i'm lovin' it!

yippee! afta so long, i've finally changed my template! teehee. da previous one is da longest i had on. ahakz.

anieways, if da song dun suit ya, do inform. i juz fell in love wif dis song wen i heard it. teehee. so swwweeeeet! lol

anieways, now dat my template has changed, ima blog in more. lol. juz lookin at it sets my heart to type in more. anieways, following Ravi's advise, ima start writing again.=) da published book was ermmm shaky but pretty good attempt. ima do more ya.

ima start wif writing short stories again i guess. i tink i've got an iea forming up in here. teehee. ibetta go type it out. see ya peeps! oh yeah, to catch my short stories, click links and go to Chocolate if i aint wrong. yepp. see ya!

itz sad. so sad.

my life has been very boring the past few daes. been just sitting at home and doing nothing. had several arguments wif my mum in da mornings but den yeahh.. things are ok afta tt.

but yesterdae in da late afternoon, i went to the library. read a book den borrowed 8. lol. den ermm... went home but mum said she wanted to go to the Bazaar at AMk Central. so yeah.. waited for dem...my whole family la. den went bak to central. lol. den walk walk walk... wen S-11 to eat dinner. vry late dinner actually.. den off we go hme in da rain.

yati smsed me in da wee morning to tok on da fone wif Ravi but i off my fone cos da batt was vry muc dead. so yepp. heard dey chatted till 4.30 in da morn. lol. cute. anieways.. i'm now searchin for a job. sth permanent i guess. my family is truly suffering now. feel so depress sia. haizz..

anyone, noe of where to get good jobs? apart from fastfood joints. either sms me or email me ya? or juz drop me a msg on da tagboard. thkies ya. greatly appreciate it. =)

would you be my girlfriend?

can i sae this? i haf got NO idea on how to be a gf. yepp. i dunno. i noe tt i wud act weird in front of someone i like. yeahh. tts totally weird.

and yeahh.. i've nvr been in a relationship here. so yeahh.. wat da heck. i'm not sure if i'm making sense. tis chinese guy, saw my pic and all and we chattted and he asked me to be his gal. but ermm.. i dunno. haven meet so cant sae. den he said he's injured cos he was in a fight. well... ah beng? urgghh! not sure nehh.. how? wat if i really dun like?

i prefer someone like me. romantic... sweet. someone like... well.. Brian. darn it. damn brian! shit assed! i gotta go now. *sigh* see ya.

Hapiie Hour

Weee! todae i had an enjoyable dae without gettin my ass busted! teehee.
i was supposed to go out with Hui Ting but she pangsei me at the last minute lor. well, partly itz my fault i guess cos i invited Shari & Tem [Syahidah] in at da last minute.

hui ting said she didnt feel like leavin home. itz one of those daes wen u feel tt u wud rather stay at home den go out.. yepp. lol. so yeahh, i went out wif tem & Shari.

so i met Tem earlier but since we were both late in meetin each other, we decided to wait for Shari. we tot of goin to J8 first. but we forgo dat & waited for Shari. lol. LOTS of train went by but Shari didnt come. we were to catch 'Just Like Heaven' at 1.50 at Plaza Singapura but it was nearly 1.15 den. but thk god he arrived in da nick of time!

den we wenta watch da movie. sat three rows from da front. lol. eyes pain u noe. den we took some pics. walked around a lil. oh!! 'Red Lily' da third book from Nora Robert's Garden Series is out!! well..if oni someone cn get it for me for Xmas... *hint hint* lol

den we went to Bugis to eat. Spent abt an hour i tink. eating & toking. den we walked to Esplande. along da way, explored some shops. nice... :P teehee. den reached Esplande at around 6.35pm ? so yeahh.. took lotsa pics around dere [will be posting dem tomoro.] den went home. lol. pretty boring u may sae but we had lotsa fun! and all those pics. my garsh. both my memory cards were full! teehee.

anyways, i'm off to chat wif Joe now. gdnite ppl!

Intermission Ended.

lol. self-taken pics are often

ugly in my case. but

wat da heck. me bf at da bak.

lol.

me & vani.

we were feelin exceptionally

SWEET.

