen up & lighten up.You need not impress the judges but us. WE are voting. =)
Ok, basically, i wish not to go on. Else all those "We r not Groupies!", people will caome after me. Yeow! ciaoz.
21 June 2006
our perspectives
heyys. Okay, this is the second time i am typing this entry solely because i was crapping just then. Anyways, as you would have observed, i am giving you complete and perfect sentences as I believe my English has deteriorated. That is disallowed! Absolutely!
I am aiming for a wonderful A1. I want to get into Mass Communications. I know how much all those close to me have heard this before. Yes, now I am acertain that I do want to get into that course. It is in fact something that i have been dreaming about.
Academics aside [ i hate to erase that word few times! Godness gracious!], I can testify that with good English, comes good grace. Seriously. Try speaking or putting yourself in that 'perfect English' mode. You will find the sudden change in you a pleasant delight. I am currently sitting up slightly straighter and i am thinking more on the broader side of things. Yes, silly it does sound.
Anyways, you can still have fun with good English. I collected my mp3 on the 19th of June! lols [this is excempted]. I havent been using it really. Probably due to the fact that i havent been going out. Yes.
I shall hurry on to change my template. I saw some great ones just now. I do pray that my computer will not let me down. It has been lagging since just now. Anyways, I shall type off now. Ciaoz. [that is certainly an exception!]
I am aiming for a wonderful A1. I want to get into Mass Communications. I know how much all those close to me have heard this before. Yes, now I am acertain that I do want to get into that course. It is in fact something that i have been dreaming about.
Academics aside [ i hate to erase that word few times! Godness gracious!], I can testify that with good English, comes good grace. Seriously. Try speaking or putting yourself in that 'perfect English' mode. You will find the sudden change in you a pleasant delight. I am currently sitting up slightly straighter and i am thinking more on the broader side of things. Yes, silly it does sound.
Anyways, you can still have fun with good English. I collected my mp3 on the 19th of June! lols [this is excempted]. I havent been using it really. Probably due to the fact that i havent been going out. Yes.
I shall hurry on to change my template. I saw some great ones just now. I do pray that my computer will not let me down. It has been lagging since just now. Anyways, I shall type off now. Ciaoz. [that is certainly an exception!]
20 June 2006
19 June 2006
slash vids!
lols. hilarious dudes. teehee. i am so into slash vids rite now. Slash is a [i-dunno] term used for boy/boy relationsip. teehee. thus da vids u wud haf read in my previous posts.
those vids haf been filling my life wif intense laughter wen i first watched dem. lols. till todae, i still cant help laughing at all these. lols. i'm currently searching for more hilarious parodies. so shud i come across one that is SUPERB DUBERBLY hilarious, i shall post. lols.
anieways, todae i am off to FINALLY take my mp3. lols. ive actually specially allocated all the songs to be put into my mp3 into a folder. lols. ghaiRAH! meaning, excited! lols. yeahhs.
todae, was supposedly off to school at 7.15am to go for POA remedial. BUT. lols. but, at 7.15 i was STILL at my com. lols. at first i thought it was 7.30am, so i decided not to go for POA. den i realised. its oni 6.30! dang. lols. so i switche don da com & watched all da slash vids. lols. den wenta sch at around 8.15. lols. POA was frm 8-9. teehee. wen i reached sch, da Guides all havent arrive so i decided to POP by. lols. quite a turn up lehh. lols. and my classmates were like going.. "wahh, so early sia. might as well dun come rite!" lols.
nieways.. now am at home aledi. havin tummy ache. Guides was cool actually. me & Siti cudnt stop laffing. lols. and now i need to go shit. ciaoz.
those vids haf been filling my life wif intense laughter wen i first watched dem. lols. till todae, i still cant help laughing at all these. lols. i'm currently searching for more hilarious parodies. so shud i come across one that is SUPERB DUBERBLY hilarious, i shall post. lols.
anieways, todae i am off to FINALLY take my mp3. lols. ive actually specially allocated all the songs to be put into my mp3 into a folder. lols. ghaiRAH! meaning, excited! lols. yeahhs.
todae, was supposedly off to school at 7.15am to go for POA remedial. BUT. lols. but, at 7.15 i was STILL at my com. lols. at first i thought it was 7.30am, so i decided not to go for POA. den i realised. its oni 6.30! dang. lols. so i switche don da com & watched all da slash vids. lols. den wenta sch at around 8.15. lols. POA was frm 8-9. teehee. wen i reached sch, da Guides all havent arrive so i decided to POP by. lols. quite a turn up lehh. lols. and my classmates were like going.. "wahh, so early sia. might as well dun come rite!" lols.
nieways.. now am at home aledi. havin tummy ache. Guides was cool actually. me & Siti cudnt stop laffing. lols. and now i need to go shit. ciaoz.
