darn it.

shit. lovesickness is back. darn it darn it darn it.

i like this one guy. but i cant tell who. obviously. but we are TOTALLY not compatible. In terms of everything. urgh. that suck. and sometimes, i like him but somtimes i dun like him. its like... i really like him & all but there'll be some parts of the things that he do that i dont like. and as i'm typing, i'm thinking of that person. darn it.

my mind has been occupied wif him alone. lol. i'm smiling cos i'm tinkin of him. i'm laughing cos i'm tinkin of him. i'm miserable cos i'm tinking of him & i cant haf him. oh mama. i'm in deep shita.

anieways, havent been blogging yeah? tts cos i've been lazy & all. lol. yeahh. wat da heck. plus i'm so... tired i guess. i mean... i juz wish to give up on everything. life jjuz sucks. i cant stop talkin of dat guy. urgh. he's actually... sweet. considerate if u observe his actions. but others dun tink so cos they judge him by wat he unintentionally did. so wat da heck. fuck u people!

anieways, i'm goin off now. darn it. i'll hafta find a way to stop tinkin of him. i tink i shud avoid him. yeah. i will. like a song by Leann Rimes, "Life goes on...Life goes on..." i shall post it. ciaoz.