gd morning!

its da hols already but i'm still awake fairly early. lols. i am goin out for sch laters. haizz.. so sian. but nyehhs. hafta tidy up all those things larhx. anieways.. i'm like so broke larhx... teehee. so i need da cash yatee! and Jas too!! lols.

right now i'm perched up high on my chair typing for my blog & listening to a sad sad song while tinkin of my significant HIM. the him i can nvr haf. lols. and yesh.. chattin to my frens too. haizz.

so yess... i'm like so totally sian rite now. mum went out to meet sis for breakfast. ermms, yeahs. lols. and i reckon dey wont be back so early. i ponn Physics todaee. i dunno why. got influenced by Jas i guess. lols. talk abt peer pressure. teehee.

anieways, changed my template larhx. tis time its darn simple but DARN nice to my eyes. lols. so pleasing. i shall strive to blog often. lols. actually, i alwaes say tt afta i chaged my template. lols. so, wat da hoot.

theres tis one pic i forgot to post. pic of tis chocolate castle i took at the chocolate boutique.




beautiful isnt it?





so yeahhs. rite now, i shall go sing more songs.. [tts wat ive been doin since tis mornnin] lols. and yeahhs. den get ready to go to sch. haizz.. life sucks.. if oni i haf a HIM... den we cn go out early in da morning & go for breakfast.. awwws.. anieways... ciaoz.

wat a wonderful dae!

29 May 2006

went to my vry first K Box outing wif Nas, Yatee & Sharie. lols. it was quite an experience larhx. i mean, atlast, the songs tt ive been listening to, i cn now sing dem. lols. it was vry funny larhx.

we sae Marlene dey all in da box too larhx. lols. pretty hilarious actually wif sharie dancing to Naughty Girl. i tink our k box was da most happening cos we laughed & screamed so loud tt da waiter came in to check if everything was ok. lols. how embarrassing. teehee.

so yeahhs. den sista called so had no choice but to go home larhx. i so guai watt. plus she sounded unhappy larhx. so yeahhs. but da rest stayed on until 7+ i was told. sheesh. unfair!! lols.

30 May 2006

todae went sch.. so sian larhx. but den, ponn physics. lols. den hor, tried to pass da friggin lemon using da neck arhx... aiyo.. so hardd!! i was like resisting Rachel Hoe who was coming towards me to take da lemon larhx. lols. i dun tink anyone cn come near me without me resistin now. oh nos! wats gonna happen if my future guy wanna kiss me? awww? lols. bull. sosha. sosha! traumatised.

anieways, i shall go now. need to do up da programme. lols. yepps. ciaoz.

Genting & KL trip. wee!

okies. i'm back! lols. time to update larhx. its been like how long alreadi? haizz.. anieways... tis time ive gt pictures to accompany my post. wee!



tis is da beautiful scenery at
Genting. =) and yeahhs. its
all clouds. beautiful yeahhs?





tis da indoor roller coaster
ride tt i rode.. TWICE!
lols. da whole building cn
hear oni my voice screaming.
weee!



tts yours truly in da cable car.
it was scary. cos below us was
juz da jungle. lols. imagine
if we'd fallen inside... uhh..




my hotel room. sharing wif my aunt.
supposed to be my cousin sleep wif
me but HE cant possible sleep
wif ME rite? so yeahhs.




gettin cosy in my room.
weeehee!
"boi u wanna come to my hotel..
all u gotta do is holler at me"
teehee. so pretty ehh?