Food! glorious food!

dwn at Pastamania.

in da lift at National Library.

itz huge !!

Photograph - Nickelback

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey’s head?

This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out

This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must’ve done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it’s too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life’s better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say , time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we’d know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim’s the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She’s had a couple of kids since then
I haven’t seen her since God knows when

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say,time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say,time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

I miss that town
I can’t believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

[chorus again]

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me

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heart-warming!

hehe. i tink i'll be a copycat! i tink those who frequent her blog wud noe who i am copying ya? lol. i'm shameless. Garsh!

dearest Vani ; lol. yes i remember that all too clearly too! and tts all thx to our dear Parmsy-Warmsy. did i mention tt on tt morning, the first thing i tot of was, "i'm going out with Parmsy-Warmsy today," lol.

bella-iest Diana ; lol. dun we juz LoVe to rape each other?! lol. and yes, given the opportunity, i'd rape Mr Potter too. i'd kill Myrtle again & get in the bath tub wif him. i realised, its huge ! lol. & as for Brett? naww. Potter is too hot for anybody. Brett cant hold his stick to Potter's. :P

craziest Yati ; oh gurl, i wanna watch it again too!! hehe. moz prob i AM. muahahahaha. wanna join me gurl? den we can like u noe.. oogle at Potter's bod & ermm.. curly & wispy armpit hair. did u realise his nipples got hair too?!

lol! enuff abt hair & all. lol. thx for tagging u guys!! luv y'all!!

pretty tame life

oh garsh, i'm so friggin boredd! yikes! i tink all my systems are switching off any moment now. nothing interesting has happened da past few daes!!

went for da 3 dae SPH camp thingy & yeahh. Saw 2 eurasian guys, Mark & Daniel if i'm not wrong. hehe. Mark is 16... a very low voice ; baritone as dey called it. Daniel is... i duno. Just saw him from afar and chanced upon his name wen his fren called him.

hehe. da food dere were DELICIOUS!! lol. oni some looks and/or taste weird. lol. Genevieve, Amanda, Yong Jie & Mrs Sng got pretty tired of me saying, "tis taste weird " lol.

den wat else? nth muc happened afta tt. Brett didnt come online. i led a very boring life da past few daes. no ne online tt i cud tok to or watsoeva. Joe was sweet tho. he tried to hanky-panky but i turned him dwn so many times. lol. Sry Joe. hehe.

tmro am goin out wif Hui Ting. yay!! enjoyment at last!! going Orchard... den go Esplanade den Bugis. hehe. moz prob. we're trying to be very notti on tt dae. hehe. try to chat up some ang moh. lol. we are gals who are unwanted ; atleast for me. so yeahh... gonna take lotsa pics & yeahh. lol. cant wait for tomoro!! anieways, i'm gonna go off now. go chatrooms better. hehe. see ya!

Singapore Press Holdings Camp

well, i went for it. itz da first dae so yeahh..everything is kinda mellow. hmmmm, mostly sat through the theory from ermmm 9++ till abt 4.45?? yepp. lol

hmmmm, Mrs Sng called me at 9.17am & i JUZ woke up! but cos my fone cant receive any fone calls... i rejected her call but my mind was racing. i TOTALLY forgot abt da camp thingy, i meant, i tot it was on Wednesdae so yeahh..

i bathed & called Mrs Sng. lol. we agreed to meet at 9.45. arrived at Braddell but didnt see da others. saw Mrs Sng & her husband drove us to da building. sweet ya?

so overall it was pretty ok. Gen, Amanda & Yong Ji i tink is his name. yepp, i was da oldest. grreat. i feel old now. lol. cya!

hopelessly devoted to euu..

i love this guy to pieces. well, i noe itz stupid & silly and totally retarded of me to still be tinkin of him afta all this while... but i miss him.

i'm nt someone who forgets a person easily. especially when we are emotionally tied.atleast for my side tt is. well, xmas is comin & i've got no idea wat i'll be doin. i remeber mentioning tt i miss da past.

well, i do. da past... it was so much easier for my life to go on by. There were lots of people to tok to ; Dave, Brett, Brian, Joe, Mike & Orion. but now, it seems like i'm so alone. *sigh*

i wrote to Brian once. lol. "so i got this letter from this girl ... and it was so cute cuz it says "thank you mr. postman" on the edge and it made me laugh ... but this girl always makes me laugh ... and onetime she made me cry ... but we won't talk about that ... i just love her so much ... i wish she was here with me ...". oh garsh, i love him so much.

