31 August 2005

End of August

well. its da end of august now. so yeahh. lotsa things happened. finally i've got a post in the council board. Function organiser. watever fuck is tat? anieways, suppose to haf a bloody meetin on tuesdae but SOME farkers were juz too busy...all those 309 peeps. WATEVA.

todae had da cher's dae celebration. lame. lame ass. was doing duty throughout actually. enjoyed several performances. so yeah. and wat else? oh yeah. aunt's bdae. so stingy. y cant she juz order food to her hse? wanna bring us to some hawker centre to celebrater her farkin bdae. wateva. on my ndae, i didnt even haf a decent cake. except for da ones tat was baked by Shari. =) i love da Expressoz.... and i tink we shud rename ourselves. bcos SOME ppl are juz not worth to be in our grp.

and tis goddamn com is lagging like fuck! cant i juz haf sth decent goin on in my life now? io hate everyone at tis moment. i love oni my bf. and he's out wif dat woman who cant carry a baby properly!!! i'm so fucking angry!!! i'll enter in another entry later. see ya. farkers.

23 August 2005


me bf standin... wahahhaha... =) Posted by Picasa

"see Gf! i'm holdin my bottle!!"  Posted by Picasa

now TATS my Bf... hehe.. got u somewhere around dere didnt i? lol  Posted by Picasa

wahahha...tis is wen i feelin shhhweeet yet crazy.. da combination as u cn see... is..*ahem* Posted by Picasa

Sianzz

Okies.... i still cant forget HIM.... haizz... i'm really tryin but each time i see his face in school..i cannot make it lorhx...haizz...wat to do??

anieways todae i play da Maplestory... haharx... level 10 liao..den some Kenneth guy help me to go around da new place..wahh piangg den he brought me go some difficult place..dwn dere da ppl power is like 100+++ and mine was like 20+++ wahahahahah...damn paisehh lorhh...

haizz..anieways..todae da PIGS...went to eat da spicy mee goreng again..wahahaha..i didnt tho..me sore throat still around..den came home mama nagged about me not takin medicine..haizz... ok liao mahh.. haharx..

wat else arhx?? i feel like goin massage like tat lorhx.... my whole body aching like siao... haizz... cannot make it larhx... haizz... den todae..my com gimme prob.... i log on and off my two accounts but keep jamming... den i restart den ok... wahh piangg.. even my com angry at me... cannot make it larhz...

oh ya...i realised i been tinkin of Brett... y arhh?? i tink i miss his fwenship and crapness... hehehe... awwww.. i really miss dat big guy... shit him... made fwens den afta dat gt problems dun wan share..go other place... so tut... haizz...hafta rely on Ed to get info abt him...

anieways... i change my template again..hehe... i will be posting some pics...hehe... see ya later lar... nite!

My Love Is Brilliant
My Love is Pure

22 August 2005

Sick!!!

Fever
Sore Throat
Neck Pain

How bad can it go?? i'm terribly sick.... *sobs* and bcos of dat..i cant carry bf... so sian wan... haizz.... i die die dun wan go doc in truth but cos i really cannot tahan, i go c doc lorhx... haizz... cannot make it derhx...

todae nth muc happened... stange enuff, a lot of teachers nvr come... like Luah, Sng, Ang... vry shiok rite??? hehe... but yeahh..i was too tired and too lethargic to do anythin..tests also we all copy..haharx..i pity ad relief teacher..feel guilty... he didnt really noe it was a test.. den we take advenatage lorhx... haizz..

anieways...i dun haf anythin to sae ..yet. hehe... sometime tomoro i update again... nitey nite!

21 August 2005

Phew! Its been long...

Whoah...its been long yeahh since i used this com... and da reason plainly bein my family and i slept over at my sis' hse ever since my BF was admited into da hospital...so yeahh...

so for da past weeks, i've been goin to school quite late cos da buses came late..and i got out of da hse late and so on so forth... it was actuallly pretty boring dere cos no com..lol but yeahh..i survived!!!

den was pretty busy with the debate and stuff so didnt tink much abt com or bein bored. Right now, my com is really slow..watever i typed doesnt come out until a few seconds later...LAGGING!!! anieways...rite no am havin a kind of sore throat.... my throat is hurtin me wenever i swallow... so later i'm goin dwn to buy some strepsils...hehe...

basically, nth muc happened i guess.... juz da same every day life kinda thing... lol i noe this doesnt make up for da loss of updates i've not been doin but yeah.h..rite now i'm havin a headache too..so yeahh...everythin hurts... and it feels weird to be comin bak home after so long...lol

i'll blog again tomorrow... hehe yess..i'm now at home and intendin to stay here until mayb da weekends...lol so yeahh... tomorrow i'll be back!!! =)

Now it's time to face the truth
I will never be with you.

