28 April 2006

i was feelin so down... =[

the bell rang and it was as though all hell broke loose. student streamed out of the classes. Most of them feeling anxious, some dreadness cos they've got the Artsfiesta rehearsal to go to, the booths to set up. Those who are not involved rejoiced & went home 2 hours earlier. Making plans of all sort.

Except this one girl. She looks around her & find that all her friends are involved. She looks around and find them rushing around, standing around, listening to instructions then walking off with a set face to get the job done. She has no part in this grand event. Cos she's going off... so far away from others.

haizz.. ok tts a lil bit dramatic.. but yeahhs. i was really so so sadd on my way home alone... until i later met Ayin, Tempe & Wina. I mean.. well.. I was supposed to be the emcee but i had to back out JUZ BECUS my family & relatives are goin off to Kuantan. =( it sucks more wen well... all of them are like doing stuff together. they are IN THIS together. urgh. dey might not realise it but this one event wud somehow make them closer to each other. nvrm. i aint makin sense.

In short, i'm envious, sad, excited & missing this mega event. haizz.. but nvrm. i'll juz go off to Kuantan and be hapiie. =) yeahhs. tts da spirit gurl.

haizz... the one thing that has been on my mind since da past few daes is HIM. i miss him lots. i dunnoe why but i juz miss him. to make things worst, i'll be gone for like 3 daes. urgh.i'm sure gonna be thinkin of him 24/7. argh!!! i miss him so so so so so much!! how?!?! cant get to see him and all. haizz... i'm really so so sad lorhx... ='(

to top things off in the worst kinda way, i cant even atleast watch the friggin concert. i cant see shun shun performing. argghhh!!!! tis is so so frustratin larhx!! my gawd. life sucks to da max. urgh. nvrm.

to brighten up my dae, i ended up singing karaoke! lols. yepps. at first i was too SHY. altho got no one at home. lols. but den i finally gave in to the temptations & juz sang my heart out. When i sang the song 'Moments', i cudnt help but think of HIM. teehee. *shy* so yeahhs. tts abt all i guess. lols. ciaoz.

oh i miss him so. oh i miss him so. =(

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