"i love you as the flower loves the sun" ... as much as a need as a want, much lust but infinitely more love.."

how much truth does that hold now? oh garsh... i keep cryin juz by readin his emails. i noe itz stupid u guys... but i cant help it. i miss him. i can never forget him. never.

itz a beautiful daee!!

we wenta da National Library.

these are da books that we 3 took.

tts a big tree ya? hehe. xmas is comin' [sniffles]

& dya see da two idiots at da base?!

ohhh. there dey are! lol

India & Pakistani brides at

matchmaker.com

and guess who we saw? lol.

Batman!! tho he was juz lip-syncing!

da pretty babys!! weee!

errmm, in da Ladies.

wot da hell is she tryna do?!

if ur answer is "i dunno", well, mine too!

hehe. Parmsy-Warmsy!! we're at some cafe waitin for dat Vani.

richie gals arent we, Parmsy?!

Yay!! I saw me baby!!

weeeeeee!! i watched Harry Potter & The Goblet Of Fire at last!!! lol. i am SO friggin' excited!! lol

i watched it wif Yati. oni da two of us. lol. i cried when Cedric died cos Harry cried & it sort of got to my heart. hehe. silly i noe but i'm nt cold-hearted u noe. however, quite a couple of things were cut out or rather altered in the movie... so yeahh.. AND.. Harry didn't kiss Cho Chang. I hafta to sae tho, she IS pretty.

anieways, da cast looked fairly da same from da 3rd movie. oni Fred & george looked HANDSOME ; wicked. lol. and me & yati cracked up all da time. "heyy, wud u go to da dance wif me?" =P lol. so yati, wud u? =D

anieways, my internet was off yesterdae. cos of some telephone line problem. hehe. so now i'm bak!! and lotsa things happened u noe!! hehe. i'm sure u wud noe wat by now [wen u read tis entry. tt is.]

cy'all! =)

sorries!

hmmm i cant link anyone of u people yet. so i apologise ya. =)
but i will get right dwn to it really soon.
thanks for waiting!
huggies to all.
i'm crazy.
yeah.
bye.
=)

details forgotten.

lol@ emb. oh yes i rmb tt now! we came back to our chalet like at 11 plus near midnight. and by the time it was my turn to bathe, it was past midnight.

and Banu who was da first to bathe, said she felt as though someone was watching her and all. so i was got frightened and told emb to accompany me INTO da bathroom. lol! itz hilarious seriously!

dere were two cubicles. one to bathe da other to pee or watsoeva. emb accompanied me to both. told emb not to peek! lol. and emb was like.. "u asked for it!" lol. but emb didnt peek at all. hehe. thkies! i was closest to emb towards da later part of da nite. hehe. and da wee mornin too. and yeahh.. thkies to all da peeps who came for da chalet! and to those who kept askin me if i was ok... hehe i am so touched! :D

weee!

okies. i am goin for another day camp which is lasting for 3 daes at da Singapore Press Holdings. lol. Mrs Sng called me this afternoon to tok abt it all. I thought it was in December!! lol. and yeahh.. she asked me if i wanted to proceed on in the debate class thingy. Nope. i'm just not ready. yet.

haizzz.. tokin abt December, Christmas would be arriving not so soon but soon. lol. and yeahh... i miss my past. hehe. all those times of chatting wif David during the late nights. camming and singing! lol. and durin da daes where i chat wif brian and all. hehe.

last year christmas was sadd for me. it used to be receiving of emails by my frens from all over da wolrd but yeahh previous yr it was juz plain sadd. tis year.. i wonder wats gonna happen. hehe. mayb will be out? aint sure.