12 August 2005

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tiredz..

okie dokie.... da bay is like still in da hospital... he was supposed to come back
home today but suddenly he had fever again... URGH!!

so yeahh... den went off to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory again with Sharifah... haharx..it was a stupid show actually. so cant help it but laff too larhx...

den now i'm all alone at home...watchin American Idol...its another lame show. so yeahh.. nth much happened todae in school... no PE... am growin fatter by da day...lol so yeahh... mayb later i'll post da pics of National Day... tt is if my fwen send it in time...

10 August 2005

Hospital Visit...

oh well...was feeling really tired.. but still went to da hospital to visit my dear bf...

my heart broke wen i saw him... his right arm was plastered to a kind of stick...with needle poked on da back of his hand.... it was really heart-breakin for me to see...

stayed for a while dere... did my hw and stuff... den at around 6.15pm , i went hme myself wif a broken slipper... goodness! den i tink several people saw it larhx.. kakakakakakaka... den went home, did nothing else but chat larhx... aharx.. it was a pretty laid-back day... had planned to go out wif Parmes dey all but den dey all dun wan .... wahahahha...crazy larhx!

ciaoz!

09 August 2005

What a National Day

Well.... first and foremost, Happy Birthday Singapore!! *blow trumpet [??]*
anyways... today is SIngapore's 40th Birthday... =) big number dere but still young at heart!

Today was supposed to go for the celebration at Tampiness with da whole family but my bf fell ill. He had fever...no wonder he was mysteriously quiet today. so yeahh..but my mom told me to go still...be a representative i guess... so yeahh..i went..

dere was a sea of red wif lots of umbrellas opened trying to prevent death, in a form of da sun, to reach them or touch their untouchable selves. =D *sarcastic here..* no one was "ra-ra", not many... not even half of da crowd dere wanted to participate in all da things we were supposed to do. In short, it was... LAME.

all da aunties were carrying umbrellas, shadin themselves from da afternoon sun. For goodness' sake! da sun wont kill!!! den dey came chatterin all da way... didnt wan to participate in da "dance No. 40" neither did dey want to do da SIngapore Wave.... lame crowd.

I got so fed up u noe!! all those aunties. if dey want to just watch da show and not participate, den get thier ass off da chairs, walk home and sit dwn comfortably on ur couch and watch on tv!!! can u believe dat even wen da National Anthem came on, we had to URGE people to stand???!!! Talk about the spirit of Singaporeans. *pouii*

BUT. me and my cousins, we cudnt care less. We came to celebrate and we sure did. we were da only one screamin da loudest wen da camera isnt on. [those people are fakers. Be "enthu" oni wen cam is on..]. we clapped, cheered and screamed. we had loads of fun!

wen da "Reach Out For The Skies" song came on, we danced like siao! lol! even my aunt joined in!! lol...it was totally hilarious... then i stood on da chair and waved my hand and sang out loud..lol bet da peeps right behind me cant see a thing 'cept my booty-booty! lol. den i SCREAMED da loudest i guess wen da fireworks came in... everyone looked at me like i was loose from da asylum... lol
cant help it can i? i'm happy and celebratin for my nation's bdae. now TATS called da spirit of Singaporeans. lol.

p.s: Bf had to stay at da hospital.... =( sadded larhx.

08 August 2005

My Bf!!

todae went school den came home early cos in sch no one to talk to and hang out wif considerin da fact dat Nas and Sharifah went to Korean den cudnt find Ayin and Shari.... so yeahh...

went out wif my mum and bf...hehe..i carried him all da way wif da carrier thingy.... so yeahh.. den saw Yan Hui from far..dunnoe wether he got see me...hmm...den bought two new shirts [again?!] lol! cant complain now dat my mom dun pay attantion to me... *sheepish*

den reached home at about 3pm? cant rmb...den bf was like cryin...mom fed him and stuff while i listened to some of the stuff i dwlded... den mum wanted to go bathe den pray den cook...passed bf to me... i was vry bad..i wanted to focus on playin da com... so i put him in da crib...

afta a while, he kept callin out to anyone and everyone.... lol... i was like... "so cute! but who's gonna carry you??" lol bad rite... den at last i carried him...den i was like scoldin him larhx.... den i put him dwn again.... den he look at me wif dat pitiful face.... my heart broke but i ignored him..... =(

den he cried.... so i cudnt take it anymore so i carried him... den put on some low songs den patted him throughout erm... almost 3 songs.... hehe...den he fell asleep... =) i felt so bad for treatin him da way i did before... he juz looked too cute and pitiful to be scolded..... *sniffles* hehe... so cute larhx my bf =D

den now he's awake again cos my sis bringin him out..haiya.... let da boy sleep for goodness sake!!! hehe... anieways..my cramp now ok lerh.. and my bf ish cryin..... ='( so sadd.... nvrm...my mum takin care of him...so yeahh... i'll write in another entry mayb some time later? see ya!