& tis is how my bed looks like
the following dae. lols.
beautiful ehhs?





the lobby of Legend Hotel.
its nice really. lols.
5 stars. wow! lols.
in KL & has got easy accessed
transportaions around. wow.




me at da lobby. lols
its so.. yellowy
and orangey. lols. nice.



anieways. im not gonna post every pic inside here. lols. basically. tts da essence of it all i guess. i enjoyed it a lot except for a few glitches here & there but overall its ok. and yeahhs. there was tis really cute guy larhx.. on da same bus as me. lols. we took da same trip most of da same time larhx. so nyehhs. teehee. wadeva larhx.

anieways. i dun miss him lerhx. lols. as in not tt much liao arhx. now too busy wif camp & results larhx. Luah called my hse. now my mum wont stop harping abt me failin POA. haizz.. another person Luah has possessed. haizz.

i shall go now larhx. damn sian. hafta do up da programme again. haizz. sian agains. lols. kk. cya. ciaoz

i'm off nawws.

yesh. Mly O lvls tis coming Mondae & tonite i'm off to Msia. lols. goin Cameron Highland, Genting & KL. lols. so cool!! anieways.. yepps.

todae i found out tt ive got Mly intensive da WHOLE DAE. argh! so yeahhs. ive gt nth to blog abt actually. at hme alone. mum ovr at sis. later comin hme denn all da huhuhaha will start. lols. ima take lotsa pics wif my fone. ima spend some time off tinkin abt.. stuffs. haizz.

i miss him. but tts it. lols. juz miss him larhx. so yeahhs. anieways, am off nawws. lols. shud i bring ovr my swim suit? hmmms. lols. nahhs. my mums bdae wat so at nite we all goin out arhx. so yepps.

i shall go off nawws. cya all. wish me a safe journey there & back. if i die, juz now tt u've been loved by me. =) and tt.. well... to da guy tt i like, i'll be watchin ovvr u from above [or below]. =) God bless you, my dearests. ='( ciaoz.

[[nummbs]]

okies, they changed the blog thingy. its all blue nawws. or is it juz me? anieways, i need to get some stuff off my chest.

To Daryl Neo,

You suck big time my boi. you really do. I hate you to da core rite naww. So what if the dinner is cancelled. Aint my fault is it? I am disappointed myself. For Pete's sake, we started tis idea in like wat? January?! darn ur arse if u tink i'm unfeeling abt tis. Secondly, yeah i like to say, "It's not me!". But you, mental pompous arse shud noe wen i mean it. I really didnt take out tt bloody file. Oh well, its over aint it? Well, screw you. I hate your guts & darn my soul for havin to work wif u tis coming camp. I hate you. You suck.

phew. had to get tt out of my system. anieways, i need to go now, i need to do up da whole list & stuff for my councillors. teehee. tt felt gd. MY councillors. errr, nvrm. anieways, i got 39/50 for my Lit! weee! can u believe it?!

well i cant but i will eventually. teehee. well, screw tht SOMEONE who keeps suan-ing me for nt studying. well, look dude, who's da last one laffin naww?

ima go bathe naww. got caught in da rain. it was fierce i'm tellin u. all tt lightning & stuff. got permanently frightened by it wen i was asleep once & there was tis one grandfather of all lightning which striked and followed by tis grandmama of all thunder. whoah. got frightened since denns. lols. shyys.

anieways, i betta get goin naww. plus i'm hungry. lols. cant help it larhx. gotta catch my Taylor on tv laters. lols. he's da AMERICAN IDOL. SOUL PATROL SOUL PATROL!!!!! teehees. ciaoz.

p.s: Neo, you suck shit.

ouh wat feelings i haf...

i dunno why but i suddenly had tis intense feeling for him wen i came home todae. it was so intense tt my heart, i could really feel it constrict. it was, whoah. and yeahhs, it really suck cos i gt all sadd & dwn. it was horrible really. i started tinkin of wats gonna happen if he's no longer around & tt sorta stuff. darn. it really sucked. urgh.

anieways, todae had intensive Malay. lols. it was quite ok larhx. wasnt bad. so yeahhs. oh yes, guess wat? i slept on my own ytd nite! lols. it was cool larhx.. but still need time to get used to it larhx.

aniways, rite now i am sho sleepy. lols. i tink u noe why. but nyehhs. i'm off now. teehee. nite. ciaoz.

life is SUPERB DUBERB-LY BUNDERFUL!