anyways, i'm off now. am so friggin' bored. hehe. cya y'all!

i want to ride my bicycle...

a song by Queen. and i SO disagree wif dem. my pantat ochey aledi u noe! meaning my butt sore aledi! lol. and itz juz nt mine alone lor... is 12 other people oso. had our chalet yesterdae. quite disappointin cos da people who were suppose to come didnt turn up. but wadeva. denn me, Jasmine & Melissa went to East Coast earlier to check out where's da chalet. den we rented bikes overnite ar. tt was at 1.20pm. we were at da jetty at around 2 sth.enjoyin scenery and wind. den we met up wif da rest of dem. oh & tt was af ta da long ride bak to our chalet and den meet da rest again at da bicycle rental shop. 5.30 meet bak at chalet. all go cycling. at 4.45 however, da food we ordered were to be delivered. so da few of us rushed to carpark D2. it was tiring. really. weee. food. glorious food. budden, i cycled out wif Ger to buy thongs at 7-11. long ride again.butt ochey ler. den saw Rudy squattin by da roadside. da 309 geeks left him behind cos dey had bikes where he had to run afta dem. geeks! so i accompany him ride/run until Ying Chao came bak to save him. den off i wen bak to da chalet. tiring! night riding! afta bbq, we all chiong go jetty. chiong chiong chiong... reach jetty. den i climb over da barrier together wif others to sit on da ledge. once drop, u drown. i noe mama wud kill me alive but it WAS cool. den climb bak. and we cycled all da way bak to da other jetty. meaning goin through da long ride to our chalet den proceedin on from dere to Bedok jetty i heard. WTH?! my kneecaps were really burning! i cudnt take it anymore!! so had difficulties. blah blah. reach jetty, i lied dwn. cannot endure ler. cross my leg, cannot uncross. lol. TTS hw bad it was. but wen goin bak, i took da double rider bike. i sat wif Josh. hehe. he paddled all da wae 'home' while i tried to tok to him so as to not make hin slp. u go Josh! den dey wanted to bbq again. den i and hui ting went upstairs wif da rest. dey play games, we tok & tok den play play. den afta a while, me & hui ting lie dwn on da beds. ready to slp. but i cudnt slp. bluek. 4 sth most of us woke up except for cheryl & gang. so wat did we do? wee mornin riding!! lol. we went to da jetty AGAIN to catch sunrise but wen they saw lightning, dey decided to go bak. so we wenta Mac instead. sat there for 15 minutes juz relaxin our muscles. nvr order anythin lor except Ye Sheng. afta breakfast at 6 [fang jun ate my hashbrown]. we cycled bak to chalet. woke da rest up ask dem go breakfast den we all chiong in da room. 2 straight hours, no disturbance. all peace. all slept. morning woke up again, see da rest gone. oni da few of us. went dwnstairs. den ended up slpin on da table! lol. den later went up again & slept again. atlast! go home time!!! hehe. skipp da rest. CYCLE again to bicycle shop, return bikes den we use our legs to bring us to da bus staition. & from dere, we all went home. phew. now eatin maggie. lol. leg vry suan. cannot tahan lor. but yeahh.. it was really fun lor! oni now me nt gonna ride bicycle or a VERY long time. cya!

tired.sick.die-ing.

the camp's over. awwww. lol. i glanced a lil at Brendan then it's over. he's cute la but well, way too old for me. hehe.

anyways, todae mainly tok a lot. shared abt our Amazing Race experiences & stuff. den ermmm we had lunch denn... oh yahh we saw great vidds. lol. those entertainment kinda thingy lar.. vry interestin!

hmmm. am vry tiredd rite nw. haf been havin da flu for quite some time now. and nw gt da flu too! poor me. hehe. den wat else? oh yahh, todae afta da camp thingy rite, we saw an injured bird... poor thing! lol.

den went to da NTUC to buy da chalet food but...no money! lol. and jasmine waited for us for 45 minutes but we didnt buy anything! lol. she was like... wat da heck! lol. vry funny.

and brett. i'm hurt by what u said. i dun wanna hear abt u. heart broke. u hurt me. ouch.

