haizz... wat a dae.

i am oh so boredd rite. now. lols. actually i'm like a grinning cat. cos i've done my LIT powerpoint presentation thingy! lols. i am SO hapiie. lols. wateva Nura.

den ermm... todae assembly was abt prize giving thingy.. u noe sth? tis is like da first time tt i see my whole class so enthu abt Bio lesson. lols. da band members didnt wanna go larhx. lols. noe why? cos we're now learning on Sexual Reproduction in humans. lols.

i asked around on how many kids my classmates want and most answered TWO. hmmm... tt used to be my ideal number of kids too. den i heard abt da pain. i saw da ugly side of it. i NOE da pain & trouble of it all. DEN, i didnt wan ANY. ZILCH. but den i thought again. i want FOUR. lols. lemme tell u why..

i want my husband & I to work hard for each other, for our family. I want us to have four hapiie children. bright and bubbly. =) i can imagine.. them in da family car, watching cartoon... wif my husband juz looking at dem from da rearview mirror thinking abt juz how lucky he was to haf dem all... while i'm away doin da grocery. den wen i come rushing towards da car, my hubby will quickl get out of da car to help me. den he'd think.. i'm fortunate to haf her. =)

i wan each dae to begin wif a kiss and each dae to end wif one too. =) i wan a hug atleast one per dae. i wan words of affections. like, "Love, you honey." "Love you, mummy, daddy." . =) teehee. i'm tinkin too far ahead. lols. but yeahhs. tts wat i dream of to achieve in future.

anieways. i miss him. lots todae. teehee. anieways yeahh.. ju\ cant stop tinkin of him larhx. haizz.. i wonder if he noes.. teehee. i'd die of embarrassment if he does.. haizz.. FORGET IT NURA. ciaoz.

some pics.

oh my Fullerton Hotel.

i am so in love wif tis hotel.

i MUST go there once in my life.

look at them go!

lols. so cute!

like me. =D

oh i miss them all.

i want the old times back!

not many pics larhx. teehee. all expired lerhx larhx. anieways. afta much bellydancing-ing, i declare my hips officially dislocated. teehee. cannot tahan larhx. anieways, i'm off now. go find other stuff to post. teehee.

omg... body aching!

aiyo... body all pain... didnt noe my bag is like SO heavy larhx. teehee. afta sch, wet to Funan wif Neo to get the councillors' stuff. teehee. didnt notice tt place until todae larhx. aiyo... so nua. wadeva tt means. teehee.

den walk walk walk around... juz looking for da files. teehee. so yeahh.. Neo so indecisive.. lols. kiddin larhx. wenta eat at KFC. wahh... tt outlet is like 3 in 1 larhx. KFC,Pizza Hut & Taco Bell. wow! lols. but i didnt noe larhx. i bought shrooms meal.. as alwaes. lols.

denn afta one last round, we went home. eh no, wenta buy Angelina bdae gift. teehee. Hapiie Bdae!! teehee. den FINALLY we went home. and my back is aching. aiyo... oh yeahhs, met Juliao. lols. interesting how in one month cn haf so many ppl's bdae. haiyoo...

so now.. am bloggin.. den mayb later i go off and do some Maths? haizz.. i seriously worry abt my studies larhx. like.. cannot make it lorhx. haizz.. sian larhx. muz jia you like siao lerhx. haizz... 2 more weeks to Kuantan... weee. . .
wats gonna happen to my revisions? haizz....

p.s: i miss him larhx. siao rite? everytime miss him but he dunno. haiyo. lan fei si jian. haiyo... ciaoz.

pick da pics.

here are some of da pics i took. =)

shun shun's new hairdo. lols

tis what we do in class. teehee.

sweet? sad thing is we've divorced.

rmb i said i bought bras? teehee.

my spastic frens dere. lols.

i'm so ORGANISED.

yeshh. i am. no wonder i'm a function ORGANISER. teehee. anieways.. todae told my mum to wake me up at around 9 or 9.30... wanna noe why? come closer... cos i'm cleaning the house!! teehee.

so yeahh... bathed. had my breakfast den switched on the com to play loud music and OFF i go to clean the house! Maid Nura is in da hse!! teehee. i vacuumed all those dusts that haf been mocking at me... GRRRR.. now I haf da last laff.. wahahahha... den mopped the floor... now it smells so Christmassy... i forgot wats da smell called. lols. Pine? errr nvrm. teehee.

den i ORGANISED my poa file... lols. i NOE. ur eyes are growing larger. lols. but u noe... it took my juz a while cos... lots of worksheets are missing! lols. oopss.. Mrs Luah is gna kill me.... =S

and now.... i am juz.... slacking. oh yeahh, did i mention tt i actually ticked away all the tasks i've done?! lols. WOW. i LOVE da new & improvED me. =D

serious business now, awwww... sad to sae, i miss him more... i dunno why but i juz do. lols. for those who noes me... i noe u tink i'm obsessed but ohhh... wait till u're havin a deep crush.... it'll be crushing on you!! teehee. but yeahh.. my heart juz somersaults wenever i tink of him, see him or sth... haizz... i'll go off ironing my clothes now. my last task. and mayb daydream of him.. lols. i tink ima burn my unifomr. oops. ciaoz.

"Oh i can't stop thinking about you. Your face sets a smile on mine. You evoke such hapiie thoughts in me."

i've got my MOUSE back!!

teehee. i juz cant contain my joy!! i need to hop around!! *hop hop hop hop hop hop hop hop hop* okies okies. theres a lil earthquake here. ermmm.. nvrm. i'm so so hapiie. teehee. and guess wat color it is... GREEN. lols. those lime green!! teehee. i'm SO excited.

lols. anieways, haven been blogging much haf i? lols. been either lazy or REALLY busy. so yeahhs. weee! i dun believe it... but i am like so hyper active!! teehee. muz be da work of da mouse larhx. lols.

so yeahhs.. todae went for tuition again. lols. it lasted longer den 2 hours actually. so yeahh.. my head & eyes were like glazed... lols. den Jas, jia jun, laogong & PIG, came along. den we went off to walk around and stuff. lols. we ate Jack's Place cakes... YUMMY! simply delicious!!

teehee. anieways.. i'm off to bathe now. lols. so tiredd. and my parents are like watching some Indian true ghost stories. argh!! i'd better go now. lols. before i decide not to bathe at all!! lols. arghh!!!!!!

ps: i'm so hapiie tt i've got a mouse bak! ciaoz.

No mouse!! how to surf webbies?!

Okies.. tts a really stupid title but yeahh.. i've got no mouse... so it takes me like 3 times longer to get things done on the com. urgh. its cos da spring in the batt compartment broke so yeahh... da VOLTS juz cant move. lols.

anieways.. havent been updating haf i? haizz.. wat to do... so sadd larhx... been sort of busy & all... lets juz sum it all up aiite?

told Mrs Ang tt i cant do the emceeing for the Arts Fiesta thingy.. haizz... u noe why? cos i'm goin Kuantan! haizz.. i dunno to laff or to cry.. lols. but yeahh.. den ermmm... den on tt dae tt i told Mrs Ang tt i cannot go is we had a meeting. PSCs... & da CEC council. WOTeva. it was pretty intersting larhx. not da first part tho. da first part was BULLSHIT. so yeahh.. teehee. oops. pardon me lang.

denn yepps.. haizz.. i still cant believe tt tis yr i'm takin my Os... BELIVE IT NURA!!!! teehee. i mean is like SO fast larhx. den all da stuff is like i dunno lorhx. die lerhx. da most jia lat is my BIO. haizz.. surprise tt i didnt sae maths? teehee. its bio lorhx. haizz...

i find tt... mayb its better to forget him bahx. i mean.. urghh. but i cant u noe. cos its not alwaes tt i haf a crush which i am.... one way or another close with. at least we're talking yeah? unlike my other crushes.. i dun even talk to them. they dun even noe tt i exist! atleast he noes.. i guess... so yeahh... but wat da heck. i dunno larhx. mayb its not da time yet. haizz...

Footprints

tis is a story tt was told to me by a fren.

A man was walking on the beach with God when his whole life flashed past him. he realised that there was always two sets of footprintsduring the cause of his life. One his, the other God's. But what disturbed him most was that in the worst part of his life, when he was down having to do things beyond his capability, he saw only one set of footprints. So he asked God. "Why did you disppear when I needed you most?" And God replied. "During all your trials and tribulation my child, i did not leave you...". "I carried you," he continued.

God helped him & stayed with him through all the tough times. He was there. He IS there. He is ALWAYS there.

It was really a nice story. I dunno if it was to boost my morality or not. But thinking again... i realise that i am so afraid of disappointing the people around me. Even God.

I'm afraid of disappointing Miss foo right now by not giving a good proposal. I know i shouldn't make excuses abt tis & tat.. but u see, i simply don't know how to do. And with that, i disappointed myself.

I'm so afraid of flunking my studies. i So wanna study abroad and all... but i cant seem to find tt discipline to actually DO sth abt it. My family has sacrificed a lot for me. They sacrificed almost everything for me... and i don't want to disappoint them. i MUSN'T.

