Ok... Ckn[H.T] said dat she saw dem yesterday.. wahahaha... *spank myself* no thinking of him... hehehe..so yeah.. today he came school late...he the CCA thing to do i tink..so yeah... den... yar larhx... i trying hard not to tink of him liao.. i tink da song Leave really suit larhx..
Today afta school...ate a VRY rushed lunch with Mirliana cos we were already late for da meeting..wahahah..den went to see Miss Rachael.. [da chio one..] she in-charged of us emcess oso..den today Reginald nvr come.. [mc derhx..] den yar lorhx...actually quite fun lorhx... wen she laff rite...wahh.. cute sia..like... those vibrating laff... not those breathless laff... haharx.
den she taught us which words to emphasize on and all those high-pitched thingy. In the end i feel like i'm doin some kiddy show.. LOL! seriously...
so yar lorhx... surprisingly.. now i dun really think of him larhx.. haharx... so yeah..heck larhx... dun wan tink of him larhx... so yeah... oh yarhx... CIkgu said she wud bring me on an exchange to St. Margaret school afta exam.. :) so honoured.. but yeah.. shy larhx.. *blush* lol
oh yarhx..me hafta finish da novel once exam finishes... wahhhhh... die liao larhx... cos dey gna print liao.... die... wahahahah.. beta go start on it larhx...see ya u pepol!
21 April 2005
16 April 2005
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Goin' Crazy
Ever since the day you went away
And left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
Oh baby no
When I looked into your eyes
The moment that I let you go I just broke down (down)
And left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
Oh baby no
When I looked into your eyes
The moment that I let you go I just broke down (down)
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again
I would sacrifice
'Cause the feelin that I feel within no other man
Would ever make me feel so right
It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me
Right next to me
And I miss the way you hold me tight
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know
I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you I'd do anything
That's right baby I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)
Break it down now
I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me
And you want me
And you miss me
And you love me
I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you
Put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you
Crazy over you
I'm calling
Callin' out to you
What am I gonna do?
It's true no frontin'
It's you ain't no other
I can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)
Itz dedicated to... him.
Harloo..
| Oh well.... yesterday i had the OOC rehearsal... it was SOOO boring.. we emcees were mostly waiting throughout the whole rehearsal.... wahahaha... sian.. den Reginald was like out to kill us all... wif laffter.. wahahaha... he's like..dancing behind closed curtains... singing horribly... lol then we finished at abt 5.30pm... or 6 ..am not sure.. then went to da office to find Mrs Ang to return da key to Guides' room...den...she gave us Roches.. wahaha... me Mirliana tat is.. both of us were like half-dead ppl walking... den we walked pass Mdm Normila's desk and saw the new blazers... one is Dark Blue while the other is the color of the councillor tie... hmmm.. a bit greenish...greyish... quite nice actually... but the teachers had no idea which one to pick ..so Mirliana and me modelled for them.. wahahaha.. ugly me bein a model.. :P den we went around to da sch to find those who were still around and asked them which one they prefer.. i had... 25 votes altogether [i'm leading..!!!] while Mirliana had.. 15 votes i tink..wahaha.. then on Monday we hafta model it again and ask for more votes.. :P and yeah..yesterday...during da International Friendship Day celebration..i sat in front... in da hall larhx..den wen i turn to my left... guess who i could see..? :P i saw... him.. *dreamy look* *sigh* yep yep.. so cute..he was wearin his specs.. lol and yeah.. it was fun da concert.. da fact tat i get to see him and enjoy da show was.... WOW.. haharx. so yeah... den yep.. saw him again.. near da boys' toilet.. he was makin a phonecall... And yesterday me,Nas and Yati were at da locker dere.. [dat was b4 HE came along.. lol] and Mr Goh said no books to be left under da desks else they'll take it and we shall serve detention..so yeah.. altho for upper sec deadline was on Mon..i decided to juz put them larhx...DEN... wina came along to put her books inside too.. so there were like.. Sharifah's,mine and Wina's... GDNESS.. da books were a bloody whole PILE. and..well.. lol.. i was like arranging all da textbooks and put them all in.... AND.. there were still da stack of files and exercise books... and i cudnt fit them in!!! kakakakakaka... it was so funny! and Yati was laffin like mad at me... lol so i was like..gdness.freak.. now wat? den who to call but mother on my phone..? and da ringtone was those normal ringtone.. kring kring.. [my sister put tat].. and Yati was laffin like mad again.. and yeah..tat was wen he came along... was tokin on da phone and stuff..and yeah..he was there.. then wen i went to see Harun to tell him to lead my mum to my teacher.. and was hurrying him at da staircase..who to come if not him.. :P hehe so yeah.. *dreamy sigh* so nice.. :P and yeah.. nowadya..i cn sleep better i realised... :D haharx..so yeah... its cool so now i betta go then... see ya! =) |
14 April 2005
Hey y'all
He DID come to school today.. :) i mish him lots.. *shy* haharx.. so yeah..today i saw LOTS of him lorhx... hehe happie larhx... but... mayb he like someone else from my class bahx? cos today he seem to like walk pass my class wen he's like gettin to da other side of da classroom on the 4th floor... :( awww... wat if he really like someone else from my class? hmmm... i dunnoe.. i keep quiet bahx.. i always like dat mah... like someone oso ppl dun realise.. act neutral like tat... hehehe...