16 June 2006
15 June 2006
my future ehh?
heyys. morning ppl. my aunt is here. lols. i noe.. y am i tellin u? wells. cos shes gt to be da nicest aunt i ever know. lols. wen my mum was away to clean my nephew, she asked me qns larhx abt my future.
so yeahhs. tis wat is goin to happen larhx. i am goin for Mass Comm afta O lvls. straight to Ngee Ann or Temasek Poly.. and to be able to do so, i need to get like 10 - 12 points. argh. my other alternative is to go to the Early Childhood course. yeahhs. small kids. i noe i noe.. u ppl r tinkin.. wat da hell?! but u see.. i haf a thing for small kids. lols. bsides.. i attract dem easily.. somehow. lols. considerin da fact tt ive taught countless kids how to read, raised 3 kids, i tink tt makes me quite a thang for a teenager. lols. yepps. all tt is true.
so yeahhs. laters ima gou out wif MC to study. lols. a-hem. study? lols. i will larhx. denns meet up wif my sister to collect MY PRECIOUS! lols. okok.. i shall stop nawws. teehee. yeahhs. ever thought of ur FUTURE yet? ponder over tis few qns.. where will u be 5 yrs dwn da road? wen we do come for da 10 yr reunion dinner, what will ur frens see as then? ciaoz.
so yeahhs. tis wat is goin to happen larhx. i am goin for Mass Comm afta O lvls. straight to Ngee Ann or Temasek Poly.. and to be able to do so, i need to get like 10 - 12 points. argh. my other alternative is to go to the Early Childhood course. yeahhs. small kids. i noe i noe.. u ppl r tinkin.. wat da hell?! but u see.. i haf a thing for small kids. lols. bsides.. i attract dem easily.. somehow. lols. considerin da fact tt ive taught countless kids how to read, raised 3 kids, i tink tt makes me quite a thang for a teenager. lols. yepps. all tt is true.
so yeahhs. laters ima gou out wif MC to study. lols. a-hem. study? lols. i will larhx. denns meet up wif my sister to collect MY PRECIOUS! lols. okok.. i shall stop nawws. teehee. yeahhs. ever thought of ur FUTURE yet? ponder over tis few qns.. where will u be 5 yrs dwn da road? wen we do come for da 10 yr reunion dinner, what will ur frens see as then? ciaoz.
14 June 2006
GOOD. VERY GOOD NEWS.
wee!! ima collect my digi cam & mp3 tomoro! wee!
told my sis to collect todae but she doesnt want to. urgh.
these ppl are out to antagonise me.
anieways, juz blogged to tell u tt. lols.
take a look at my soon-to-be-own-mp3.
wee!! i am so so excited!!
told my sis to collect todae but she doesnt want to. urgh.
these ppl are out to antagonise me.
anieways, juz blogged to tell u tt. lols.
take a look at my soon-to-be-own-mp3.
wee!! i am so so excited!!
lame dae again
hellos. anieways, changed my template. lols. it aint exactly new u see.. but nyehhs. i like it still. ive gt this one kind of angst inside me larhx. possibly bcos of one incident.
which im SO nt sharing . lols. sry. anieways.. todae da dae started as boring as possible. and yeahs. i'm waitin for a gd news but it nvr did came. darn it. nvrm its oni 3+ now. lets wait til later. haizz.. i'm so frustrated larhx! eek! damn all those ppl.
anieways.. ive gt nth to blog abt atm. teehee. u juz wasted ur time dude! but nvrm. ima go off nows. read a book. oh yeahhs. did i mention tt ive finished my English hw? lols. but da rest, forget it larhx. =) ciaoz.
which im SO nt sharing . lols. sry. anieways.. todae da dae started as boring as possible. and yeahs. i'm waitin for a gd news but it nvr did came. darn it. nvrm its oni 3+ now. lets wait til later. haizz.. i'm so frustrated larhx! eek! damn all those ppl.
anieways.. ive gt nth to blog abt atm. teehee. u juz wasted ur time dude! but nvrm. ima go off nows. read a book. oh yeahhs. did i mention tt ive finished my English hw? lols. but da rest, forget it larhx. =) ciaoz.
13 June 2006
The Omen
"When the Jews return to Zion,
and a comet fills the sky
and the Holy Roman Empire rises,
then you and I must die.
From the eternal sea he rises,
creating armies on either shore
turning man against his brother
till man exists no more."
The movie was more to startling than scary. Maybe it WAS scary. but ot because of the visual effects but psychologically. It makes one fear of the future. Whatever was screened, it was shown with proof. The crumbling of the twin towers, the wars between mankind, the natural disaster, the comet. It's scary really.
The movie ended pretty unsatisfyingly. It had no ending. Basically that was it. But it was good, at least it was real. With no ending, it shows that this has yet to come, and its ending, we do not know. When the scene showed that of the Popes sitting dwn in a conference about this SON OF THE DEVIL, the cinema was pretty quiet. I guess most of us were thinking about the things being said.
Anyways, it was more startling than scary as ive mentioned earlier. lols. yes. i was screamin [not very loud] & covering my eyes frequently. lols. Some of the scenes were predictable though, in which me & me cousin took turn to guess it all. We were spot on. lols.
Anyways, yes. Ive reached home, reeling in from all those stuff that ive learnt & all. Ever wondered why the Westerners are like SO popular and advanced and blah blah blah? Wells, its prolly because they are such geniuses! Look at all the movies the oh-so-popular directors created. Those tragedies.. arent they now coming true? And its also perhaps because thay are so quick-witted. They picked up on all the world issues & related it to something that was written & mentioned thousand years ago in the holy book. But sarcasms aside, the movies they create arouse awareness within us all. They are the ones who make us more aware of our predicament, make us more aware of God & his creations.
Okies, sermons aside, i'm now off to chat or something. lols. Perhaps, i shall go surf for a new template. i'm getting sick of this right now. lols. no offence to the creator. I am just oh-so-fickle. teehee. alrite then. i shall be gone. Remember the poem people. HEED THE OMEN. ciaoz.