Sometimes i just feel like giving up. Raise my hands up high, shout "I surrender!", and just crawl into my private whole & curl up to sleep. often now, i feel so tired. i feel so lethargic. i feel so.... dead. i cant seem to find the old me no more. i want the old me back.

Dear God, we had a talk the other day didn't we? I want you to know that whatever i said, i ment it. The tears that i shed were pure. PLease God, guide me. Show me YOUR light.

life is gettin to be vry boring....

yeahh... its getting to be very monotonous.. life tt is. i dunno if its juz me... but i dun feel so vibrant anymore. i'm juz oh so so tired these daes.

anieways, Mrs Chew changed our sitting positions... Shun Wai & Sharifah are now sitting tgether while i was left to sit wif Benedict & Jeremiah. i mean.. wat da hell?! i dun mind if u make me sit wif ppl who cn help me... but Ben... Jeremiah?! oh my gawd. tts like so ruining my life. and she was laughing abt it. i was so pissed & sad. afta recess, i was sulking... But Shun Wai came bak. lols. but sharifah had to go off so it was left wif da two of us. teehee. hapiie family!

den didnt go for Guides. went for da emceeing thingy.. haizz.. it was pretty ok i guess da performances... but oh well... we're gonna come up wif da script ourselves.. or rather I am gonna come up wif da script myself. lols. i dunno whether to laff or cry. plus i've got my hw to so & dat sickening proposals. seriously.. i tink we shud juz wrap up tis dinner thingy & throw dem away.

but anieways.. todae... went off for tuition at AMK library. lols. sat near tis Tomato Room. its actually a room used for tuition purposes by authorized ppl. lols. but it got pretty irritating wen da ppl keep walking pass us.. den todae covered da chapters tt i was lagging bhind ... now its pretty handle-ble. lols. wafeva. and den supposed to meet Jas but my batt was low & all so we cudnt contact. plus she was late. den i called her but no one picked up. so i assumed she was in da middle of sth.. so i left.. called her again but no one answered.

it wasnt wen i reached home tt she called me. she said she now at da library. oh frush! i'm so sorry Jas!! now u see wat hps fo to us? we are SO dependent on hps. haizz.. so yes.. did i mention da fact tt i've yet to eat a proper breakfast & lunch?! tis morning i went around to eat breakfast but none was ready. i dun like MacD tho. so yeahh... ate bread. aww... so anieways.. i'm off now to slack mayb. i juz got no mood.... mayb i'm off to watch my SHAKESPEARE IN LOVE! ciaoz.

wat a beeeeauuutiful dae!

lols. i'm lying. anieways. todae a lot a lot a lot of FREE PERIODS!! lols. weee!! so hapiie. spent my time dunno doing wat oso. lols. i am like oh SO forgetful.

anieways.. i am da emcee for da NIGHT concert. lols. so hapiie! me & Mirliana are involved as da emcees for da night concert for Art Fiesta. lols. i am like SO excited lerhx!! yay!! lols

met Mrs Ang juz now abt da emcee thingy. den afore tt was discussing wif Neo abt da council board thingy. haizz.. he is like so enthu abt it... hopefully he wont neglect his studies anymore. jia you!

then it was raining! lols. i LURVE rain! den Neo was already nagging & nagging. den Shi Li joined us. lols. so da three of us went home together larhx... =) shared umbrella wif Shili tho i was already wet. diao. lols

and now i am home. soon going off to bathe.. do my homework den mayb juz chill a lil bit. lols. i am such a good GIRL. =) ciaoz.

i'm on the top of the world...

i dunno why but todae i'm like super hyper. lols. some might say its an every day kinda thing for me but todae i was REALLY hyper. lols.

i woke up todae wif tis msg in mind, i cn still rmb... "yippee! itz mondae. muz wake up wif a positive attitude todae. yay!" then i went back to sleep. lols. wen i woke up, i was late. lols.

den todae, i listenend to all da lessons in class. there wasnt any Physics &... wat was da other period. oh yeahh... Social Studies. i was like so friggin happiie. lols. had a really INTERESTING talk wif Sarah & Winnie. lols. it was friggin funny. i still cant believe those gurls are like tt. which is cool! unlike other gurls... yea gurls, rock on!

den todae came home early oso.. lols. 2++ i at hme lerhx... teehee. so guai rite? i NOE... den did all my English homework larhx. my compo & letter writing. lols. i bought lotsa new things todae. i bought new foolscap, new pen and.... new BRASSIERE!!


oops, forgot to add an S to dat. lols. i bought TWO. lols. one pink & yellow. i shall take pics of it den show u larhx. NO! not wif it on ME. aiyo.. juz like tt oni... lols. i feel so LOVED todae. awww...

anieways.. i finished all my homeworks, except for English Newsweek... ermmm... i've got no new book to read... and so i'm bloggin. maybe later i go write story? lols. its been a long time sia... so yeshh.. i shall go away for now.. teehee. ciaoz!

Pink Chiffon!

Your signature color is Pink Chiffon

There's nothing saccharine about you — your sweetness is one hundred percent natural! A gentle, thoughtful romantic like you must be paired with a color that's soft and warm — but still has a subtle sophisticated sheen. That's why Pink Chiffon is the perfect color for you! You're probably known for making the most of every situation and trying to see the best in people. But while you may be cheerful and innocent at times, you're nobody's fool. You may see the world through rose-colored glasses, but you can still see, after all.

While you make wise insights time after time, it's probably your good nature and perpetual optimism that are what you're known for and what make you a joy to be around. Even those who sometimes make fun of your Pollyanna-like proclamations will turn to you when they need a friend and some cheering up. So keep pink, Chiffon. With you around, the world's a better place!

What's Your Signature Color?
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Well well well... would you just READ that?! lols. anyqys.. haven been updating haf i? anieways... been pretty busy these past few days..

had the parent teacher meeting.. had quite a lot of negative remarks. arghh!!! but Mrs Chew was vry nice abt me. lols. awww... even Mrs Luah is being understanding. i'm like so so touched but yeahh.. Mr Lee was da cruelest one!! i was killed by him. oh my sorrowful heart!

anieways.. had tuition and all.. so yeahh.. nth much to update on. btw.. did i mention tt BRYAN's BACK! lols. yepps. tt cute guy is back. weee!! i've gt my fren back..

anieways.. i miss him lots! lol. i mean.. i dunno... my feelings for him cn sometimes be so intense..haizz.. but i tink.. its juz not da time yet... yeahh... like many of wat happened btwn me & my crushes.. they never knew. lols. so yeahh.. =) ciaoz.

life shucks...

urgh.. i took a day off from doing homework. my eyes are juz so so sleepy!! todae had a meeting abt da dinner thingy.. its in June. da 2nd. argh!!! lols. crazy me.

anieways... nth extraordinary happened todae... teehee. except mayb da dinner part but i shall not divulge anything tonite. mayb tomoro... lols. yepps.. anieways...

I CANT STOP THINKING OF HIM!!!! arghhh!!! tt sucks to da core larhx. i mean.. wat da hell.. here i am trying to forget him but its like so so so hard. haizzz... anieways... my entries from now onwards are like gonna be short. cos my mind is wandering and i am really really tired. haizz.. and i still cant believe MT Written Paper for O lvl is in less den 2 months time! argh!! ciaoz.

Firefly come back to me...

changed my song according to my mood... haizz... life has been pretty ko i guess. teehee. lols. but well.. atleast i'm finally taking up the path to better student. i am actually doing some of my homeworks. nopes. its actually MOST of my homeworks.

anyways.. one thing's for sure.. i miss him loads. i juz cant stop thinking of him larhx. haizz.. its so hard larhx... is like.. rarely see him now larhx.. aiyox.. so sadded larhx...

but nevermind. i shall juz strive to work hard AND play hard! yesh! anieways.. sry for da short post. no feeling larhx.. lols. aiite. ciaoz.

Firefly come back to me
Make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
Tell me that you're lonely too.

P A I N

arghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! my body ache all over!! OMG. it aches like siao larhx! and all bcos of wat? bcos of kayaking! urgh. i oso had a cut on my ankle. ouchie. =( tis was wat happened.

