heal the world...make it a beta place

There was a dead lizard at the door of the toilet. lol. must have been too smelly la. I'd wanted to shit actually then i saw it. immobile. so Super Daddy threw it way, barehands. lol. weee!

anyways, today was quite fun la. teehee. had Guides and all. Practised for erm... Thinking Day.. and guess wat? who's da emcee? ME! lol. surprise surprise! but tis year, its da ultimate one. i'll hafta like give command lor. haizz... die liao. shyy la!!

but yeahhs... afta Guides wenta hit da provision shop opposite sch & ate instant noodles, Tom Yam - spicy! Went there with Joyce, Siti, Rohaidah & Hui Ting. lol. it was fun really. we talked & all. and there was a bunch of primary school kids who were LOUD, RUDE, UNCIVILLISED. they were talking about corks [cocks] and stuff. and comapring the bold stuff they did in class. LAME! then saw Neo. he wanted to take taxi home... den i shout him to come to where i was lor.. gimme a lift la... budden we ended up takng bus 262 home. lols!

before that, i had SO much fun in the councillors' room with Neo, Rachel Lee & Li Yan. lols. Rachel & I were doing crafting la while Neo was clearing up the friggin mess den Li Yan came up. Rach & I were painting den afta finish wanted to throw.. den i pretend pretend wanted to paint Neo's face.. but instead HE painted me lor! i mean as in... the paint was on me! so we had tug of war and all. and we painted each other. we became green people. certainly not horny tho. teehee.

todae i actually contemplated to not come school. i felt like as tho my body was like lead weight. wateva it means. i meant.. its juz so... disfunctional. lol. i juz didnt feel like getting up at all. but i did.

todae i learnt sth. You must alwaes believe in others. Everyone has a talent of their own and they do best at things that they are able to do. As fellow mankind, we should alwaes believe in each other and help each other discover their golden talent that's sometimes buried too deep within. We just need to spur them from time to time.

I also saw that Angeline Yap is actually just like anyone of us. But she's a little more special. Maybe God wants us to really see how exceptional human can really be. He wants us to help discover each other as we journey through our lives. We shouldn't alwaes focus on what we want. We should focus on what we can do to help ourselves and those around us.

Those are my thoughts for the day. Its really nice to do that. To have thoughts pouring through you. Everyone has conscience, act on them.