12 June 2006
BIG DAE
wells oh wells. it went on pretty ok i guess. nth TT exciting happened. lols. perhaps mayb 2... number ONE ; Shun wai swam in his swimmin trunks! lols. cute rite? number TWO ; sharifah & i swam TOPLESS! lols. SEXAY!
and yeahhs. NEWSFLASH
tis source is frm Alson Mar Kim Yip ; Daryl & Guan Yi has reportedly been seen holdin hands! lols.
and now.. i'm now so boredd. lols. had a really s2 to s2 talk & yeahhs.. he is so in love! lols. my hun is so so in love yeahhs? lols. he is becomn so poetic! lols. how cute yeahhs?
so rite now i am juz rottin & surprisingly am talkin to my old frens! lols. we are catchin up wif each other in a wae... lols. tomoro i am off to watch The Omen wif Sharifah. prolly we will change our mind to cartoons! lols. we are both scaredy cats larhx.. wat da hell. but nyehhs.. it looks intersting larhx.
tis our Brett goin full swing on Poetry ;
ckn: wat sadness lengthens juliets hours?
me: sadness of nt bein wif her loved one?
ckn: & of who does thy love?
me: *CENSORED*
ckn: to tink twice brings abt doubt & to doubt will lead to broken hearts.
me: den i shalt let my heart break to million pieces in the name of LOVE.
ckn: surely if it breaks, it is not in the name of love
*skip forward*
ckn: shud thy feel pain wen in love?
me: it is to make one realise the power of love. how it went through hardships to get through where it is now. to make one cherish love more and treasure it.
ckn: is not failed love turned heartbreak,enough for one to appreciate the meaning of true love in the future?
me: no.nt really. sometimes a heartbreak makes one more wary of Love. mayb even shun Love. its how each other blend as one to attain Love tt makes da journey a sweet experinece.. an experience tt u wont want to end...
ckn: do not confuse love with lust.....for one is pure and one evil....
me: blendin as one means not juz by joinin two bodies into. its also abt bein able to understand each other, cherish each other, care for each other and love each other. without love, there is no lust.. without lust there is no love. neither is pure or evil. its how one Sees it tt determines its nature.
and yeahhs. NEWSFLASH
tis source is frm Alson Mar Kim Yip ; Daryl & Guan Yi has reportedly been seen holdin hands! lols.
and now.. i'm now so boredd. lols. had a really s2 to s2 talk & yeahhs.. he is so in love! lols. my hun is so so in love yeahhs? lols. he is becomn so poetic! lols. how cute yeahhs?
so rite now i am juz rottin & surprisingly am talkin to my old frens! lols. we are catchin up wif each other in a wae... lols. tomoro i am off to watch The Omen wif Sharifah. prolly we will change our mind to cartoons! lols. we are both scaredy cats larhx.. wat da hell. but nyehhs.. it looks intersting larhx.
tis our Brett goin full swing on Poetry ;
ckn: wat sadness lengthens juliets hours?
me: sadness of nt bein wif her loved one?
ckn: & of who does thy love?
me: *CENSORED*
ckn: to tink twice brings abt doubt & to doubt will lead to broken hearts.
me: den i shalt let my heart break to million pieces in the name of LOVE.
ckn: surely if it breaks, it is not in the name of love
*skip forward*
ckn: shud thy feel pain wen in love?
me: it is to make one realise the power of love. how it went through hardships to get through where it is now. to make one cherish love more and treasure it.
ckn: is not failed love turned heartbreak,enough for one to appreciate the meaning of true love in the future?
me: no.nt really. sometimes a heartbreak makes one more wary of Love. mayb even shun Love. its how each other blend as one to attain Love tt makes da journey a sweet experinece.. an experience tt u wont want to end...
ckn: do not confuse love with lust.....for one is pure and one evil....
me: blendin as one means not juz by joinin two bodies into. its also abt bein able to understand each other, cherish each other, care for each other and love each other. without love, there is no lust.. without lust there is no love. neither is pure or evil. its how one Sees it tt determines its nature.
Cuts like a Knife
"You could stabbed a knife in my back and withdraw it back, but it still leave the scars. nomatter how often you ask the apologize and yer regrets, the scars stay over. Scars by words is always as sore as the agony of the physically scars".
11 June 2006
wee!
hey y'all. i'm here to blog. teehee. lols. anieways... todae is DA BIG DAE! lols. nyehhs. but wat da heck yeahhs? seems to me like one by one ppl are backin out nehh. aiyos..
Juliao dropped da bomb tt she will be dere at 7. haizz.. wat da hell. but nyehhs. den Vani & Parmes backed out. boohoo. so sadd. but nyehhs. we shall strive to make da BBQ livelier. anieways.. todae is gonna be da dae ima strip my SHaney. teehee.
so nyehhs. mums out wif dad & da rest to my aunts hse. so yeahhs.. i hafta be bak hme b4 11. URGH. but yeahhs. its aledi gd tt shes lettin me go. so yess. rite now i am typin tis dressed in UN-GODLY feminine stuff. wif a KPO gurl standin behind me. lols. she juz smacked me. lols. tts SHARIFAH. [da person who was suppose to meet me at 1230 insted of like.. 230!] wee.
anieways.. shall we go OLD CHANG KEE SHARIFAH? da rest are comin later. & i DO crave for tt nuggets. PLS. =]
aiite aiite. time to go nows. haizz... i MISS him lots! eek! ciaoz.