18th March 2006
Dionne smsed me late late at nite wen i was aledi asleep, that she cudnt go. so wen i read it early at like 5.35am.. i was like... ''wat da fcuk...'' . Hui Ting backed out. Joce said she's sick. and now dionne. arghh! i felt so.. wadeva. tts like da most ugliest way of waking me up! i thought of not going at all... budden i thought again. wat da hell.. juz cos dey not going den i oso dun go? hmmm..

in da end... i WENT. there weer oni a few ppl larhx.. like less den 20 actually. lols. so yeahh.. i'd expected a lot of ppl... so yeahh.. i was da loner there.. everyone came in 3s or 2s... i was like.. LONELY....

on da bus throughtout the whole journey to the place ermm... Lim Chu kang dere.. forgot da name of da place... i talked on the phone with Hui Ting. lols. she was dere to cheer me up! yeah! thx sista! so yepps. denn went dere... blah blah blah.. partnered wif tis gal called Grace from Ping Yi Sec...

she was like irritating larhx. ''eh, turn left turn left.. i wan go to my frens..." it was like so friggin irritating larhx. so wat da heck... den blah blah blah.. we found out sth terrible. our kayak got crack!! PANIC ATTACK!!!! cos our kayak got water larhx.. at first i thought it was normal.. but i thought wrong. uh oh...

so we had to kayak back to shore.. being the amateurs tt we are.. we cudnt kayak bak!! DOUBLE PANIC ATTACK!!!! and da next thing u noe... i was surfacing from da sea. we CAPSIZED!!! lols. my GAWD. and our instructor told us to swim bak to shore wif da kayak.. we tried but wat da hell.. da current was pulling us larhx. thk GOD we were wearing lifejacket.. else i'd DIED.

to keep da story short.. a male saved us. he's.... tall dark & handsome... NOT! he's a cute apek larhx... lols. cute rite? he took us into his boat. so yeahh.. wadeva it was.. more things happened. cut myankle against tis moldy rock... urgh. and yeahh...atlast we ewre back on shore. waited for like 20 minutes? or less? for other kayakers to come bak. den Grace & me decided to skip it. NO MORE kayaking.

den made new frens.. wif Suba & Ming Xi. teehee. they are a cool pair! seriously. totally. so yeahh.. we clicked so fast. den from den on.. things started falling into place. lol. i got to know 2 girls from Chong Cheng Sec... Cheryl and.. i dunno da other name... and Grace turned out to be pretty nice too. lols. so yeahh...

19th March 2006
so todae i woke up wif aching body and all. it really hurts la.. my arms cannot tahan larhx.. aiyo... b4 tt.. da nite b4.. i had really strange, scary dream/s. its like all jumbled up larhx.. until i was totally breathless. da funny part was tt i kep FARTING! lols. and oso wen i burped rite... its so... gas-sy. urgh. so yeahh.. den went to breakfast.. den home.. den did bio notes.. chatting. and yeahh.. seriously. life is slacking rite now. urgh. help me pls.

what a boring dae!

cn u believe it? i've been rotting da whole dae todae! argh!! cannot tahan lerhx larhx! so tut lorhx. do nth at hme.. tho gt hw.. but like no feeling to do nehh...

todae i woke up like around 10++ ?! lols. late rite? cos atlast todae need not wake up so early to go sch. toade no sch!! yay!! den watched tv... around 12++ den i go bathe... weeee! smelly smelly horx? lols.

todae i WAS trying to do my hw.. but den da feeling is juz not there... teehee... gets a lil worrying now but wat da heck...

tomoro got my kayaking course. weee! cant wait sia.. teehee... am going wif Joyce & Dionne. teehee. both my juniors lorhx.. but nvrm.. since hui ting pangsehh me.. i shall still enjoy myself! yay!!

anieways, i miss him lots. i noe i told Jas tt i no longer like him. but well, its nt really tt easy to JUZ forget someone. i really dun like him anymore but tt doesnt stop me from juz tinking of him. lols. i'm not sure if tt makes sense. wat da hell. ciaoz.

weeee!

guess wat peeps? today 407 made bread, yogurt & rice wine! weeeee! lols. it was fun really u noe...

todae had SS early in the morn. then afta tt wenta brunch wif debbie, jas, jane & sharifah. lols. we laff & tok abt lotsa things... then yeahh.. afta we ate ate ate.. we proceeded to da Home Econs room.. time for some cooking!!

its been like wat? 2 years since we all last cooked in that room? lols. it was cool u noe. Mr tan pre-prepared all the stuff so tt tomoro we need not come bak lah... we made our own bread & all... mine was in a shape of a tortoise.. Jane helped me make! lols. it was real cool.

then yeahh... went home wif da 3 pigs & Pris... den the pigs went off to buy the stuff for Flag Dae & Pris & I went home together. lols. den i was feeling a lil bit restless cum lethargic. i dunno wats wif da combination but yeahh... and now i'm here blogging. teehee. i've gotta go find my frameless specs la... cos my eyes now cannot wear tis spec le.. haizz.. stupid lah....

oh ya.. i made a layout of wat i wan my room to be like in da future. i'm starting to save up now. weee! but tis nt easy lor.. prolly in like 3 months time? haizz.. tts hard man... but nvrm. tis shall be my first serious personal project eva. yeah! ciaoz.

weeee!! no more camp!

teehee. cn u belive it? camps' over!! woohoooo!! its like.. da MOST relaxing camp eva... and oso da most boring larhx... cos.. we nvr do much actually... its basically juz tent pitching.. axemanship and outdoor cooking oni mahh... denn make us stay until like 3 daes 2 nites lorhx.. haizz..

anieways... my patrol won the award. yay!!! its sth like the house thingy... but tis time oni Guides involved larhx.. DUH.

anieways... life has been pretty stressful larhx.. wat wif my sis breathing fire dwn my neck. urgh! and now the chers have changed the dinner date again. and moz prob it wont even be a DINNER. it'd be like erm... BBQ??!! tts like so tut rite?! Neo aledi resign. gave up lerhx. den Joon Wei now askin me How... ermmm.... refund?! weeee!!!! ima sadist. =)

anieways, todae POA, i learnt sth. i RE-learnt Trading & Profit &Loss account. wakrakakakka. so fun rite?! teehee... anieways.. den wenta J8 wif Joyce & company.. lols. it was so stupid lorhx. sit dwn dere for like an hour & a half juz eating & talking. weeee! so i guess tt'll be prolly all for tadae bah... sry nvr blog often. too busy larhx. doin nth. diao. ciaoz!

a BBq to remember... teehee.

afta all those upheavals of fights wif my family, they finally relented to let me go for the bbq. BUT, jas didnt go. urgh. pangsehh lorhx!!

so met up wif da three pigs. got extremely wet b4 we even got there. cos it was raining so damn heavily! wakrakakka.. i oni brought along one t-shirt.. on which i didnt intend to change to cos i didnt intend to get wet. met up at the YCK mrt. for once, all came on time. lols.

wen we came in to the condo, Neo, Dominic, Alson & Nick if ia int wrong were there. lols. i thought nth of Neo warning me to keep my hp in my bag. lols. bad choice. anieways.. went up to Haudy's condo.. nvr been in a condo b4 so wat da heck.. its really REALLY nice...

turned out that a few other ppl were there aledi.. & yeahh... Shane was there too. lols. shane.. our deal hasnt been fulfilled... so yeahh... denn we got bad news.... uh oh...

da bbq pitt cudnt be used!!! arghh!! da guys were bu shuang lerhx... Nick was in a foul mood lorhx.. so yeahh... $300 worth of food cant be bbq-ued lorhx.. BUT. the guys had really wonderful ideas... they decided to COOK!!

how sweet is tt?! so da small; kitchen was SO occupied lorhx. lols. blah blah blah... we had da food cooked. and guess wat? i actually pulled out heads of prawns!!! urghhh!!! ask Vani & Guan Yi... lols. i was so so squemish. blargh!

so yeahh.. they decided to go swimming then.. i was tempted too. the pool was glorious at nite... so yeahh.. tempting... but Haudy said those w/o swimming costume cannot enter so yeahh... i contented myself wif juz dipping my feet. but den it seemed like some fully clothed were in..

Neo got out of da pool & wet me. soon enuff, Shun joined in & they two pushed me dwn. arghhh!!!! Shun, hw cn u do this to me?!! but Shun, ur body not bad la horx? lols. my lil baby bro. weeee! i go complain to mummy lerr... but horx, Sharifh put up a huge fight wen we tried to get her in. lols. she was rolling on the pavement for ppl's sake! lols. but in da end. she got DUNKED!!

so yeahh.. tts basically wat happened. teehee. to Jas, u missed out on the fun gal! and yeahh... mum didnt really nag. went home wif Dominic & Neo. took same bus. den it was home sweet home time.. teeeheee... it was really nice u noe... last year of school & yeahh.. tis is how we shud party. the most memorable BBQ indeed. ima miss them all. awww shucks... ciaoz.

P.S: i sipped a lil bit of alcohol! weee! beer. from thailand. diao. thx Shane!

life totally suck.

oh fuck it. tis fucking post got deleted. wat da fuck. goddamit. even my fucking computer is going against me. wat the fuck sial...

i hate my fucking life rite now. its juz so fucked up. i juz hate my life & my family rite now. i juz hate dem all. i dun receive that family support from them. wat did my mum do wen i showed her da book i published? put it aside & tended to other stuff. wen she suddenly wanted to brag abt sth abtr her children.. DEN she remembers abt it.

what does my family do wen i fail my tests, wen my teachers complain abt me? they scold me & threaten me. BUT my frens encouraged me to study harder... they talked to me abt wat i did to deserve da scoldings.... THEY supported me.

i dun see the joy & grandness of being scolded & embarrassed in front of my peers. my sis resorted to tt wen i was in primary school. for gods sake! how old am i?! i'm fucking 15! wats her fucking prob?

so wat if i've been flunking my tests?! i NEED support. i CRAVE for support. do dey noe tt i've been contemplating on wat paths to take for my future career so tt i cn support THEM?! do they noe tt da money they gave me, i keep thinking thrice of how to spend it & why i shud spend it?! NO!

they dunno anything abt me. they misunderstaood my intention. they misjudged my intention. they doubted my words & intention. they dun seem to noe me at all. THEY. THEM who were supposed to know me inside out. They who shud show me moral support. teach me moral courage. show me family love. i juz dun understand dem.