Coca Cola

Put The Lime In The Coke, You Nut And Drink Them Together.

Oompa Loompa

US got Holly, India got Bolly. Singapore neh? Singapore got... i see Oli! lol. tt was da conversation that took place between me & Yan Ling at Orchard. The student leaders were having our Amazing Race there! lol. and yeahh. it was part of the Leadership Programme. i didnt noe Amazing Race cud be SO friggin' tiresome. but we saw Olinda & Najip Ali. wow. we ran to da first checkpoint. & ran all the way to the second i tink. not sure but we ran till my lungs felt as though it was on fire. lol. i hafta say tho tt da Newbies were a cool bunch of people. Atleast in my group. dey were really havin' a good time from wat i saw & my grp laff alot! the Oompa Loompa consisted of 15 student leaders. we had 7 old ppl & 8 newbies i tink. hehe. a lot of peeps man. yepp and we had lotsa fun. oh yeahh. Brendan is cute! he's one of da instructors around. wee!

"Melodi rintihan hati ini..."

pheeew... itz been a greatt time so far all this Hari Raya-ing. lol. and yeahh.. i like good outside.. but in pics i suck man. eew. haizz..

anieways, todae went over to my second uncle house afta 5 long yrs of dispute. WOW. da womenfolk cried except for me and it was well... overwhelming. yepp.. den we stayed dere for quite a long while.. den we were off. tt is afta seekin forgiveness and all. tt sorta thing lar.

sooo... next week i'll be friggin busy! wif councillors' stuff, CAmp.. hmmm dentist thingy... den go hari raya-ing again... wot else? oh yeahh.. been chattin quite frequently wif Brennan. poor baby.. he's havin prob wif his gal... awww... *hugz Brennan* hope everything goes well for u hun!

time to go! ciao!

"you gotta go find ur shining starr..."

oh well... itz da 2nd dae of Hari Raya & i've been ... Beeee zeeee!!! oh garsh! i keep washing and washing da friggin dishes & lay out da plates for peeps to eat. lol. i am now an accomplished waitress. thk yew!

anieways... da first day me family all seek forgiveness... i cried wen i was wif my sis... awwww... lol den yepp yepp... collected money money and more money. lol den i tink afta tt took lotsa pics... ermmm not really a LOT la... juz enuff to get by.. lol

anieways... me wanna go away for a while now... oh yeahh.. been chattin a lot of Di, Brett, Kenneth and some other ppl.. lol nice peeps dey are.. anieways.. goin now. ciao.

my tears of love turned into tears of hate.

My dad cried. tts da first time dat i see him cry juz like tt. and itz cos of TT person & his family. my so-called neighbour. i'm tellin u guys. i've nvvr seen my Dad cry so if dey come to my hse to seek forgiveness, i'd ignore dem. nuh uh. fcuk dem all. actin' arrogant in front of me. well den, we'll let da battle begin den.

enuff of tis. anyways, my life has been topsy-turvy. sometimes i cant take it stayin at home. other times i dun wish to leae home. ahhh... hmmm wat else.. oh yeahh.. been chattin wif brett.. got re-acquinted wif Joe. lol. tt guy is actually 17! and he's blonde. aiite.. himbo?! =P lol

anyways. Selamat Hari Raya you people out there. we'll go out soon yeah? =) see ya all!

"how cud tis happen to me..."

oh well, todae is da last dae of fasting and tomoro it'll be Hari Raya. =) well, somehow tis year, i dun haf da MOOD.

anieways, i find tt Brett and me are drifting apart. afta tt one nite especially. we juz sort of... drifted. i wanan chat wif him but i dunno wat to talk abt.. we didnt haf tis kinda prob before... and now.. he alwaes seem to be busy...

anieways, todae i wenta haf my hair cut. =D ermm layered and shorten. hehe. i tink i lok nice.. tho ermm not much diff.. i'm not even gd-lookin in da first place..so yeahh wat da heck.. aniewaes...am off to help clen da hse AGAIN. da things to clean juz goes on and on... haizz. see ya. oh yeah,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir & Batin.