Juliao dropped da bomb tt she will be dere at 7. haizz.. wat da hell. but nyehhs. den Vani & Parmes backed out. boohoo. so sadd. but nyehhs. we shall strive to make da BBQ livelier. anieways.. todae is gonna be da dae ima strip my SHaney. teehee.
so nyehhs. mums out wif dad & da rest to my aunts hse. so yeahhs.. i hafta be bak hme b4 11. URGH. but yeahhs. its aledi gd tt shes lettin me go. so yess. rite now i am typin tis dressed in UN-GODLY feminine stuff. wif a KPO gurl standin behind me. lols. she juz smacked me. lols. tts SHARIFAH. [da person who was suppose to meet me at 1230 insted of like.. 230!] wee.
anieways.. shall we go OLD CHANG KEE SHARIFAH? da rest are comin later. & i DO crave for tt nuggets. PLS. =]
aiite aiite. time to go nows. haizz... i MISS him lots! eek! ciaoz.
10 June 2006
Sexy Notti Bitchy Me?
I pick on my skirts to be a lil too sexy.. juz like all my thoughts dey alwaes get a bit notti. wen i'm out wif my girls i awlaes play a bit bitchy. cant change da wae i am, sexi notti bitchy me!
lols. indeed. indeed. but u see... tt isnt who i really am. its juz who i wanna be. ever felt like tt? lols. i guess everyone feels like tt. so tts y i turn to MAPLING! lols. ok.. somewat irrelevant dere but nyehhs. i like it. i cn dress up my character. pamper myself & KICK SOME REAL ASS! lols. besides, no one is dere to question my being. wahahhaa.
anieways... ever felt like bein a totally diff person tt ppl noe u as? its normal i guess. a part of growin up & findin or rather discoverin who u really are. for me... i like to listen to diff lang songs. lols. & in da bathroom, i will play some songs & dance sexily like i will nvr EVER do it in front of my frens. mayb da selected few. wats my fantasy?
i wan to go to a place where no one noes abt my past or noe abt me. period. denn ima create a totally diff me. ima gather all my confidence & make myself sensational. if ure observant enuff. guys dun really go for girls wif looks & shit, dey are also attracted to girls tt carry themselves wif ABSOLUTE confidence. try this girls, GATHER ur confindence b4 u enter a room. den juz JIGGLE ur shoulders a lil. TAKE a deep breath & SMILE. denn, stride in like as tho da world owes u a livin. damn gurl, if u dun turn heads, uve gt to practise hard!
seriously. anieways, continuing, yeah. a place where no one else noes me. and den ima strike up all my confidence & blast others wif my personality, wif who i am & what i am. ima play wif all da cards tt i haf in myself. oh yeahhs. atta gurl!
so yeahhs. enuff fantasizing. tomoro is da BIG dae! lols. wat dae? BBQ @ HAUDY DAE! lols. yippee!! [jumps up & dwn] woohooo! okies. i dunno why im like SO excited. prolly cos ive been cooped up in tis hse for sooo long. plus, im totally boredd. dun even tink abt those homeworks dude/dudette. tt aint me. i am da last min girl. so yeahhs. finally! salvation! civilisation! i'm so goin out tomoro. weee!
anieways. NEWS FLASH!
a guy juz asked me out! lols a Chinese guy juz asked me out! i dun even noe his name. trust me. lol. he came online, saw my pic, greeted me & boom, "wanna go out wif me?" lols. for me, i am pleasantly surprised and delightfully pleased. however, i turned him dwn. firstly, i need to FIND tt CONFINDENCE! lols. next, i am nt yet ready. for pete's sake, i oni noe tt his age! & his looks! average lookin. thk pete. and yes.. lastly & most importantly, im still tinkin ofHIM. i dun want to cheat my feelings nor tt guys. so yeahhs. told him to take it nice & slow. but nyehhs. we aint talkin. erms.. HELLO?!
lols. anieways... hve gt no plans for todae. argh! so irritatin. mayb i shud go for da friggin roadshow! lols. im TT boredd larhx. wat da hell. eeek! no wae. it ink i shud juz go surf for more PORNS, VIDS, GAMES & blah. lols. porns? ahh. .. abt gays perhaps. and share it wif. U NOE WHO! lols. teehee. kiddin. anieways. i'm off to surf da net. if deres really nth, den im to be whisked awae by my ROMANCE BOOK LOVERS. lols as in. da hero in da book. wee! rescue me! help me! fuck me!! lols. despo. ciaoz.
lols. indeed. indeed. but u see... tt isnt who i really am. its juz who i wanna be. ever felt like tt? lols. i guess everyone feels like tt. so tts y i turn to MAPLING! lols. ok.. somewat irrelevant dere but nyehhs. i like it. i cn dress up my character. pamper myself & KICK SOME REAL ASS! lols. besides, no one is dere to question my being. wahahhaa.
anieways... ever felt like bein a totally diff person tt ppl noe u as? its normal i guess. a part of growin up & findin or rather discoverin who u really are. for me... i like to listen to diff lang songs. lols. & in da bathroom, i will play some songs & dance sexily like i will nvr EVER do it in front of my frens. mayb da selected few. wats my fantasy?