haizz...

i so stressed la! got tt cheerleading thingy.. SIAN. and Fan! arghhh!! i feel so tut lorhx...

todae.. i cudnt help but be a lil depressed. sth happened earlier tis morning wen i was abt to get out of da hse... dad & mum were fighting... bcos of me & stuff... more of my thang kinda thingy.. huh? nvrm. wadeva. so yeahh.. depressed me a lil. cudnt help but cry while walking to school & in da council room. thk gdness no one saw. yeah.

so todae stayed for cheerleading practised. played wif Mao Hui. lols. *plays tt sexy song* Mao Hui keeps trying to tickle me. lols. BUT. i tickled him back. he's VRY ticklsh dwn dere.... where? his legs larhx... lols.

and yeahh... stayed till like 5++ den i felt SO lethargic.... i cudnt take it anymore larhx... so yeahh... went home instead of accompanying my mates to buy the stuff.. i'm really sry yaar? i was really lethargic & darn pissed i dunno why.. so i didnt want to be a bitch & fcuk u guys up aiite? sry yeah?

so tis Saturday am off to Haudy's hse. mayb staying over? dunno larhx. prolly not. mom wont allow it. haizz... i dunno why but sometimes i find tt... my parents pay attention to me at da wrong time. haizz.. and my sis. my gawd. she's still using the tactic she did wen i was in primary school.. "i'll come dwn ur school & meet all ur frens..." she nvr quits embarrasing me in front of my peers. WHY?!

and its not helping much wif me missing him. i cudnt help it but wen i thought of someone cheating on him... i felt.. urgh. tt gal is a bitch. lols. anieways.. haven been receiving morning greetings from him.. another him larhx. he's coming back on da.. 22 if i aint wrong?! haizz.. nvrm. i tink i need to go off now. one things for sure.. I MISS HIM.

Love. Love. Love.

haizz.. wat da heck.. i juz cant stop thinking of him lorhx.. but nvrm. i shall strive hard to forget him la. teehee.

anieways, nth much happened. juz been missing him lots & lots. lols. plus yeahh.. now gonna be vry busy lerhx.. guess wat?! i am like the CHEERLEADING LEADER. lols. so i'm a CHEERleader. lols. cool ehh? and our House Name has been changed to HERCULES. teehee. so cute rite?!

and yeahh.. todae was da PSL investiture. it was their first so yeahh.. but it was pretty cool u nooe.. atleast they had a dance u noe.. haizz... so sadd.. councillors didnt haf lor.. all cos not enuff time & ppl not attending. lets wait till its ur turn to organise. hah!

anieways, todae had meeting abt da Student Leaders' Dinner & Dance. so yeahh... we're doing it next SATURDAY. 18th MARCH. in erm... SCHOOL HALL. lols. yeahh.. so wat da heck larhx.. =) .

and people, do appreciate wat we haf for you okies? its not easy to cater to everyone's needs. thx yeah? ciaoz.

bf & gf suffers same fate...

I was violently ill yesterday yea? Had a very very bad twisted tummy pain...teehee.. but afta a good rest, i was ok..

now my bf had to go to da hospital yesterdae... KK hospital.. da A&E section... =(.. the whole family went ya noe? and yeahh.. dere wasnt many people.. but we hadta wait for a long time still... we went off at 11++ pm.. den yeahh.. i smsed Jas & Seng.. trying to keep my mind distracted...

He received injection & all.. Doctor diagnosed it as stomach flu. ='( i was so so sadd.. but i didnt show.. my sis was already so tired... & my mum so worried... da males were worried too but they didnt show.. so wat da heck.. i'm considered half-male? eh? lols.

we hadta wait for my bf to pee cos they needed to do some tests... so yeahhh... afta all da kaboom & kabaam... we all went home at 2++ am or 3++ am... all i noe is tt i was dozing off in the taxi... and i remembered that we reached home at around 3.45am.. lols. cos i was groggily changing out of my friggin pants..

and now yeahh.. tis morn woke up at 10.45am. lols. did my malay compo.. & now proceeding to da SS sourced-based qns. i tink i AM deteriorating. shit. cos i dun understand some stuff. yikes! ciaoz.

What Hurts The Most

This song is so so beautiful.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

[chorus]
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

[chorus]

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

Song by: Rascal Flatts

The highlighted words are those that fits da bill of my situation. haizz...

i'm sick.

went for tuition this morning... finished my E Maths homework & started on new chapter for E maths. teehee. met up wif Jas & wenta pay my phone bill... den we went for lunch at KFC. as usual, i ordered shrooms' meal... i changed da drink to Milo tho this time.. and urgh. it was THICK! and yeahh... straight afta my meal, i had a terrible tummy ache!

i tink its cos of tt Milo... so Jas & I rushed to da bus stop to go my hse... jas waited downstairs... budden she later smsed her parents called cos dey wanted to go out... so she left first.. shortly afta tt, i went to da toilet again. argh!! it hurts!

afta all those toilet visits.. i was so weary, i read a lil & went off to sleep! and now i am awake!! and so so healthy!! lol. okie dokie. i tink tts mainly all.. oh yeahh.. Brett's considering travelling to Singapore... to meet me! lols. how cool is tt?! ciaoz!

3 March 2006

the Walk of my Life

i walked from home, to the 7-eleven uphill, downhill, to Neo's house, to Bishan Park then walk home. wat the hell...

surprisingly tho my feet dun hurt. lol. its all cos of tt Neo's fault! urgh! he's not at all gentleman-ly. urgh. he cycled all da way and nvr accompany me. wat da heck... so tut rite.. and yeahh.. now i noe where Mr Lee Lik Teck lives. eew.

anieways.. had Guides todae... Alson & Zhen Kai [ itink tts da spelling] took us.. its for our proficiency badge. arugh!! lol. wat da heck. anieways.. nth much happened really. went home wif Debbie, Kua & Neo.. teehee... ciaoz.

Oh What A Day...!

Well..well..well.... today during VE lesson, Mrs Chew singled me out to have a small chit chat. She asked about my plans and everything. About my future larh basically. then she said sth abt me everytime play wif Shun Wai.. haizzz

but seriously, now the three muskeeteers haf been paying attention during class lorhx! Shun teaches us Maths while the other two of us just help in everything we can. But Shun is actually smart. go boi !

todae afta school, stayed back in class for dunno wat reason wif Sharifah... den we went off in the end wif Neo & Diana... but as we left the MRT station [buy bus pass], Diana went off. Then the three of us idiots wenta watch movie.

Neo wanted to watch Final Destination 3 but i didnt want to. It looks scary. so yeahh.. we wenta watch Big Momma's House 2 . Its actually boring but some scenes spiced up the whole movie. so wat da heck. den blah blah blah.. lotsa things happened todae in which i am vry lazy to type & share wif u ppl. so yeahh... printed out alll those notes & all. den yeahh.. hafta now go wash all those kitchen stuff that Neo bought. ciaoz.

i shall look at him from afar

darn it. darn it. darn it. i cant seem to forget him. i told sharifah about my turmoil of emotions & yeahh... we sort of talked about it during recess. we were actually in the councillors' room eating home-cooked food. lol. how cool is tt?

and yeahh... rmb i mentioned sth abt trying to avoid him? well... i tried but somehow i juz wan to be near him. lol. weird. but wat da heck. Jas said tt she NOES who i like but well... of the 46 minutes we talked on the phone, she's mentioned all the possibilites of guys including the one i want. Ans these include, Neo, Joon Wei, Yong Shun, Yong Xin [my darl], Mao Hui [my bf, oni da hand], SHUN WAI [my gawd. jas needs a CAT scan]. and many many more from all the express classes. oh, it was such fun!

and yeahh... had Malay remedial today. And got back our Bio result. guess wat?! i FAILED!! lol. tts like so WATEVA. but nyeh. wateva. so yeahh.. now i'm home. so refreshed & clean. weee! but yeahh.. am off to MAYBE maple. den am off to do some reading. weeee! no hw! i tink. ciaoz!

What & it...

