Itz been SO long

Hey there! So... June holidays are gonna be over... awww sadded. but yeah, i've changed a lot the past few weeks that i haven't been blogging. =) not exactly sideways or vertically =P, but that the fact i no longer like HIM is a change. Lol. I also am looking forward to bein optimistic about everything and anything. And also to lead life with a smile. A big one =D . haharx. anieways, i'm almost done with English. I still got A maths which i intend to fully do tomorrow and malay. Malay is to read a book so i'll probably do it today, later. so what has been going on in my life? basically, i wrote stories. Short stories of my own fantasies. I have yet to make any progress with my Chocolate bloggie but i'll start on it soon. Not too soon though. then... the last two days, i've been marching! yes..footdrills. The first day was actually taught by our PLs... but then the second day it was taught by Yong Meng.. an Ncc guy.. and boi oh boi..didnt he juz LOVE torturing us gals.. i was shouting myself hoarse wif da timing..and we went on and on ..marchin like TOY Soldiers... =D so tat was basically it..todae juz spent my dae doing my hw.. =D guai gia... however u spell it..so yeahh.. wateva.. so yeah.. Adios!

I need some love?

Hmmmm... i feel like dumping something here. Right now. Haizz... why do some people have all the love that they don't need? Don't you ever wonder why it is always the girl or those girls that are very good-looking that gets the attnetion of all the guys; be it handsome or not. And why do some girls have so many ex boyfriends wen you don't even have one? It sets you thinking. I know it is stupide but i've only experienced long-distance relationship; crudely, online thang. I dun mind people laughing at me over it cos i have nothing to be ashamed of exceot for the fact that i cant catch some local fish. But what can i do really?I dun flirt da way some gals juz do. I dun even noe if i flirt. i dun fawn openly on the person i like. I am too shy to tell the person that i like him. Seriously, i am a shy person only that this trait is foreign to those who noes me well. I'd rather watch the person i like go wif some other gal den i go up to him and sae.. i like u.. haizz...da trouble wif bein... in da society where chubby is ugly..kakakak... aniewaes..me goin off now.. tomoro go hospital alone for check up...haizz...

Tis is Irfan again! =) so cute =) and his eyes are like mine... =P 

tis is Irfan!! my lil nephew! =)  

tis is our bundle of joy! =)