i wan to go to a place where no one noes abt my past or noe abt me. period. denn ima create a totally diff me. ima gather all my confidence & make myself sensational. if ure observant enuff. guys dun really go for girls wif looks & shit, dey are also attracted to girls tt carry themselves wif ABSOLUTE confidence. try this girls, GATHER ur confindence b4 u enter a room. den juz JIGGLE ur shoulders a lil. TAKE a deep breath & SMILE. denn, stride in like as tho da world owes u a livin. damn gurl, if u dun turn heads, uve gt to practise hard!
seriously. anieways, continuing, yeah. a place where no one else noes me. and den ima strike up all my confidence & blast others wif my personality, wif who i am & what i am. ima play wif all da cards tt i haf in myself. oh yeahhs. atta gurl!
so yeahhs. enuff fantasizing. tomoro is da BIG dae! lols. wat dae? BBQ @ HAUDY DAE! lols. yippee!! [jumps up & dwn] woohooo! okies. i dunno why im like SO excited. prolly cos ive been cooped up in tis hse for sooo long. plus, im totally boredd. dun even tink abt those homeworks dude/dudette. tt aint me. i am da last min girl. so yeahhs. finally! salvation! civilisation! i'm so goin out tomoro. weee!
anieways. NEWS FLASH!
a guy juz asked me out! lols a Chinese guy juz asked me out! i dun even noe his name. trust me. lol. he came online, saw my pic, greeted me & boom, "wanna go out wif me?" lols. for me, i am pleasantly surprised and delightfully pleased. however, i turned him dwn. firstly, i need to FIND tt CONFINDENCE! lols. next, i am nt yet ready. for pete's sake, i oni noe tt his age! & his looks! average lookin. thk pete. and yes.. lastly & most importantly, im still tinkin of
lols. anieways... hve gt no plans for todae. argh! so irritatin. mayb i shud go for da friggin roadshow! lols. im TT boredd larhx. wat da hell. eeek! no wae. it ink i shud juz go surf for more PORNS, VIDS, GAMES & blah. lols. porns? ahh. .. abt gays perhaps. and share it wif. U NOE WHO! lols. teehee. kiddin. anieways. i'm off to surf da net. if deres really nth, den im to be whisked awae by my ROMANCE BOOK LOVERS. lols as in. da hero in da book. wee! rescue me! help me! fuck me!! lols. despo. ciaoz.
08 June 2006
don't speak.
i now noe one impt reason why i sometimes yearn for dat SOMEONE to be wif me, to be mine. its cos of da GRIEF tt i get from my family members. i want my man to be there to comfort me & console me wenever i haf a fight wif my family. i wan him to be able to tell me how silly i was to be in tis fight in da first place. i wan him to be the one who clear my irrational thoughts & calm me dwn, & set me thinkin.
haizz.. anieways. sometimes, dun u tink parents take their children for granted? i mean.. seriously. they ask u to do every small things tt dey cud do demselves. i mean ok.. as selfihs as it sounds.. considering tt uve been at da com for hours & Mum tells u to close da door tho she's nearer to it. and u start grumbling abt WHY cant SHE do it.. and she will go.. like tt oso cannot help? ure already hoggin da com 24/7 and now u r tryin to reason wif me?! blah blah blah..
get da picture? yes. TTS my grief. todae, i felt like a grown WOMAN. i felt lieka MOTHER! for pete's sake! i fed my nephew, i played wif my nephew, i controlled his tantrum, i even put him to bed! wen i meant by fed is tt, i eat, he eats. i hafta chase him around to eat. AND, i havent even bathe at tt point of time. i had to make sure he was soundly asleep b4 i cud go bathe. haizz..
i merely slacked todae. REAL slack. i cant wait for tis coming Sundae. lols. bbq at haudy's. AGAIN. lols. and yeahhs... one more thing to rant abt..
da drama serials on tv now. Gawd, they are HORRENDOUS! its no wonder tt WE are spending more time on com. and reading my wondrous blog. lols. yeahhs. da characters are overbearing. they are TOO over their character. its sickening. dey cry too much, hate too much. everything is too da EXTREME. how irritating. where did all those wonderful drama serials in da past went? even Hong Kong dramas are more entertainin. im seriusly considering Korean & Japanese dramas now. darn it. ciaoz.
haizz.. anieways. sometimes, dun u tink parents take their children for granted? i mean.. seriously. they ask u to do every small things tt dey cud do demselves. i mean ok.. as selfihs as it sounds.. considering tt uve been at da com for hours & Mum tells u to close da door tho she's nearer to it. and u start grumbling abt WHY cant SHE do it.. and she will go.. like tt oso cannot help? ure already hoggin da com 24/7 and now u r tryin to reason wif me?! blah blah blah..
get da picture? yes. TTS my grief. todae, i felt like a grown WOMAN. i felt lieka MOTHER! for pete's sake! i fed my nephew, i played wif my nephew, i controlled his tantrum, i even put him to bed! wen i meant by fed is tt, i eat, he eats. i hafta chase him around to eat. AND, i havent even bathe at tt point of time. i had to make sure he was soundly asleep b4 i cud go bathe. haizz..
i merely slacked todae. REAL slack. i cant wait for tis coming Sundae. lols. bbq at haudy's. AGAIN. lols. and yeahhs... one more thing to rant abt..
da drama serials on tv now. Gawd, they are HORRENDOUS! its no wonder tt WE are spending more time on com. and reading my wondrous blog. lols. yeahhs. da characters are overbearing. they are TOO over their character. its sickening. dey cry too much, hate too much. everything is too da EXTREME. how irritating. where did all those wonderful drama serials in da past went? even Hong Kong dramas are more entertainin. im seriusly considering Korean & Japanese dramas now. darn it. ciaoz.