Can you believe it? Sharifah & i went to da arcade to play para-para for like more den 2 hours! lol. we are experts now arent we? "Stay!!"

anieways... todae i learnt sth in A Maths lesson. lol. i was paying attention in class actually. and afta knocking my head against Shun Wai's, i've managed to steal some of his brain cells. lol.

oh wells... i'll hafta continue doing those SS notes for my two idiotic DEAREST frens. lol. its cool. anieways... i told sharifah tt i miss him. lol. it felt good to let someone noe i miss him. lol. tho she noes who the he is like so long ago. lol. tts cool aint it?

anieways, i tink i better go off now. lol. its cool juz now.. relieving my stress wif dat para-para thingy. and SOMEONE said i'm turning into ah lian. gawd. grow up hun! lols. aiite. ciaoz ppl.

i guess life HAS to go on

You sucked me in and played my mind
Just like a toy, you would crank and wind
Baby, I would give till you wore it out
You left me lying in a pool of doubt
And you're still thinkin' you're the daddy Mac
You should've known better but you didn't
And I can't go back

[chorus]
Oh, life goes on
And it's only gonna make me strong
It's a fact, once you get onboard
Say goodbye, cause you can't go back
Oh, its a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, it's my life before me
Got this feeling that I can't go back

Wish I knew then, what I know now
You held all the cards and sold me out
Baby, shame on you if you fooled me once
Shame on me if you fooled me twice
But you've been a pretty hard case to crack
I should've known better but I didn't
And I can't go back

[chorus]

Na na na na na, life goes on
Na na na na na, made me strong
Oh yeah, got a feeling that
I can't go back
Life goes on (and it's only gonna make me strong)
Life goes on and on and on

Shame on you if you fooled me once
Shame on me if you fooled me twice
But you've been a pretty hard case to crack
I should've known better but I didn't
And I can't go back

[chorus]

Oh, life goes on
And it's only gonna make me strong
It's a fact, once you get onboard
Say goodbye, cause you can't go back
Oh, its a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, it's my life before me
Got this feeling that I can't go back

Leann Rimes
Life Goes On

darn it.

shit. lovesickness is back. darn it darn it darn it.

i like this one guy. but i cant tell who. obviously. but we are TOTALLY not compatible. In terms of everything. urgh. that suck. and sometimes, i like him but somtimes i dun like him. its like... i really like him & all but there'll be some parts of the things that he do that i dont like. and as i'm typing, i'm thinking of that person. darn it.

my mind has been occupied wif him alone. lol. i'm smiling cos i'm tinkin of him. i'm laughing cos i'm tinkin of him. i'm miserable cos i'm tinking of him & i cant haf him. oh mama. i'm in deep shita.

anieways, havent been blogging yeah? tts cos i've been lazy & all. lol. yeahh. wat da heck. plus i'm so... tired i guess. i mean... i juz wish to give up on everything. life jjuz sucks. i cant stop talkin of dat guy. urgh. he's actually... sweet. considerate if u observe his actions. but others dun tink so cos they judge him by wat he unintentionally did. so wat da heck. fuck u people!

anieways, i'm goin off now. darn it. i'll hafta find a way to stop tinkin of him. i tink i shud avoid him. yeah. i will. like a song by Leann Rimes, "Life goes on...Life goes on..." i shall post it. ciaoz.

"you are my only one.."

teehee. -yatee, i like tis song mahh.. teehee. anieways... todae had da thinking dae parade thingy... its was actually pretty cool but i was friggin nervous. i dunno why... i mean..da one during OOC was nerve-wrecking compared to tis and i pulled through but den... i didnt hafta shout command THEN. stupid De Kai... teased me abt my command.

i juz realised sth. wenever i'm nervous, my lips twitch. lol. its kinda cute actually. lol. den yeahh... da dae passed in a blur... i mean.. seriously, now i find that theres no point in coming to school.. i learn nothing. urgh.

anieways, had my Bio test todae in the library. haizz.. its so.. silly of me! i mean... i juz NOE the answers to the qns but the answers juz escape my mind. urgh. how stupid is that?

then afta tt, saw Rachel Lee so we decided to go home together. was sitting dwn packing my bag wen Joyce & Joshua came. lol. not couple larr. anieways, De Kai took this time to come out.. and somehow, we ended up in positions u cn ever imagine wen we haf our catfight. lols. and the rest were enjoying our show. how cool is that? we had ermmm... Siti from sec 1, rachel, joyce, joshua. wow. teehee. and denn... i did sth tt wasnt supposed to happen. But, i shall not say. teeehee. yeahhs. hafta go now. ciao.

I found out that when guys say that they are not romantic, they really mean it. They mean every word they say. But when they do the direct opposite of what they said, the result is heart-breaking. Like how an un-romantic guy would write so many lines of ''Sorry'' in different languages just for the one he loves and is afraid to lose? Talk about love. teehee.

Councillors' Investiture 2006

Weee! We did it!! yay!! *jumps around, hi5-ing* wooohooo!! all my hard work with my team pays off. wahahhaha. lame-ness. ANIEWAYS...

I was on tenterhooks the whole of this morning cos i was so so nervous for this whole investiture thingy. da Excos got out at 11.30 to get things ready and all... haizz.. vry rushed lorr. we still had chairs to arrange and all. lol. but it was cool tho.

wen da time finally arrived, we were so so nervous. "With every step, my anxiety rises". That was wat Neo said as we ascended the stairs. haizzzz... stress ar. den before we knew, the sec 2s were already off.. den da sec 3s & 4s...den... US! wakrakakkaka. it was darn cool at tt part. i felt like a big shot!

we receieved lotsa cheers actually. i was SHY. lol. and den had to endure the slit on my skirt & sitting in front of the whole school while listening to speeches & collar pins hand-out. haizzz... leg shivering lorr.. Hor, Agnes? teehee. and Ravi, i saw you baybeeh!!

but all in all, i thought it was a great success lor! sooooo cool!! teehee. ohh.. now, come to tink of it, i wish to turn back time. lol. its so so cool.

i learnt something today, i am SO forgetful!! [ actually i knew that like so long ago. but i forgot. diao.] i misplaced my Thinking Day script & my badge! urgh!! and yeahh... searched da whole house but still cant find... i am so dead as Miss Chew nicely sms-ed it. i'm dead...

To the councillors, exco & my DEAREST partner, Neo, thank you for your efforts & co-operation today. Especially to the few people who endured wearing skirts today for me! [you gals look HOT!] teehee. but yeahh, it was really cool juz now and i'm sure my partner wud oso say that you guys did a WONDERFUL job! Let's continue to work together towards a common goal. Remember, spectrum of color is what we are. Like the different colors we all have different personalities and all but also like the spectrum of colors, where the combined colors makes a WONDERFUL picture, we too make a bigger and WONDERFUL-ER picture wen we come together as one. Jia yo!

feeling so so crap-ed right now. cant find my badge & got to study for Bio and oso neeta iron those uniform. darn it. gicin command tomoro. how? SHY lol. ciaoz.

heal the world...make it a beta place

There was a dead lizard at the door of the toilet. lol. must have been too smelly la. I'd wanted to shit actually then i saw it. immobile. so Super Daddy threw it way, barehands. lol. weee!

anyways, today was quite fun la. teehee. had Guides and all. Practised for erm... Thinking Day.. and guess wat? who's da emcee? ME! lol. surprise surprise! but tis year, its da ultimate one. i'll hafta like give command lor. haizz... die liao. shyy la!!

but yeahhs... afta Guides wenta hit da provision shop opposite sch & ate instant noodles, Tom Yam - spicy! Went there with Joyce, Siti, Rohaidah & Hui Ting. lol. it was fun really. we talked & all. and there was a bunch of primary school kids who were LOUD, RUDE, UNCIVILLISED. they were talking about corks [cocks] and stuff. and comapring the bold stuff they did in class. LAME! then saw Neo. he wanted to take taxi home... den i shout him to come to where i was lor.. gimme a lift la... budden we ended up takng bus 262 home. lols!

before that, i had SO much fun in the councillors' room with Neo, Rachel Lee & Li Yan. lols. Rachel & I were doing crafting la while Neo was clearing up the friggin mess den Li Yan came up. Rach & I were painting den afta finish wanted to throw.. den i pretend pretend wanted to paint Neo's face.. but instead HE painted me lor! i mean as in... the paint was on me! so we had tug of war and all. and we painted each other. we became green people. certainly not horny tho. teehee.

todae i actually contemplated to not come school. i felt like as tho my body was like lead weight. wateva it means. i meant.. its juz so... disfunctional. lol. i juz didnt feel like getting up at all. but i did.

todae i learnt sth. You must alwaes believe in others. Everyone has a talent of their own and they do best at things that they are able to do. As fellow mankind, we should alwaes believe in each other and help each other discover their golden talent that's sometimes buried too deep within. We just need to spur them from time to time.

I also saw that Angeline Yap is actually just like anyone of us. But she's a little more special. Maybe God wants us to really see how exceptional human can really be. He wants us to help discover each other as we journey through our lives. We shouldn't alwaes focus on what we want. We should focus on what we can do to help ourselves and those around us.

Those are my thoughts for the day. Its really nice to do that. To have thoughts pouring through you. Everyone has conscience, act on them.

its been a long time yeah?

14th February 2006

Happy Valentines' Day! teehee. i received roses & choclates!! weee! anieways, stayed on afta school for Muster Parade. sian lorr! but oh well, it was quite cool actually. now that Yatee is gone from Guides' [ u suck] , Guides was getting funner!! [yeehaw!!] wakrakakkaka.

but before all that, we had assembly towards the end of the day. haizz.. but it wasn't sian u noe?! it was ROCKING!!! We had 2 local rock bands in our school! Ronnin' & The Suns Deyians were Boring!! They weren't participating at all lor! i mean.. its a rock band for god's sake! u're like suppose to jump up & down! During the Ronnin' performance, my peeps & I juz sat dwn and raised our hands and all... but afta da school song [ thx to Mr Freddy Goh] , my peeps & I went to Ravi they all and we ROCKED THE HOUSE!!! Lol!

We were jumping up & down and dancing like nobody's business. Everyone was looking at us. And The Suns made special dedication to us all! lol. it was coool!! But when RUDE DEYIANS started to leave in the middle of their performance, we decided to rush ALL the way to the front. We did! We screamed even more & jumped up & down. lol. The Suns specially prolonged the song so that we can jive to the music. They were cool man.

