hmmmm, i dunno y but yesterdae wen i woke up at 5, i was at home alone. i felt lonely actually. Given the fact that i spent so so much times in the company of my friends in school than at home few days back, i suddenly felt lonely now that finally, orientation has ended. no more hectic schedules.
i just miss the times where we all stood together to face the ever present obstacles and succeeding in doing so. though there were cork ups, the days ended up well. i miss the fellow captains with whom i chatted with, worked with & had lots of fun with. i miss those days when we worked through the day & evening for this orientation.
i guess i'm feeling so melodramatic is because this is my final year at school, hopefully. so it also means that next year, we will all go our separate ways. it's really sad when you think of it. All the four years of spending time together, you are again separated.
anyways, woke up at 11.30am today. the tiredness just won't go away. hehe. only my fingers moving. i'm just slouching against the chair. then i read a book today about relationships stale-ing. it's actually that hey have been in a relationship for so long that they are comfortable with one another. But the girl saw another guy and she felt a little attracted. she two-timed them. but her boyfriend is a really nice guy. rock solid kind of guy. so she chose him in the end.
so this morning after i read the book finish, i felt lonely again. this time is due to the fact that no one was at home. and the resonance of being in love was still hovering around me. It would be a nice feeling knowing that someone is there to cuddle up with me while i was at home alone, in the cold. i mean, just meet at the void deck for a while and just cuddle up, catching up with the times we've lost due to orientation. i bet you, i would fall asleep in his arms. lol. haizz, the wonders of having someone to be there for you. oh well, let's stop daydreaming shall we? ciaoz.
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