06 June 2006
This I Swear - Nick Lachey
You're there by my side
In every way
I know that you will not forsake me
I give you my life
I would not think twice
Your love is all I need, believe me
I may not say it
Quite as much as I should
But when I say, I love you
Darling, that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you, until forever
Until death do us part
We'll be together
So, take my hand
And hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear
I’m wondering how
I ever get by
Without you in my life to guide me
Wherever I go, one thing that’s true
Is everything I do
I do it for you
I may not say it
Half as much as I should
But when I say, I love you
Darling, that means for good
So open up you heart and let me in
And I will love you, until forever
Until death do us part
We'll be together
So, take my hand
And hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear
So whenever you get weary
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down, my love
And I will love you, until forever
(Until death do us part)
Until death do us part
We'll be together
So take my hand
(So take my hand)
And hold on tight
And we'll get there
Oh, we'll get there
And this I swear
And I will love you, until forever
(Until death do us part)
Until death do us part
We'll be together
So take my hand
(So take my hand)
And hold on tight
And we'll get there
Oh, we'll get there
And this I swear
mushy eh? lols. tis goes out to the guy tt i like. ermms. yeahs. shy lahhs.
In every way
I know that you will not forsake me
I give you my life
I would not think twice
Your love is all I need, believe me
I may not say it
Quite as much as I should
But when I say, I love you
Darling, that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you, until forever
Until death do us part
We'll be together
So, take my hand
And hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear
I’m wondering how
I ever get by
Without you in my life to guide me
Wherever I go, one thing that’s true
Is everything I do
I do it for you
I may not say it
Half as much as I should
But when I say, I love you
Darling, that means for good
So open up you heart and let me in
And I will love you, until forever
Until death do us part
We'll be together
So, take my hand
And hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear
So whenever you get weary
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down, my love
And I will love you, until forever
(Until death do us part)
Until death do us part
We'll be together
So take my hand
(So take my hand)
And hold on tight
And we'll get there
Oh, we'll get there
And this I swear
And I will love you, until forever
(Until death do us part)
Until death do us part
We'll be together
So take my hand
(So take my hand)
And hold on tight
And we'll get there
Oh, we'll get there
And this I swear
mushy eh? lols. tis goes out to the guy tt i like. ermms. yeahs. shy lahhs.
i'm so lonely.
haizz.. i dunnoe why but my thoughts & mind suddenly swerved to Brian & Brett. lols. urgh. i hate this type of me now. I mean, i like to bring up the past. which is unhealthy. trust me. I'm not really proud of my past u see. so yeahhs.
anieways, todae i watched 2 movies. lols. cos i was darn boredd nyehhs? wat da hell. den i sat in my room, stoning. lols. nahh. i was singing larhx. lols. got nth better to do mahhs. den a thought strucked me. " why didnt i join singing competitions?" den i thought again. ouhhs. its cos i'm shy. lols. seriously. i might be a student leader & all.. so u wud tink tt given da exposure and all.. i'm pretty a confident person. but i'm not. not totally. so yeahhs. my voice, da privacy of my room or bathroom. lols.
and yesh. nvr once did thoughts of HIM leave my mind. i dunno. i like him lots but wen.. wells.. wen i see potential others who might snatch is attention, i feel like i'm bereft of all emotions. i stone. i turn indifferent. but no one noes. except me. lols. so yeahhs. i like da word 'bereft'. for some un-godly reason i dunnoe why. anieways...
i dun wish to revert back to da old me. i dun wan to chat up lots of guys whom i noe i wud nvr meet in my life. so yeahhs. its a waste of time.. but still... dey are da oni ppl i cn turn to in times of solitude. so yeahhs.
i had a dream abt my old old primary school. i dunno why. i juz did. it was.. saddenning in a way... intruiging the other. so yeahhs. i cant rmb clearly wat da heck was goin on but nyehhs. who cares. i dun. really. i dun. ermms.. yeahhs.
i'm currently darn boredd & my heart is feeling restless. so yeahhs. wat do i do naws? anieways.. i cant stop tinkin abt HIM. his on every single thoughts of mine. tt sucks. urgh! its like.. violation of my thoughts! argh. but anieways. i shall BE mature & think SMART. i shall not & will NOT fall for his stupidity or watsoever[i'm spastic. i fall for stupidity.]. i shall NOT & will NOT fall further for him. he's not worth it. we dun haf anything in common do we? Opp. attract? ermms.. mayb not in my case. lols. so yeahhs. ciaoz.
anieways, todae i watched 2 movies. lols. cos i was darn boredd nyehhs? wat da hell. den i sat in my room, stoning. lols. nahh. i was singing larhx. lols. got nth better to do mahhs. den a thought strucked me. " why didnt i join singing competitions?" den i thought again. ouhhs. its cos i'm shy. lols. seriously. i might be a student leader & all.. so u wud tink tt given da exposure and all.. i'm pretty a confident person. but i'm not. not totally. so yeahhs. my voice, da privacy of my room or bathroom. lols.