16th February 2006

haizz... haven been blogging have i? oh well, its cos i've been very very busy la... teehee. wadeva. anieways... todae didnt go for tuition. postponed to next Saturdae. lol. jia lat rite? teehee. its actually cos i'm too friggin tired to go anywhere else except hog my computer. lol. anieways, fought wif tt Neo denn blah blah blah... am really tired now so i guess i'll juz sign out now. aiite? btw, to my frens, i noe the poem is sad! i cried too yatee baybeeh!

My Shining Star

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.

And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.
One by one the teacher called a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?"she heard a boy call out.
She probably doesn't have one,"another student dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back,she heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,too busy to waste his day."
The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom.

And looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back,
slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.
"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
since this is such a special day.
And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.
We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone.
Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.
And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.
For she stood up for the love of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far
You see he was a policeman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towersand taught Americans to fear.
But sometimes when I close myeyes,
it's like he never went away."

And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.
And to her mothers amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.
Who knows what they saw before them,
who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,they saw him at her side.

I know you're with me Daddy,"to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.
Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

And a child was blessed,
if only for a moment,
by the love of her shining star.
And given the gift of believing,
that heaven is never too far.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them,
but then an entire life to forget them.

my GAWD.

i went to Peicai Sec todae and well... it was quite ok i guess. their school isnt a new building. its old. and i mean OLD. but well... aside tt all, do u noe tt they had only TWO rehearsals for their investiture?! and that they have been inviting outside student leaders to their investiture ever since they started. from the VERY first investiture. how cool is THAT? and we're like in our 18th yet we are only starting to invite parents. urgh.

and the fact that not many people turn up for the rehearsal makes my blood boils more. some dosent have the decency to tell WHY they are not coming. i'm telling you, i'm already at my last stage of coolness & compassion. dun make me real angry. till den, u wont like me.

so yeahh... had a headache last nite. it was HORRIBLE!! argh. it was da worst. it was da granpapa of all headaches. & it continued on till tis morning. haizz.. i was contemplating whether or not to go to school but oh well, my gdgal won over me. teehee.

so right now i shall get off. i shall just wait for my friggin fone to fininsh charging then erm... oh yeahh, call Ayin to bring my book. and yes, do Malay homework. wee!. ciaoz.

groooovy baybeeh!

lols. i changed my template AND song, as you can see. lols. so hapiie. and yes, the song may sound like erm.. unprofessional like, its cos, its not. lols. i think its sang by non-popular persons. teehee.

anieways, been really really busy these few days. am really really frustrated with the councillors though. they just dont seem to understand the difficulties they are giving us. haizz.. sian lor! coming mondae, ima vent my pent up frustrations.

den had the re-test for E Maths. lols. we were like.. talking. so wat the heck. talking la but not sharing answers ok. Dedication & Integrity. hello. hello. teehee. den yar, pinched nehh more. lols. ouchie. i like...

den todae had Guides too. welcomed the sec ones. played games & all. (: den supposed to haf foot drills but yeah, Mrs Ang took up that 1/2 hour [what drills can you do with that much of time?!]. Had myself enrolled in two courses durign the holidays. Kayak-ing & Modern TAP dance! can u believe it?! lols.

anieways, ima go off now. haizzz. tomoro got Chingay!! teehee. cant wait. though i got tuition early in the morn. aiyo! ciaoz.!

Hello people!

Heyys, its been quite some time since i blog in ya... as in really blog... teehee.. anieways, its Chinese New Year! Happy Chinese New Year to my Chinese peeps. (:

teehee. anieways, right now i am chatting wif peeps. and yet i'm still boredd... haizz... wat to do.. and i still cant believe its Sunday already.. hiazz...

proceeding on now to TODAY. 31st Jan. dun mind da other date. tis was a draft. teehee. i was out wif Sherry & yatee to 'study'. well.. we ended up doing a lil bit of homework.. denn we went off to play com at da CC again. lolz.

anieways.. wenta watch Cheaper By The Dozen 2. lols. dere were like oni 8 people dere. PATHETIC. nono. its 10. lols. 6 outsiders & 4 of US - vick, siti, ayin & me. teehee. anieways.. i'm lazy to blog now. teehee. ciaoz.

tis is me. (:

since i cant be bothered to blog nowadays.. lemme post pictures! weee!


this is muah. teehee. thk god i'm not da one in white.. no HAIR. but oh well, if oni i can fit into dat white dress.. weee! i feel so pretty oredi.













Hail the QUEEN!!!. weeee! now pay your respcts to the Queen by tagging me board. now! adios!

Bryan Roberts.

Hey Yatee. this is the guy i was talking about. Eurasian. 19. so many blood mixed together... teehee. very fun guy to talk to. (:

its been a long long time....

THE EARTH SAYS HELLO!

teehee. i havent been blogging for soooo long! i KNOW! but well, i've been really really really busy. with investiture and tests and MORE tests, i am not even at home most of the times!

but wells, i caught forty winks just now, it was the bestest sleep i ever had! no dreams, no disturbance. lol. tt feels sooooo goood! and yeahh, went swimming today with Nas. lol

it was cool. i mean, there werent many people around except for a few guys. and we swam, wrestled and talked. lol. anieways... i've got no idea what to do now. i mean, cant really remember what i did the past few days. all i know i've been really busy. haizz.. aiite denn. ciaoz.

everybody needs a lil time away...

oh well, i sure agree wif my title.. teehee. i find tt now i keep having anxiety attack. like.. "shit o levels nearing wat am i to do???!!! i suck at all my subjects. EVERYTHING!!" ... so yeahh...

and seroiusly, i juz cant seem to find da discipline to actually take out those books & study. haizz... i envy my other frens... urgh!!

anieways, nth much been happening. teehee. chris said he's afraid tt i mite haf found someone better... oh well.. i dunno.... its so hard abt tis all.. i mean... who's to decide wats gonna happen one minute later in ur life except God? aiyo... stress ar.. and now.. my mum keeps nagging and all... and i'm now ALWAES broke. argh!!

so yes... i tink i'ma get off now.. wif those investitures stuff goin on.... urgh. i can never haf a gd rest! ciaoz.

pheew... sorry

18 January 2006

"smelly lar ur feet!!" *sticks fingers up nose*
"hmmm, i can still smell my cream bath!" *saw aaron doing the same*
"eh, i dun smell anything. except.. just now i scratched my butt.."
*horrified* *passed da news around*
"Aaron scratches his butt then smell his fingers lorr!!!"
*at last whole class went "Aaron... eeeeeeeeeeeeew!!" *

weee! lol. tt was da thing tt happened in class during the alst few periods. lol. i cudnt contain my laughter! i laughed til i had tummy cramps! lol. tt was really cute. da way my class reacted to da news. lol. poor Aaron... awww. teehee.

anieways, havent been blogging much haf i? oh well, am trying to catch up wif my studies. favourite graduating classes phrase "O' levels nearing.." haizz.. so yeahh.. hafta really study hard. i wanna go Ngee Ann Poly lorr... haizz..

afta school, wenta grab some C sushi... i dunno wats wif da name.. lol. yepps. wif Neo & Meli... teehee. we were being playful la.. (: each add 2 cups of C. lol. WOW. i noe. denn went home wif Neo & did some maths.

19 January 2006

anieways.. i cant really rmb wat happened yesterdae & all. todae.. nth new happened. haizz.. PE rite. we went RUNNING!!!!! argh! i NOE! da excuse given for us to run was lame but wat da heck. shed 'em fats baybeeh!! weeee! lol. so rite now.. i am blogging afta so long den am off to chat for like 1/2hr before moving on to do my SS & proposal. haizz. ciaoz.

swim me baybeeh!!

weee! lol. went swimming with my whole family including Yatee.. lol. it was fun really u noe.. afore tt, i was at home rotting.. lol. chatting wif Penguin actually & a lil wif Si Ming.. hmmmm.. they are both in Canada. i still cant believe it...

anieways, nth much happened todae... hehe. am now at da CC wif yatee AGAIN. lol. might as well throw my com right? weee! yatee & i parted ways wif da rest & went to KFC. lol. sat dwn.. ate.. chatted and den we were off walking around AMK central for a while..den since mama & didi is going over to my sis; place for a while den go dinner, i decided to come to da cc instead...

and now,i an sitting beside tis woman who is playing wif da cam.. haizz.. so sadd.. and guess wat? sth hilarious happened. before yatee & i decided to go to da CC, she was grumbling tt Richard wont be here... but is aid well, his bro will be, jokingly. lol. well well, guess who came through the door as we were seated merely 3 minutes? his bro. lol. & we cudnt help giggling abt it. lol. yes. giggle. wakrakakakkaa. anieways, i've got nth to say now so i 'll just go chatting around... aite. ciaoz.

I dun wanna go another dae..