07 August 2005

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Ever since this morning i woke up.... i've been havin tis one kind of abdominal cramp... and it leaves me breathless for a few seconds.... i've had it before actually.... about a few months ago? it was in da middle of da nite... wasnt da kind of pain wen u feel like shittin.... it juz sort of cramp up inside and squeeze out watever oxygen u haf..leavin u breathless...

rite now i'm still havin those attacks... was havin one juz now...*sigh* hope i'll be ok for tomoro... =( tomolo is da dae for me to emcee and stuff... =) so yeahh and oso...well..i noe tis is foolish but to oso see him.... hehe

anyways...i found out dat my dad regretted not lettin me go to Korea...but well... i dun mind actually... its ok for me..seriously.. i noe my family wont be able to pay for my expenses so yeahh... its ok..i can like save up...? and go for another trip somewhere??? lol yep..

i beta go now.... tink da cramp is comin up again soon..and gonna steal my breath! see ya guys! oh yeahh.. i miss Meche and Apple!!

Family Gathering

oh well.... went to sleep over at my sis' new house yesterday... =D da whole family! includin my close aunt... hehe... her hse is actually cool.... vibrant colors on da walls... =)

den yeahh...i was pretty bored cos dere wasnt any com and sine it's yet to be furnished, dere wasnt anythin muc to do...so i sat and lay down, readin my Nora Roberts's bdae gift book...hehehehe

den dey switched on VCD...some comedy cum horror malay movie...it was funny yeahh but WAY scary too..ended up erm...actually da pillow was just obscuring my view.... lol

den yeahh...slept quite early i guess...was so bored..lol but my bf was crying in da wee mornin too...kept da whole house awake except for me.... =D lol betta go now... =)

05 August 2005

S.Korea

oh well.... our two dear gals, Meche and Apple...flew to Korea tonite.... at around 10.30 dey headed for da departing hall... awwww... lol me, Parmes and Vani went to send them off... lol here's how it went...

got home late from Guides.... [tiring!! and u noe who took us.. YM!]... den called Vani to tell her i wasnt goin...cos was too tired but in da end i gave in and went... but wen i took da taxi home and alighted, i immediately felt like backin out again. i seemed like as tho i'd arrived in hell... fire... lots of dem... cos ppl burn incense papers... garsh..scared da *tut* out of me... tsk tsk tsk...

anyways..slept through the journey in da bus wif Parmes and Vani talkin at da back... lol den wen we reached, went straight to da ladies den went to meet dem...

had a lil 'gal party' without Nas tho cos her parents were there... so yeahh.. fed Meche like as tho she'd be gone for 6 months instead of days... lol den yeahh.. den MC was angry wif me for no apparent reason... boys! *roll eyes*

so yeahh...den got bak from home at around...11 plus pm?? hehehe... den yeahh... den tis entry is like made on da seventh of August.. lol =D

02 August 2005

Dropping...

Yesh..my studies are dropping... badly. [yikes!] so yeahh... my English..i tink its deteriorating.. so i've gotta read more books.. BUT, i juz dun haf da time... [wait a minute, there's no such thing as BUT. If u wanna do it, u juz gotta do it.] so yeahh... den..my maths is like... total disappointment.. so i got Meng Chin to teach me.. or rather..tutor me. haharx.. gd fwen.. =)

den my bio is hopeless... i'm juz nt cut out to be a scientist. my physics.. a bit hopeful dere... POA... a lil ray of hope i guess... juz dat i juz gotta DO da work and LISTEN!! haharx =) den wat else? Lit? hehe..i noe i cn do it.. but i juz dun wan to.. haizz... itz so sadd to see my time wastedd away juz like tt... sadd...

anieways.. todae was quite a laidback dae.. [i didnt go to sch ystd cos i was SO tiredd...] hmmm... didnt do muc. didnt see HIM muc but i dun mind. den i sort of confronted 'Amber' abt da Jasper thingy... she admitted and i told her wat i was feeling... nw we're like SISTAZ again =D haharx! but yeahh.. i've deleted Jasper's no. i tink dat da guy dat actually cn cause a rift btwn gd fwens r like nt worth it... so yeahh...

oh yeahh..got Guides todae..wahahha..sux but yeahh.. i juz hope dat da PLs cn be more serious.. [especially Ju-ju!!] hehehe... dey R ok outside of guides but wen it comes to PLs duty of footdrills and stuff.. i hate to admit but i prefer Yong Meng [no matter how harsh he may be..]... haizz.. no use broodin abt it.. anieways.. i wanna go n read my Nora Robert's book... hehe i still havent read dem since i receieved dem on 12 July... wahahahha.... too neat and tidy to read.. da wrappin and all... [talk abt craaaziness!] adios amigos ppl!