wee! todae got back da results for some papers. teehee. i am SO hapiie. my results are better den ive expected! lols. i DUN believe tis! lols. can u believe it? I PASSED MY E MATHS!!! lols.

sho hapiie larhx. denn my SS oso did better den i expected. lols. wakrakakka. i am SUPERB DUBERBLY hyper naww! lols. i cant stop grinnig and all. lols. so yeahhs.. but anieways..

todae was a boring dae in da beginning larhx. cos had some Career Carnival. please larhx, da name doesnt even matches da activities we had. or rather.. lack of dem. we were merely walking around attending short 'seminars' wif facilitators from various Polytechnics. lols. its boring. trust me.

somehow... i dun like him tt much naww. oh wait, lols, ive been sayin tis for some time lerhx. lols. but nyehhs. i really dunno wat to sae larhx. sometimes i like him sometimes i dun. denn one moment i'll be tinkin madly of him da next i cant be bothered. urgh.

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel

From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real

My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak

Can't believe I feel so weak

Tell me that you really need me

And you want me

And you miss me

And you love me

I'm your lady

I'll be around waiting for you

Put it down be the woman for you

I'm falling so deep for you

Crazy over you I'm calling

Callin' out to you

What am I gonna do?

tts da song i haf for my dearest HIM. lols. tho he doesnt noe who he is. diao.

anieways, i am FURIOUS at Neo. he cn nvr keep his promises. he is da one who started da dinner idea and all. and tt sick foo fang jun supported Neo. argh! guys are such jerks. such rude pompous arseholes. urgh! i hate dat NEO. everything to him is so funny so relax. urgh. i am SO stressed. argh!! ARGH!!

i'm cool. I'm calm. I'm Nura. =D nvrm. i shall go now. ciaoz. urgh. sad songs make me sadd. ciaoz.

Wat a day.

Physics paper finally over naww.haizz. but somehow i dun feel tt elated yeahhs? so yeahhs. wat da heck. todae turned out to be da most suckiest dae everr.

finished the paper early yeahhs? and so went to Amk Central wif Sharifah.. intended to go to Popular to buy some stuff & head back home but nyehhs, the shop was still closed. lols. so we wenta Banquet instead. oh, did i mention tt i woke up todae wif a sore throat? its still hurting now. =(

and yeahhs. was in the bus wen i called my mum to ask her to come dwn to da paint shop. i mean, i wanted to like strengthen or bond or wateva shit. i mean, dude, im ur daughter, show me some enthusiasm will ya? i'm abt to haf my OWN ROOM afta 15 years!! but NO. she said why are u in a rush?! wait later until ur sista come home... and dude, ystd i did juz tt, waited for my sis but wen we went to da shop, it was friggin CLOSED.

got pissed by tt. selfish & silly as it sounds, but nyehhs. why cant she juz pop by? entertain me? BE a mother. darn it. so yeahhs. locked myself in da rm straight. didnt even bathe! darn i stank! lols. but yeahhs. set out to do some lil stuff for my room. turned out pretty well yeahhs? am gonna go print out more pics next week! lols. so yeahhs.

came out hours later to find my parents going out. dude, i'm part of da family! HELL-LO! urgh. nvrm. cleaned da rm and all. denn bathed. [atlast! lols. i smell of Green Apple!] wee! anieways, tried on my black gown. SHOOTS. ive grown obnoxiously fatTER. argh! but anieways, i got da curves still. wakrakakka. to quote DEAREST Juliao, "Your nose bleed looking at my curves ar?" or some sort like tt. lols.