Urgh. Can you believe it? da ACES thingy, dey divided da graduating classes into 2 lor! and my half ran in the school.. lol. actually, it was still fun.. but sth.. unexpected & unintended happened. Parmes was walking infront & Sharifah & I was behind her.. so we decided to jog den give a lil push... we did juz tt.. but things didnt went as planned. Parmes fell. ouchie. Sharifah & i apologised profusely... i felt really bad wen a saw a trickle of tear... argh!! Parmsy, i'm sorry yaar.

hmmm, da lessons went on as per normal... tho i still dunno wen da result for da A maths test will be out... haizz.. so stressed lor.. one of my frens failed & he's goin for appeal.. haizz.. wat cn a few papers prove? i felt a lil down denn but dennn.....

went for Guides; & played games throughout. it was lame but fun la.. especially da part wen we went.... "on da count of 3.....3!" *screams!!!* lol. den during break time, joyce, hui ting & me were singing like crazy people lorr.. and we were singing in those high-pitched voices. crazy ppl lor.. lol...

den went hme wif Rachel Lee & now i am HOME! weee! lol. tomoro is Saturday and i dunno where i'll go.. hmmm maybe i'll go swimming? den go study... hehe. muz noe wen to be serious & wen to play mahh.. (: anieways.. ciaoz. i'll blog in wen i got da time. btw.. i enjoy being the third-wheel! lol. *winkies*

rug it baybeeh!!

can u believe it?! no running for PE!! lol! yayy!! *jumps up & dwn* teehee. anieways, we'll be doing rugby for these 10 weeks. lol. gruelling eh? =P

so yeahh.. had a lil of confusion todae during PE and had to do 80 friggin push ups lor!! *reflexes muscle* lol. i cn definitely feel da bulge. lol. hmm "feel da bulge".. now tt sounds.... sexual. lol. sadly, parmes & vani were separated from me & sharifah.. aww.. da pigs are separated... *cries sadly* BUT, we're wif Juliao & her crazy gang! lol. & Alson & Kaishun & Wei Jian.. lol. but Sharifah & I ender up wif da bois wen it came to practising time. wat da heck. lol. it was hilarious actually...

there was to be 2 attacker & 1 defender. so naturally, sharifah & i were da attacker while Kaishun was our defender. i was scared shitless wen kaishun came towards me so wat did i do? i throw da stupid ball vertically up in which Kaishun easily caught & made his touchdown. *rofl* i NOE! how stupid is tt?! lol. but in da end da pigs reunited & we had our own game of "rolling in the mud". we played in da hall btw. lol. so yeahh, it was cool & i cant wait for da next week. i still cant believe tt wen da PE is gettin fun, dey let us haf it for oni once a week, an hour session. haizz..schools juz dunno wat we students want. alwaes.

spent about like 1/2h or less wif Neo afta school. Nipple squeezing! lol. but tt guy is so sleek now. lol. he armlocked my arm!! cn u believe it?! but thk gawd his fone rang.. lol. so i had da chance to actually rub & squeeze it! lol. sounds vry... pervertic to some of u? or u r goin dat.. "WAD-ever" routine... lol. well, it was hilarious in my point of view. but Neo, da next time u do tt, i'll pull harder, and it wont be at da nipple. u'll noe where dun u? lol. thx Neo. (:

todae was actually an enjoyable dae. actually i shud haf known. cos every single time wen i noe during PE, if we were to do sth dreadful, i wud be able to like.. sense it and thus my morning wud be a total wreck.. but tis morning.. i was actually calm.. haiyo!

and yeahh, earlier on, i thought i'd lost my A maths textbook, now i haf 2! lol. i thought i lost mine again so i took one tt was lying on my table.. turns out mine was lying on MY table back at hme! lol. anieways.. later am goin for tuition.. haizz.. i dunno wat to do abt my maths now.. so friggin sadd lorr.. haizz... ciaoz.

my life dwn da drain...

well well well.. da a maths test was a total depression on my life right now. i mean, for god's sake.. my whole year is wasted shud i fail my friggin test... *cries sorrowfully* wat can i do? i noe i'll be disappointing quite a fair bit of people. like my parents, my sis, my frens & my tuition teacher, Yi Hong. urgh!!!

anieways, todae nth much happened. i've been very busy da past few daes tat i didnt haf da time to actually blog in. hehe sry yaar. anieways, todae me, parmes & vani had a lot of fun in da friggin lab. lol. we were given da stupid experiment of swinging the friggin pendulum. ahhh.. lol. nth surprising yeah? lol. but we sure had a lot of fun u noe.. juz laming & crapping around like small kids. lol.

denn i squeezed Neo's nehh again. lol. i've been squeezing his nehh since dunno wen lorr.. lol. paisehh la Neo. i'm head over heels in love wif ur flat chest. *laughs uncontrollably* i tink Neo got breasts le.. lol. poor guy but oh well, i sure need someone to like lighten up my day.. thx Neo for doin so... ((: haizz... wat to do.. and Neo seems to be da perfect target. teehee. anieways, now am at CC wif Yatee. planned to actually print some of aaron's pic but i dunno how to print dem here. got no Microsoft word. waaa! lol.

and believe it or not.. here i am sitting beside yatee's future bro-in-law. lol. was saving a pic of aaron's wen i saw tt dere were some pics of richard & his bro i tink.. and at da same moment, his elder brother came in through the door. lol! and he plopped dwn rite bside me.. haizzz.. i dunno wats wif guys, pics & frensta. lol. i tried to upload some pic but cudnt do so.. irritating sia... lol.but wat da heck.. lol. oh well, ima go now. 30 minutes are goin up soon. ciaoz!!

all i want is a chance to say...

hmmm, today the day started in a pretty hectic way. I woke up at 5.30 instead of 5 to iron my uniform, pack my bag & bathe! lol. the worst is tt i stepped on mud cake as i board the bus. aiyo!

well, as they say, bad luck comes in threes. The second one is that during Mother Tongue lesson, i 'thought' i left my textbook at home [it was actually in my file as i later found out]. The third and last one is that.... I failed my maths.

anyways, wnt home with Sherry todae! lol. he's moved in mahh.. lol. vry funny. it feels weird to go home wif one of my close frens. lol.anieways, got home & found my dearest bf wide awake. lol. he was on his rollling chair and he bounced wen he saw me! lol. he must haf REALLY missed me! awwwww.... (:

anyways, bathed. a long cold one. lol. and now i smell sooooo gooood. and den started chatting for a lil while designing my cover page for journal. lol. haf decided to go to CC to do it tho. waste my ink. lol. gonna buy nice color paper too! =P ima decorate my cover page wif aaron's pic! lol

anieways, i chatted wif Chris too. hehe. yes we're tokin again. lol. but he had to go & work so yeahh.. while he went away, i chatted wif Vani. lol. i once mistook for Sharifah... it was embarrassing yet hilarious! lol. seriously interesting. oh yeah, Mrs Chew, my co-form teacher, has changed our seats. but den she left Sharifah & me alone lol. but i realised, y dun i sit wif Shun Wai?! lol. i cn teach him english, he cn teach me maths! lol. shun wai agreed, but i dun really noe.. lol. i still wan my sharifah.. =P

anieways, Sharifah gave me a pressie. lol. its not my bdae but it was a late Xmas pressie. tts really sweet of her yaar? i love you, girl. itsz my fav author book. lol. da book i was gonna save up on to buy.. and she bought it for me! lol. i'm so touched by her gesture. thx once again! anieways, ima wait for yatee's reply to whether go CC or not. and tt Sherry too. lol. it seems weird yet fun. lol. so yeahh, ciaoz.

Loneliness Knows Me By Name...

hmmmm, i dunno y but yesterdae wen i woke up at 5, i was at home alone. i felt lonely actually. Given the fact that i spent so so much times in the company of my friends in school than at home few days back, i suddenly felt lonely now that finally, orientation has ended. no more hectic schedules.

i just miss the times where we all stood together to face the ever present obstacles and succeeding in doing so. though there were cork ups, the days ended up well. i miss the fellow captains with whom i chatted with, worked with & had lots of fun with. i miss those days when we worked through the day & evening for this orientation.

i guess i'm feeling so melodramatic is because this is my final year at school, hopefully. so it also means that next year, we will all go our separate ways. it's really sad when you think of it. All the four years of spending time together, you are again separated.

anyways, woke up at 11.30am today. the tiredness just won't go away. hehe. only my fingers moving. i'm just slouching against the chair. then i read a book today about relationships stale-ing. it's actually that hey have been in a relationship for so long that they are comfortable with one another. But the girl saw another guy and she felt a little attracted. she two-timed them. but her boyfriend is a really nice guy. rock solid kind of guy. so she chose him in the end.

so this morning after i read the book finish, i felt lonely again. this time is due to the fact that no one was at home. and the resonance of being in love was still hovering around me. It would be a nice feeling knowing that someone is there to cuddle up with me while i was at home alone, in the cold. i mean, just meet at the void deck for a while and just cuddle up, catching up with the times we've lost due to orientation. i bet you, i would fall asleep in his arms. lol. haizz, the wonders of having someone to be there for you. oh well, let's stop daydreaming shall we? ciaoz.

3 cheers for Student Leaders!