and yesh. nvr once did thoughts of HIM leave my mind. i dunno. i like him lots but wen.. wells.. wen i see potential others who might snatch is attention, i feel like i'm bereft of all emotions. i stone. i turn indifferent. but no one noes. except me. lols. so yeahhs. i like da word 'bereft'. for some un-godly reason i dunnoe why. anieways...
i dun wish to revert back to da old me. i dun wan to chat up lots of guys whom i noe i wud nvr meet in my life. so yeahhs. its a waste of time.. but still... dey are da oni ppl i cn turn to in times of solitude. so yeahhs.
i had a dream abt my old old primary school. i dunno why. i juz did. it was.. saddenning in a way... intruiging the other. so yeahhs. i cant rmb clearly wat da heck was goin on but nyehhs. who cares. i dun. really. i dun. ermms.. yeahhs.
i'm currently darn boredd & my heart is feeling restless. so yeahhs. wat do i do naws? anieways.. i cant stop tinkin abt HIM. his on every single thoughts of mine. tt sucks. urgh! its like.. violation of my thoughts! argh. but anieways. i shall BE mature & think SMART. i shall not & will NOT fall for his stupidity or watsoever[i'm spastic. i fall for stupidity.]. i shall NOT & will NOT fall further for him. he's not worth it. we dun haf anything in common do we? Opp. attract? ermms.. mayb not in my case. lols. so yeahhs. ciaoz.
05 June 2006
oh i miss him so!
wee! finally i'm back wif Chloe! lols. afta 5 long years, we're finally chattin wif each other! yeahhs!
it was awkward at first for me. cos i regard her as my close fren, someone wif whom i can pour my feelings out. but afta 5 years of separation, does she think of me as that still? haizz.. but nyehhs. she turned out to be da same person i knew, even better actually. =)
so yeahhs. now tt ive told her abt HIM and all.. and we had a talk & devised plans on askin him out or sth, i realise tt its really nice to haf someone from my past back with me. Apart from her, i reunited wif Fanny too! lols. tis is so so cool. i'm being reacquited wif my old frens. how cool eh?!
so yeahhs. todae wenta school to get m charger. left it at sch. denn ermmss.. tried to be a nurse for an hour. lols. i suck. cudnt seem to get da correct things done. was supposed to dress Jas' wounds. called Neo & stuff. lols. it was basically COMICAL. lols.
anieways.. juz dropped by to say that i MISS HIM NOW!!!! argh! and it seems to me tt da stuff tt i wrote abt in my bok of fantasy is sort of comin true. lols. i wont tell u which but yeahhs. example.. i wrote him saying ____ to me & he actually said ____ in real life to me! lols. cant u believe it? and to top it off, i wrote da scene as tis place & true enuff.. its happening again. arghh!! wat does tis mean?! ahh.. is tis a good omen? ahhh... i wonder... lols.
so yeahs. i juz miss him a LIL. and am liking him A LOT. and possibly learnin to love him? nahhs. LOVE, not yet. i juz realise sth. lols. i AM darn scared of relationship. cos wells.... i dunno... no one noes da real me. no one. seriously. so yeahhs. plus.. well... i juz dunno how to react in a relationship. how to act. how to conduct myself. shud i be in love, it wud be vry intense. wud my intensity scare my guy? oh wells. wat da heck. i tried to tink myself wif someone of da same sex as me... its a lil weird but.. i cant stop myself from tinkin.. "why cant i haf HIM?" yeahhs. haizz.. my mind is focus-ed oni on HIM.
so yeahhs. wat da heck. i shall go now. urgh.life totally sucks larhx. wat da heck. haiz.. Lit students, remedial on 20th June. Save up money tho cos Mrs Chong wanna bring us out to watch a performance. ATLAST! lols. ciaoz.
it was awkward at first for me. cos i regard her as my close fren, someone wif whom i can pour my feelings out. but afta 5 years of separation, does she think of me as that still? haizz.. but nyehhs. she turned out to be da same person i knew, even better actually. =)
so yeahhs. now tt ive told her abt HIM and all.. and we had a talk & devised plans on askin him out or sth, i realise tt its really nice to haf someone from my past back with me. Apart from her, i reunited wif Fanny too! lols. tis is so so cool. i'm being reacquited wif my old frens. how cool eh?!
so yeahhs. todae wenta school to get m charger. left it at sch. denn ermmss.. tried to be a nurse for an hour. lols. i suck. cudnt seem to get da correct things done. was supposed to dress Jas' wounds. called Neo & stuff. lols. it was basically COMICAL. lols.
anieways.. juz dropped by to say that i MISS HIM NOW!!!! argh! and it seems to me tt da stuff tt i wrote abt in my bok of fantasy is sort of comin true. lols. i wont tell u which but yeahhs. example.. i wrote him saying ____ to me & he actually said ____ in real life to me! lols. cant u believe it? and to top it off, i wrote da scene as tis place & true enuff.. its happening again. arghh!! wat does tis mean?! ahh.. is tis a good omen? ahhh... i wonder... lols.
so yeahs. i juz miss him a LIL. and am liking him A LOT. and possibly learnin to love him? nahhs. LOVE, not yet. i juz realise sth. lols. i AM darn scared of relationship. cos wells.... i dunno... no one noes da real me. no one. seriously. so yeahhs. plus.. well... i juz dunno how to react in a relationship. how to act. how to conduct myself. shud i be in love, it wud be vry intense. wud my intensity scare my guy? oh wells. wat da heck. i tried to tink myself wif someone of da same sex as me... its a lil weird but.. i cant stop myself from tinkin.. "why cant i haf HIM?" yeahhs. haizz.. my mind is focus-ed oni on HIM.
so yeahhs. wat da heck. i shall go now. urgh.life totally sucks larhx. wat da heck. haiz.. Lit students, remedial on 20th June. Save up money tho cos Mrs Chong wanna bring us out to watch a performance. ATLAST! lols. ciaoz.