and denn sis called to tell me to wait for her at da paint shop. i was juz gettin into tis one reality show. urghh. so went dwn. had to wait for like 10 minutes before i saw them all. oh, my dad wenta get his teeth pulled. [and he's now an angry man cos his gums are hurting as hell!]. ouchie. poor Daddy but nyehhs. gettin his dentures soon yeahhs? i'll be waiting to take ur first pearly white smile Daddy! =*D

and yeahhs. bought my paint & other essentials. lols. anieone wanna help poor me?! lols. denn bought my bed at da same time. haizz.. SERIOUSLY, why cant those designers design NICER single beds?! urgh. i feel like some bachelor living off his landlord's bed. Yuck. disgusting. but nyehhs. its MY bed. weehee!!

so yeahhs. and now i'm bloggin. throat is still a lil bit sore.. [anyone wanna buy me Strepsils? i like honey & lemon... yum yum yum]. and yeahhs.. i dunno wat ima do laters. mayb clean up my room furter. lols. like wrap them all wif newspapers? hmm yehhs. i'll do juz tt afta... MUCH procrastinating. wee. ciaoz.

"Chemistry was crazy from the get go

Neither one of us knew why

We didn't build nothin' over night

Cause a love like this takes some time

People swore it off as a phase said "We can't see that"

p.s: if only i can really say that this is true. baby, i miss you so much. i didnt noe lovin u is tis miserable but if given the chance to get you out of my mind, i will not even consider it. i didnt set out to fall in love wif you but well, i fell badly & hurting like shit naww. juz thought u wanna noe, im still lickin my wounds rite naww. every nite i wish pray tt u will be dere for me. tt i can wake up everyday noeing tt someone loves me lots. teehee. Love is totally unbelievable. Love is you.

it's so unbelieveble...

heyyas. todae had the A maths & Science(Bio) papers. haizz. i tink i did ok. exceeded my ecpectations. lols. meaning, erm... i actually noe how to answer some of the qns! lols. and here i thought i won't be able to answer even 10. lols.

denn...went home straight wif Sharifah.. lols. sorta walked wif julia they all. lols. Neo is forever being irritating. as always. but nyehhs. sat dwn and Sharifah asked me a weird qn. "If given the chance, who would you sleep with in this world?". lols. tt set me thinking. i was tinkin of HIM but nyehhs. tink id take those dancer guys. REAL dancers, not m&d. lols. yepps.

anieways... todae while waiting for da time to be up, i looked around da hall and realise sth... i realised tt da teachers sort of sacrifice themselves for us. as in.. well, we should appreciate them for their efforts actually. i mean, seriously. someof those teachers haf got potential in their subjects, like why not be an accountant? so yeahhs. but they took teaching as a profession cos they like it? mayb. lols. i shall give them the benefit of a doubt.

anieways.. listen to the song clearly. "I can't help but break down, and cry.."
oh wells. cant help it can i? not tt i broke dwn & cried but nyehhs. the feeling of being in love is certainly wonderful. well not really love, infatuation prolly. but tink abt it. Infatuations can make u feel like every day is a beautiful & wonderful day, what about love thenn? boi oh boi. i guess tt'll be like every waking moment of urs is a hapiie & wonderful moment.

i've nvr been in love really. mayb strong infatuation. but nyehhs. wat if.. wat if.. tis time i'm in love? lols. i shall not delve too much into tis kinda things yeahhs? i shall juz look forward & all. tomro is da last paper [at last!!]. so i shall TRY to revise my stuff todae/tonite and dream more abt HIM.

p.s: Juliao, i'm not telling. lols. =)

i cant be without you baby

i am a failure. i didnt study Bio. yes! i really didnt! how cool is tt?! i noe tt sucks big time.. i mean.. urghh... i seriously dunno wats gonna happen to me..

anieways, today's papers suck. and my com is lagging. so i shall blog tomoro.

i'm in love with you...

anieways, todae had my Maths paper 1. teehee. i dunno if i'm boasting or wat but its quite easy i guess. but i tink ima lose marks due to carelessness. haizz.. noe hw to do lerhx but careless. haizz.. didnt haf time to check my answers actually. used up da last 3 minutes to do tis one sum. haizz.. so sadded.

anieways.... todae. haizz.. i dunno wats come over me. i.. nvrm. i am sho sho sadd rite now. i dunno why larhx... but i cant stop tinking of HIM. urgh! tis is frustratin. ive told myself time & again ive forgotten abt him but still. haizz...

anieways, todae ive gt tuition. either ima focus more on E maths or A maths. haizzz... mayb i shall do more on E Maths yaar? i dunno.. mayb i shud score more on E tis tyme denn A. yeahhs.

anieways, i shall go now denns.ciaoz. teehee. Nura, You're halfway there already girl! Keep it up yaar?!

wee!

