tO mY dEar sIsTeR, NaNi

Dear my beloved sister, Now that you're married, we can no longer do the things we used to do. We can no longer sleep till early in the morning neither can we cook supper in the middle of the night. We can no longer spill our secrets or thoughts to each other anymore. We can no longer have petty fights. I'm happy for you that now you have found someone who loves you and you love too. May Abang Azman give you the happiness that no one else can give to you. I may not say this to you but i just want you to know that I miss you badly. I shun away from you because I don't want you to know that i miss you so so much. It is selfish og me to be feeling like this but it hurts my heart to know that you no longer belong to me and me only. I act nonchalant and pretend that i am going on normally in my life but did you know that i cry whenever i'm alone? Whenever i'm in the bus then i thought of how much we'll miss our days together as sisters, i cry. We may have an eleven year gap between us but it's like one year to me. You were the one who were there for me when i need you. Yes i may curse you or say bad stuff to my friends about you behind your back but we're sisters; sisters related with blood. No matter what happens, always know that i love you. This song below is for you: Have I told you lately that I love you Have I told you there’s no one else above you Fill my heart with gladness, take away all my sadness Ease my troubles, that’s what you do. For the morning sun and all its glory Greets the day with hope and comfort too You fill my life with laughter, somehow make it better Ease my troubles that’s what you do. There’s a love divine And it’s yours and it’s mine Like the sun, and at the end of the day We should give thanks and pray. I love sis. I love a lot. God bless.