Well well well! School's reopen!! lol. yepps. but well, am really sry for not updatin my blog. teehee. been really really busy wif orientation and all. haizz...

anieways, got bak from da sec one camp todae. teehee. lemme tell u, it was..... FUN!!! lol. yepps. really tedious tho. da sec ones didnt wan to listen to us... nvr listen to instructions and stuff like that. most of us were 'pek-chek' le. (: but we made it through.. anieways, lemme juz tell u wat happened throughout this week briefly.

it started on Tuesdaey rite.. yepps.. almost all of da student leaders 'ponn' class lor. all went to help out at da day one orientation. pretty sian at first... but den everything gradually fall into places. but da sec ones werent yet warmed up to each other & us so there were a few awkward pauses.

den Wednesday, it was normal lesson time.... lol. i thought i'd be dead or sth.. like.. oh shit.. a boring dae and all.. but actually, it feels nice to be in a room where frens u've made over da years.. & its especially nice wen u guys noe tis is ur last yr together... so yeah.. ima miss dem all.. anieways, side-tracking dere...

on Thursday, that was wen all da fun.. & run began. The day started out normally... da important 'Captains' get to 'ponn' class again.. & we went to set up da whole orientation for tt dae... its da 'Arts Trail'.. Melissa's dae.. some stuff were corked up... not by us but SOME teachers... so yeahh.. Melissa was pretty stressed. but hey, who wudnt wen u've got 300 odds students running around school, trying not to disrupt others' lessons. but well, at da end of da dae... it turned up pretty good...

Friday, yesterday, things heated up! ohhh yeahhh... gimme some action baby! =) we had normal lessons tis time.. oh yeahh.. before tt.. da school now has tis programme called All Children Exercise Simultaneously - ACES. which means EVERYONE will do some form of exercise on tt dae. every week. so well, Sec 4s , graduating classes [at last, i now fall for tt category!], had to run! lol. but it was FUN! *rofl*

anieways.. on fridae, we skipped lessons again. da second half of da dae la.. teehee. i loved it man. (: denn... we went all out to get da whole thing ready.. first up is da game called 'Lost'. Initial plan was, it's to last for 3 hours. BUT. most of da groups got da last clue in less den 2 hours?! and da fact tt all the clues at one of the station were 'mysteriously' taken away, it was impossible for some groups to even start da game... it corked up a lil.. but den... u haf yet to hear da later part....

before i go on, juz wud like to mention tt i was pretty pissed wif a teacher. i cant believe tt she cud haf made me cry... i was so close u u noe to doing juz tt.

anieways, after patrolling for a couple of rounds, sat wif some other 'free' SLs.. den we tok & stuff.. and it rained on & off.. da clouds were playing hide-and-seek lor.. denn blah blah blah.. campfire..... tis is fun man..

da guys stacked everything & all... everything was ready at da campfire site except tt we haf yet to get da sec ones dere..so we got dem dere.. BUT. it started drizzling.... hmmm.. den it rained.. den it grew heavier! had to shift da sec ones bak to da hall budden wen da last class went, da rain stopped! urgh! den Mr Zaman said to carry da benches form canteen to da site. so we did juz tt. lots of noise.. students running around... it was chaotic a lil but fun. (:

and so we started da campfire. me, brenda, agnes, melissa, cheryl & jasmine if i aint wrong, were da emcees lol. we had mic problem, we had crowd problem. lol. some of da sec one classes werent at all participatin... but we got da ball rolling alrite... i shouted, ran, jumped up & dwn, sang, smiled, laugh & every other imaginable thing tt a crazy woman wud do... lol. i shouted to da whole quadrangle cos da mike wasnt working. and ran around to get myself heard. phee-eew.

afta all tt, my voice remained wif me. lol. yepps. so da dae passed prety fast ya? and den da captains were patrolling around at nite. lol. we tried to scare da sec ones but we cudnt do it lor. lol. we were busy handling discipling cases in da end & den juz lookin at how dey sleep and all. oh yeahh.. GUYS DO SLEEP LIKE GALS. saw some curling up & all. lol. vry vry cute. den yeahh.. played games in da PAC room & all. and CRISTAL, YOU STILL OWE US STH!!.

skipping other details, all i can say is tt, at 5.15, Cristal, Chervonne, Jas, Melissa, Xiangwei & me, ended up in da staff room. we went to sleep at last. BUT. had to wake up at 5.45.... lol. but jas, xiangwei, me & meli wenta da canteen & slept more.. till like 6+ den we hurried wif da others. lol. not enuff sleep lor!!

but yeahh.. todae, had da CCA Orientation.. so Neo & me emceed da two concert segments & all. tell u ar... most of us were half-dead. we were like zombies walkin around in da dae. lol. but well , we managed to catch forty winks once in a while la... but tts juz not enuff, right? and soon, i was home! hehe. but from 1pm onwards til around 5, i was asleep. lol. darn tired babe. so yeahh. now am blogging and all. ima change template mayb.. and song. weee! ciaoz. anieways...

3 CHEERS & 3 CHEERS & 3 CHEERS FOR STUDENT LEADERS!!! we did it you guys. but its not the end yet, its JUZ da beginning....

a whole new dae....!

Merci! lol. i know French. can ui believe it?! i understand french! lol. deres tis ang moh woman who wanted to use da fitting room. and she asked me in French abt sth.. and i answered her in English... and she said Merci. which means Thk You. lol. *looks so darn please wif herself* . well.. she wanted to noe how to take out da hanger...lol. and obviously, she was pointing to it & shoving it into my hands.. ahhh... lol. *looks so darn sheepish now* lmfao.

anieways, todae we whole family went to Thekka. weeee!! Ate thosai dere... yummy.. superb! yepps.. lol. but here i was feeding mysefl, beside me my mum was feeding my Briyani too. lol. madness!

den wenta sell me old fone. lol. 10 bucks. wat da heck. scoot! anieways, den went bak to mah sis hse. lol. sat dwn fer a while.. den packed up to leave. but me sis was playin wif MY NEW FONE. *grins wildly* how da heck dya grin wildly?! anieways, she got addicted to da pool game. lol. but i had to shit. so i hurried home... and now.. here i am blogging.

it'll soon be time to pack 'em bag, iron my uniform & get all those stuff needed for tomoro. i forgot wher ei placed my friggin tie. & collar pin!! arghh!!!! lol. die die die... and shit.. i still got proposals to do. die.. argh!!! lol. BUT now am off ot eat. haharx. afta shit tummy empty again mahh.. so muz fill up. lol. *pinches her fats* hmmm i'm gettin fatter. *turns to mummy, pouting* its all her fault!! lol. ciaoz.

a whole New Year..!! [01.01.06]

woot!! itz move oVer 2005, and HEL-LO 2-oh-oh-6!! *jumps up & dwn* lol. anieways.. since its a new year.. i started it off by... gettin a new Fone!! weee! yepps. paid it all by myself. so i can proudly call it MY FONE. its got mp3 playback, camera [zoom x4] & its 3G. whoah. wat more cn i ask for. teehee.

so yeahh.. been spending da nites over at my sis' hse. hehe. kinda fun u noe. wif tt lil kiddo & his actions. (:

hmmmmm didnt do anything much... went out wif my whole family.. went for breakfast and all.. spent most of da time at my sis' hse.. forgot wat we did. lol. haizz.. my memory darn bad now..

and i STILL cant beleive tt sch's reopening!! argh!!!! my gawd. i havent done a single homework man... wakrakakakka.. haizz.. how la.. die le... nvrm.. i shall try to curry favor from teachers & get some days' grace. weeee! ciaoz.

i'm lovin it!! [29.12.05]

lol. tis is da best dae ever! lol. i mean it. all da excos met up tis time to finalise da whole thing & make preparations. lol. but da first part of da dae, we were slacking!! believe it or not.. we were! lol.

we switched on da aircon in da room, music & played Twister! lol. yepps. Cristal & me kept playing u noe. we tangled wif each other & ourselves. lol. it was pretty nice. denn wen someone played da 'Sway' song by Michael Buble, Kua & Cristal tried to do some chachacha dance. lmfao!! Kua's face was so friggin funny sia.. and Cristal was trying hard to dance without getting da giggles. lol

den we played more Twister! These are da groups. Cristal & me ; Cristal, me & Neo ; cristal, me & sze ying ; cristal, me & jasmine; cristal, me, kua & szeying; cristal, me, kua, yesheng, szeying, cheryl. cristal & sze ying. lol. and not forgettin, cristal, me, cheryl & szeying. lol. it was cool man! " Boring la cristal!" =P

but well, towards da afternoon, we got dwn to serious business. Agnes got all da stuff needed printed & all & me & agnes went back & forth to arrange dem all. it was cool yet tedious. den we got dwn to cutting out da big big colred papers to da desired sizes... pasted double sided tape on da papers.. got all da neccessary stuff written & re-arrange dem all. and we were still at it at 6pm++. the friggin auntie was complaining abt us workin late & all. but we got da uncle to understand tt we DUN wan to do it but we HAF to. its like.. obligatory. sth like tt la. so we did it. and around 7++ pm , we were done. cleaned up & all. and off we went.

cristal, nick, neo, jas, melissa & me went to Popular to buy some more stuff.. den we went home straight. oh yeahh,, melissa played Twister! too. lol. forgot to metion tt. and yeahh.. cristal, neo & me got da same bus while da others went thier separate ways. haizz.. a vry vry iresome yet fun dae. hmm.. and shit, i haf tuition todae, 30.12.05. grrreat! ciaoz.