Socal Studies & POA paper 1 down!! weehee!! lols. SS sucks mann. i cant seem to concentrate. my mind was blank at last. lols. as in.. in a bad way larhx. denn i cant really write down the factors. so i tink i did BADLY. haizz... wat to do...

anieways... did up da proposals & stuff. rearding da cuocnillors camp larhx. denn now at CC wif Sherry & Yatee playing comm. lols. the things teenagers do ot waste their money. at home gt com still come dwn hyere to play. lols. cant help it larhx. tis called PEER PRESSURE.

anieways. thought of HIM alot to dae. haizz... why must i keep tinkin of him wen ive told myself tt i MUST concentrate & SHALL forget him?! tis is so frustrating larhx! haizz.. sometimes i worry abt him but sometimes.. haizz.. i cxan juz laff at his antics. smile at his gestures which are vry rare now. lols. anieways, in short, i miss him lots.

aiite now. i tink id better go. lols. i shall search for other stuff to do larhx. see ya. ciaoz.

"Darling i love you!

You don't know how i Love you!"

Turbulence of Emotions.

Oh well. Where do i start? Sometimes I feel like no one can ever undersatnd me. Sometimes not even me. I wonder why. It's also difficult for me to express myself. It's like, i see this one thing happening & i would want to say something abt it. but when i reach home to my blog page, i don't know what to say. Like now.

Yesterday i saw a pair of close friends i reckon. They were young. And one of them spoke darn good English. It has an American accent. And well, i couldn't help but feel a twinge of envy. it's like Wow. That's very cool. And she was so elegant and poised. It makes me think again about me. If only i can be half as good as her.

Then i saw this little girl. She was well-dressed. She was eating. And the food she was eating was high class food. Trust me. And her mum was sitting cross-legged reading the magazine. It's like. Wow. another thought struck me. I wanna be like her. I want to earn well & work well to enable my children to speak so well, so eloquently and be so poised. I want them to have nice clothes to wear, to have wahtever they want to have. But at the same time, i thought again. I want them to be able to speak for themselves. To know what they really want.

Anyways, i'm just stressed out & also wired up. lols. With exams and all. I cant take it any longer. I'm studying & studying but it seems to me like nothing really went in. It sucks. And the fact that the rest are studying like crazy [mugging], now that's so oh my gawd to me. i'm not the studying material. haiz.

Anieeways, before i go, i just wanna say. I miss HIM. i really do. I think of what he's doing right now. haizz. If only... If only... nvrm. I came to a realisation today and that it. Love is unbelievable. lols. ciaoz.

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baby, i'm back!

lols. okies. mayb tts a lil too late ya? but nvrm. been pretty lazy and tired to blog and all.. so yeahhs. teehee.

SO many things happened during the KUANTAN trip. but nyehh. i'm too lazy to blog it in right now. plus my relatives are coming so yeahh. haizz.. wat to do.

to top things off, the Mid Year is starting soon. lols. actually.. tomoro is aledi da MT papers. lols. ARGH!!! i still got da malay idioms to memorise or atleast understand and everything. lols.

anieways. i no longer like him tt muc. teehee. yepps. i sorted my thoughts out larhx. so yeahhs. now i no lnger like him TT muc. a lil bit? mayb once in a while but den nth more afta tt. lols. so yeahh.

anieways, am off to go and like STUDY. lols. will blog more over da weekends aiite? teehee. see y'all. =) ciaoz.