Anyways... who wud like me lehh? Me so derhx... 'cho' ... wityhout 'i' lol! so yah.. heck larhx.. is i like him rite? nt he like me... :P so yeah.. hopefully he has fully recovered..or atleast do so by tomorrow... i dunno y but i really like him... hehehe... dunnoe y horhx...like.. each time i see him my heart go...pitter-patter-poot-pitter-patter-poot... wahahahahahahaah!!!! no larhx... juz dat my heart juz lurch or jolt lorhx... i like his laffter lorhx... hehe.. like..hoarse..or husky.. dunno lah.. me now 'siao' aledi..
Then todae... was suposed to haf da emcee meeting but was cancelled.. haiya.. then waited for da rest of them...then they late..decided to leave wif Ravi..den dey came.. hehehe... so yeah..then i went home lorhx.. early horx? den... hmmm..wat else arhx..oh yarhx...tink i lost my A maths book 1 lorhx [!!!!] cannot remmber whether i got pass it up to Mr Lee... wahhhh... headache larhx!!
then today got 3 tests somemore lorhx... like so tut rite? First was Poa lorhx.. tell u horx.. is cannot make it derhx.. den afta dat was E maths.. surprisingly i tink can make it a bit bahx... den last was SOcial Studies..CANNOT MAKE IT... wat weighing factors... dunno wat wat wat... haiya...dunnoe lehh.. Mid-year is 2 weeks lorhx!!!!!!!! or less den dat lorhx!!!!!!!! die liao!!! muz go library everyday now.. wahahaha... be 'guai' larhx... hmmm..i beta go now..
oh yarhx..forgot to mention..these days horx..wen i wake up horx..i feel SOOO tired and groggy..cos at nite i toss and turn tinkin of.... HIM larhx... *shy* hehe.. so yarhx.... haiya... cannot make it bahx me... >_<'''
13 April 2005
HELP ME!!!!
Oh garsh... i juz CANT seem to get HIM outta mah head!!! I've been trying .. [not really actually..lol] trying hard to forget him... [not TAT hard i guess..lol] . urgh!!! he's juz stuck in my head!!! [cos i SUPA-GLUED him there] ... so yeh... wahahaha..my very own counter arguments... right...
so yeah... i've got LOTS of homework to do these days..lotsa things to do but so lil time.. [tats cos i spend them all in front of the com or dreaming of HIM] ... oh great.. urgh!!! so yeah... nth much happened... did my thang on Prize presentation day... which was ... yesterday.. lol and yeah.. Diana was grrrreat!!! [u go gal!!!!!!!] yep.. didnt tink she cud pull it off tat well since it was her first time.. but well...she proved me wrong... she proved ALL of us wrong.. :D [u REALLY go gal!!!] so yep yep..
then now am choosen to be da emcee [AGAIN]... for Official Opening Ceremony... doin it wif Reginald [da crazy one.... he ish SHO funny...and irritant like wat Mrs Ang said.. lol] , CHristine [da sweet one and likewise a bit... screwd out in da brain...] plus me.. [da sweet... innocent one.. :P] and Mirliana [da reserved and also da one wif da Changi Airport Announcer voice... :D] so yeah.. all these 4 mixed together and u get...... C H A O S ! ! ! ! wahahahahha
so yeah...now me off to do me hw... haf got... Social Studies... POA and E maths Tests tomoro... ohh sheesh...E maths... am dead..as alwaes.... :'(
.:SOmeboDy SaVe mE!!!!!!!!!!!!:.