04 June 2006
my pride & joy.
camp was a success! teehee. i mean... wells.. tho our objective WAS sidetracked a lil but nyehhs. all in all, it went darn well. we sticked to da time schedule and all. so yeahhs.
da nitewalk was superb ppl! lols. thx to Agnes, Daryl & Cheryl Hee. =) i had duty wif Josh. at da Kosi -corner. at first i dinna wanna go but nyehhs. its my last yr yeahhs? so wad da heck. Ganga cried like nobody's business. and a few others got scared. including Ms Foo & Ms Haryati. lols.
da ending was FANTASTIC! lols. da excos gt everyone to gather at da canteen. den we put on an act. lols. i lied dwn in front of da General Meeting room and pretended to haf fits cum possessed or sth. lols. and i shook all over & cried out. some of dem belived it was true others had da gut feeling tt it wasnt cos it was ME. i guess i am such a friggin joker. den oso, some said dey saw Neo smirking. aiyo. spoiler!
towards da early morning, roped Larry & Vick to bathe wif me in da girls toilet. lols. it was COOL! lols. i was in da middle cubicle larhx. den Neo joined us. he came in last but was da vry first to go. haizz. and yes. he didnt change underwear nor shorts. ish. guys. for me.. i FORGOT to bring an extra bra. lols. oops.
den da whole nite we didnt really sleep larhx. disturbed those ppl. put face paint & all. lols. one of da guy sleep so so cute!! lols. imagine.. it was 4.30am but we adjusted da clock to 6.15am & woke dem all up. lols. so hilarious & comical. shud haf recorded da look on their faces. teehee.
so yeahhs. tts basically all larhx. den ystd went to sis' hse cos got bf's bdae celebration. lols. got too tired at da vry end. cudnt keep my eyes open anymore so i went to sleep first. woke up later at 5.28am to find myself alone in da room. took apillow den went to da livin room where everyone was slumped somewhere so yeahhs.. joined dem. lols. yepps.
so now i'm back afta watching da extended version of Eiffel...i'm in love. haizz.. i wan a boyfren like Adit. he is someone so strong.. so arrogant & egoist but wen it comes to da person he loves.. he mellows dwn like nbd's business. haizzz... and wen he kisses. oh gawd.. his jaw is so so angular! haizzz...
anieways, all i cn sae nw is tt i dun miss him i juz like him. lols. how weird. so yeahhs. wadeva. i'm off nawws. ciaoz.
da nitewalk was superb ppl! lols. thx to Agnes, Daryl & Cheryl Hee. =) i had duty wif Josh. at da Kosi -corner. at first i dinna wanna go but nyehhs. its my last yr yeahhs? so wad da heck. Ganga cried like nobody's business. and a few others got scared. including Ms Foo & Ms Haryati. lols.
da ending was FANTASTIC! lols. da excos gt everyone to gather at da canteen. den we put on an act. lols. i lied dwn in front of da General Meeting room and pretended to haf fits cum possessed or sth. lols. and i shook all over & cried out. some of dem belived it was true others had da gut feeling tt it wasnt cos it was ME. i guess i am such a friggin joker. den oso, some said dey saw Neo smirking. aiyo. spoiler!
towards da early morning, roped Larry & Vick to bathe wif me in da girls toilet. lols. it was COOL! lols. i was in da middle cubicle larhx. den Neo joined us. he came in last but was da vry first to go. haizz. and yes. he didnt change underwear nor shorts. ish. guys. for me.. i FORGOT to bring an extra bra. lols. oops.
den da whole nite we didnt really sleep larhx. disturbed those ppl. put face paint & all. lols. one of da guy sleep so so cute!! lols. imagine.. it was 4.30am but we adjusted da clock to 6.15am & woke dem all up. lols. so hilarious & comical. shud haf recorded da look on their faces. teehee.
so yeahhs. tts basically all larhx. den ystd went to sis' hse cos got bf's bdae celebration. lols. got too tired at da vry end. cudnt keep my eyes open anymore so i went to sleep first. woke up later at 5.28am to find myself alone in da room. took apillow den went to da livin room where everyone was slumped somewhere so yeahhs.. joined dem. lols. yepps.
so now i'm back afta watching da extended version of Eiffel...i'm in love. haizz.. i wan a boyfren like Adit. he is someone so strong.. so arrogant & egoist but wen it comes to da person he loves.. he mellows dwn like nbd's business. haizzz... and wen he kisses. oh gawd.. his jaw is so so angular! haizzz...
anieways, all i cn sae nw is tt i dun miss him i juz like him. lols. how weird. so yeahhs. wadeva. i'm off nawws. ciaoz.
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