I need some love?

Hmmmm... i feel like dumping something here. Right now. Haizz... why do some people have all the love that they don't need? Don't you ever wonder why it is always the girl or those girls that are very good-looking that gets the attnetion of all the guys; be it handsome or not. And why do some girls have so many ex boyfriends wen you don't even have one? It sets you thinking. I know it is stupide but i've only experienced long-distance relationship; crudely, online thang. I dun mind people laughing at me over it cos i have nothing to be ashamed of exceot for the fact that i cant catch some local fish. But what can i do really?I dun flirt da way some gals juz do. I dun even noe if i flirt. i dun fawn openly on the person i like. I am too shy to tell the person that i like him. Seriously, i am a shy person only that this trait is foreign to those who noes me well. I'd rather watch the person i like go wif some other gal den i go up to him and sae.. i like u.. haizz...da trouble wif bein... in da society where chubby is ugly..kakakak... aniewaes..me goin off now.. tomoro go hospital alone for check up...haizz...