so yeah... i've got LOTS of homework to do these days..lotsa things to do but so lil time.. [tats cos i spend them all in front of the com or dreaming of HIM] ... oh great.. urgh!!! so yeah... nth much happened... did my thang on Prize presentation day... which was ... yesterday.. lol and yeah.. Diana was grrrreat!!! [u go gal!!!!!!!] yep.. didnt tink she cud pull it off tat well since it was her first time.. but well...she proved me wrong... she proved ALL of us wrong.. :D [u REALLY go gal!!!] so yep yep..
then now am choosen to be da emcee [AGAIN]... for Official Opening Ceremony... doin it wif Reginald [da crazy one.... he ish SHO funny...and irritant like wat Mrs Ang said.. lol] , CHristine [da sweet one and likewise a bit... screwd out in da brain...] plus me.. [da sweet... innocent one.. :P] and Mirliana [da reserved and also da one wif da Changi Airport Announcer voice... :D] so yeah.. all these 4 mixed together and u get...... C H A O S ! ! ! ! wahahahahha
so yeah...now me off to do me hw... haf got... Social Studies... POA and E maths Tests tomoro... ohh sheesh...E maths... am dead..as alwaes.... :'(
.:SOmeboDy SaVe mE!!!!!!!!!!!!:.
10 April 2005
Almost Here
when I need you
You're almost here
And I know thats, Not enough.
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cos you're only almost here.
Yes... thats how i feel... i tink i hafta stop tinkin of him...da guy tat i now am liking... oh garsh.. i sleep late cos i keep tinkin of him at nite.. and i wake up late due to tat... oh garsh..tis cant go on.. wat shud i do?? gdness... i seriously tink i shud get him outta my head...
havent been bloggin cos yeah... been busy..yesterday went to a seminar of some sorts..den went to Swensens... hehehe.. den yeah.. b4 tat.. earlier yestreday..who was i to see if not da guy tat i'm crushin on.... lol yep yep... he look shot actually.. haharx.. so yeah.. cant divulge more else ppl will noe larhx.. haharx..
so yeah... in order for me to get HIM out of da way..i need a nother distraction.. lol now wat shud i do?? lol.. and yeah..tomoro is my surgery...wahahahaha... so sad.. cant see him then... :'( wahahaha.. kk.. i tink i beta go now.. am tryin to get da brian mcfadden song.. Almost here on my bloggie.. ima go searchie now..see ya..
You're almost here
And I know thats, Not enough.
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cos you're only almost here.
Yes... thats how i feel... i tink i hafta stop tinkin of him...da guy tat i now am liking... oh garsh.. i sleep late cos i keep tinkin of him at nite.. and i wake up late due to tat... oh garsh..tis cant go on.. wat shud i do?? gdness... i seriously tink i shud get him outta my head...
havent been bloggin cos yeah... been busy..yesterday went to a seminar of some sorts..den went to Swensens... hehehe.. den yeah.. b4 tat.. earlier yestreday..who was i to see if not da guy tat i'm crushin on.... lol yep yep... he look shot actually.. haharx.. so yeah.. cant divulge more else ppl will noe larhx.. haharx..
so yeah... in order for me to get HIM out of da way..i need a nother distraction.. lol now wat shud i do?? lol.. and yeah..tomoro is my surgery...wahahahaha... so sad.. cant see him then... :'( wahahaha.. kk.. i tink i beta go now.. am tryin to get da brian mcfadden song.. Almost here on my bloggie.. ima go searchie now..see ya..
08 April 2005
07 April 2005
Never Again
Would have given up my life for you
Guess it's true what they say about love
It's blind
Girl, you lied straight to my face
Looking in my eyes
And I believed you 'cause I loved you more than life
And all you had to do
Was apologize
You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me, again
No, no, no, no, no, no
Sadness has me at the end of the line
Helpless watched you break this heart of mine
And loneliness only wants you back here with me
Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
And all you had to do
Was apologize, and mean it
But you didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me
Wish like hell I could go back in time
Maybe then I could see how
Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try
But it's too late, it's over now
You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me
Again ,yeah
Again, yeah, yeah
Again, again, again, yeah, yeah, yeah
Never get to love me
Dedicated to whoever you are...
Guess it's true what they say about love
It's blind
Girl, you lied straight to my face
Looking in my eyes
And I believed you 'cause I loved you more than life
And all you had to do
Was apologize
You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me, again
No, no, no, no, no, no
Sadness has me at the end of the line
Helpless watched you break this heart of mine
And loneliness only wants you back here with me
Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
And all you had to do
Was apologize, and mean it
But you didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me
Wish like hell I could go back in time
Maybe then I could see how
Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try
But it's too late, it's over now
You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me
Again ,yeah
Again, yeah, yeah
Again, again, again, yeah, yeah, yeah
Never get to love me
Dedicated to whoever you are...
06 April 2005
What a day!
| Rite..i hafta write this all over again... GREAT... so yeah.. i was sayin.. tat i woke up wif aches all over my body due to da 2.4km run/walk yesterday... i tink i passed.. :D cos of Harun larhx... he pulled me like nobody business like tat lorhx... haharx..den somemore horx, we ran in da rain lorhx..heavy somemore.. me and Sharifah ran halfway then decided to go barefooted..we took off shoes and socks.. lol! den we run lorhx... wahahaha... den harun was in front...then he came grabbed my arm and PULLED me lorhx... wahahaha... thkies yarx... Then today skipped school cos intended to go for da surgery larhx...but then da clinic there say tat da doctor didnt tell them abt da change of date...shooo stupid horx... so yeah..hafta come bak next Monday..but next Monday is i got 5 items lorhx... den yar lorhx..plus today i aledi skipped school...den A maths was 2 periods lorhx... den tomoro is da test lorhx..haiya!!!! Stress lorhx!! How?! den horx...i nowadays cant stop tinkin abt him lorhx..haiya..sian... wat to do..? deprieved of love derhx lorhx... wahahahah....nvrm.. i beta go now..chattin wif mike..haharx..suai-ge derhx lehh... :P |
04 April 2005
oh it was sad...
i dunnoe y but i feel so sad.... *sigh* wat am i to do? help me pls!! i hate feelin like tis... oh garsh... pls help me...
today went to da library afta da Compre test.. i tink ima fail.... lol summary is like..gone-case.. wahahahaha... so yeah..tomoro is Napfa Test lorhx... wat to do?? hafta run lorhx... i wan to pass lorhx...but scared no stamina lorhx... sheesh larhx... nvrm.. tink today gonna be da shortest entry..so yeah..see ya..
today went to da library afta da Compre test.. i tink ima fail.... lol summary is like..gone-case.. wahahahaha... so yeah..tomoro is Napfa Test lorhx... wat to do?? hafta run lorhx... i wan to pass lorhx...but scared no stamina lorhx... sheesh larhx... nvrm.. tink today gonna be da shortest entry..so yeah..see ya..
03 April 2005
Samuel Rizal...
I finished watching Eiffel...I'm In Love yet again! lol itsz really a VERY nice movie..seriously! and Samuel Rizal is there to heat up da whole atmosphere.. :P he's hot ya noe!! I tink i prefer his name to be Adit.. then nice liao.. hehe...
Now tat i've watched this show over and over again.. i really hope to find a guy like Adit... i mean.. yes he is fierce and stern and so not romantic..but there are times wen he is romantic...fierce yes but not towards da gal he loves but to da person who's hurting da gal... and yes he's stern so tat da gal will not go bak to her ex again... :) so yeah... he's cute yeah? i really really want to haf a guy sth like him... :) but yeah....
I wan to noe da feelin of bein loved by a guy... i mean not juz any guy but..a guy who's really into me.. well..i noe tats nt gonna happen ... juz look at me.. i can only indulge myself in all da stories i haf in my head... lol sometimes i wud pen them dwn on my book of stories.. sometimes..i juz bring them to sleep and dream abt it... :) tats how pathetic of me..i noe..but yeah.. rite now.. my head is into ermm... a guy in NCC... okies... wahahaha..dun worry.. its someone no one wud expect..i guess.. but yeah..he's not any of my guy fwens.. so yeah..all i can do is juz imagine abt him lorhx... *sigh* i am like SO pathetic rite? oh well.. nvrm me then..
These days..i feel like i'm deprieved of love.. lol but yeah... atleast i haf my fwens i guess... so yeah.. now..i'd rather not think abt Brian... he's out of my life now ..yeahh... and Brett... i dunnoe abt him.. he really left a great impact on me.. i cant juz forget him juz like tat.... he means something to me.. not tat kinda thing but something..i cant really put my finger to it... so yeah..nvrm..
so yeah..i beta go now.. mayb...mayb i wud put wat i write in my book of stories into my chocollate account.. http://chocolatesoflife.blogspot.com there.. tats da link i tink.. lol see ya then!
Now tat i've watched this show over and over again.. i really hope to find a guy like Adit... i mean.. yes he is fierce and stern and so not romantic..but there are times wen he is romantic...fierce yes but not towards da gal he loves but to da person who's hurting da gal... and yes he's stern so tat da gal will not go bak to her ex again... :) so yeah... he's cute yeah? i really really want to haf a guy sth like him... :) but yeah....
I wan to noe da feelin of bein loved by a guy... i mean not juz any guy but..a guy who's really into me.. well..i noe tats nt gonna happen ... juz look at me.. i can only indulge myself in all da stories i haf in my head... lol sometimes i wud pen them dwn on my book of stories.. sometimes..i juz bring them to sleep and dream abt it... :) tats how pathetic of me..i noe..but yeah.. rite now.. my head is into ermm... a guy in NCC... okies... wahahaha..dun worry.. its someone no one wud expect..i guess.. but yeah..he's not any of my guy fwens.. so yeah..all i can do is juz imagine abt him lorhx... *sigh* i am like SO pathetic rite? oh well.. nvrm me then..
These days..i feel like i'm deprieved of love.. lol but yeah... atleast i haf my fwens i guess... so yeah.. now..i'd rather not think abt Brian... he's out of my life now ..yeahh... and Brett... i dunnoe abt him.. he really left a great impact on me.. i cant juz forget him juz like tat.... he means something to me.. not tat kinda thing but something..i cant really put my finger to it... so yeah..nvrm..
so yeah..i beta go now.. mayb...mayb i wud put wat i write in my book of stories into my chocollate account.. http://chocolatesoflife.blogspot.com there.. tats da link i tink.. lol see ya then!
02 April 2005
Hey!!
So yeah... happie belated April Fools' Day... wadever.. :) anieways... juz came bak from the Teens' Forum thingy.. itz... a WASTE of TIME larhx! wahahaha.. so stoopid.. main three topics were BGR, Peer Pressure and Conflicts wif Parents... and dey beat around da bush for like... 5 hours on it!!! so stoopid lorhx!!
Early mornin meet up wif Agnes,Ali,Cheryl, Daryl,Geraldine,Jasmine,Melissa,Yea Shen and Sze Yign at the Grassroots' Club at YCK there... den we went bowling.. Amanda was there oso.. den after bowling..go arcade..wahahaha..funni horx.. oh yarhx..den we ALL wear same short somemore.. all Pink Polo Shirt lorhx... wahahaha.. even da guys wear dat lorhx! lol very cute rite?! den we go anywhere ppl look at us one kind lorhx! wahahaha..
Den after da WHOLE friggin thing finish horx.... we all go hom elarhx..at da entrance there horx, ppl sae to us horx.. Bye Pinkies... wahahahaha.. got name liao lerhx.. .den yarhx... we all went separate ways lorhx.. Ali, Cheryl and I we went hom etake 76 lorhx.. wahahaha...then now i reach home lorhx.. so sian lorhx...but horx...juz now at da last few hours horx..me and Agnes we passed letters ard to da ppl at our table.. wahahahah so cute!!
yar lorhx...den now chattin wif Michael.. [not Wina horx].. den stuck wif da larhx thing lorhx..wahahahah..den he ask me wats larhx...explian oso he dun understand...wahahahaha..cute horhx? i siao liao lerhx.. nvrm.. see ya!! long time no blog lehh.. kelian kelian... i later blog again okae? see ya!!
Early mornin meet up wif Agnes,Ali,Cheryl, Daryl,Geraldine,Jasmine,Melissa,Yea Shen and Sze Yign at the Grassroots' Club at YCK there... den we went bowling.. Amanda was there oso.. den after bowling..go arcade..wahahaha..funni horx.. oh yarhx..den we ALL wear same short somemore.. all Pink Polo Shirt lorhx... wahahaha.. even da guys wear dat lorhx! lol very cute rite?! den we go anywhere ppl look at us one kind lorhx! wahahaha..
Den after da WHOLE friggin thing finish horx.... we all go hom elarhx..at da entrance there horx, ppl sae to us horx.. Bye Pinkies... wahahahaha.. got name liao lerhx.. .den yarhx... we all went separate ways lorhx.. Ali, Cheryl and I we went hom etake 76 lorhx.. wahahaha...then now i reach home lorhx.. so sian lorhx...but horx...juz now at da last few hours horx..me and Agnes we passed letters ard to da ppl at our table.. wahahahah so cute!!
yar lorhx...den now chattin wif Michael.. [not Wina horx].. den stuck wif da larhx thing lorhx..wahahahah..den he ask me wats larhx...explian oso he dun understand...wahahahaha..cute horhx? i siao liao lerhx.. nvrm.. see ya!! long time no blog lehh.. kelian kelian... i later blog again okae? see ya!!
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