Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees
a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.
One by one the teacher called a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
a man who wasn't there.
"Where's her daddy at?"she heard a boy call out.
She probably doesn't have one,"another student dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back,she heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,too busy to waste his day."
The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back,
slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.
"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
since this is such a special day.
And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
and how much he loves me so.
He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.
We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone.
Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"
With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.
And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.
For she stood up for the love of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,doing what was right.
And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.
I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far
You see he was a policeman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towersand taught Americans to fear.
But sometimes when I close myeyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.
And to her mothers amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.
Who knows what they saw before them,
who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,they saw him at her side.
I know you're with me Daddy,"to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.
Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.
And a child was blessed,
if only for a moment,
by the love of her shining star.
And given the gift of believing,
that heaven is never too far.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them,
but then an entire life to forget them.
11 February 2006
06 February 2006
my GAWD.
i went to Peicai Sec todae and well... it was quite ok i guess. their school isnt a new building. its old. and i mean OLD. but well... aside tt all, do u noe tt they had only TWO rehearsals for their investiture?! and that they have been inviting outside student leaders to their investiture ever since they started. from the VERY first investiture. how cool is THAT? and we're like in our 18th yet we are only starting to invite parents. urgh.
and the fact that not many people turn up for the rehearsal makes my blood boils more. some dosent have the decency to tell WHY they are not coming. i'm telling you, i'm already at my last stage of coolness & compassion. dun make me real angry. till den, u wont like me.
so yeahh... had a headache last nite. it was HORRIBLE!! argh. it was da worst. it was da granpapa of all headaches. & it continued on till tis morning. haizz.. i was contemplating whether or not to go to school but oh well, my gdgal won over me. teehee.
so right now i shall get off. i shall just wait for my friggin fone to fininsh charging then erm... oh yeahh, call Ayin to bring my book. and yes, do Malay homework. wee!. ciaoz.
and the fact that not many people turn up for the rehearsal makes my blood boils more. some dosent have the decency to tell WHY they are not coming. i'm telling you, i'm already at my last stage of coolness & compassion. dun make me real angry. till den, u wont like me.
so yeahh... had a headache last nite. it was HORRIBLE!! argh. it was da worst. it was da granpapa of all headaches. & it continued on till tis morning. haizz.. i was contemplating whether or not to go to school but oh well, my gdgal won over me. teehee.
so right now i shall get off. i shall just wait for my friggin fone to fininsh charging then erm... oh yeahh, call Ayin to bring my book. and yes, do Malay homework. wee!. ciaoz.
03 February 2006
groooovy baybeeh!
lols. i changed my template AND song, as you can see. lols. so hapiie. and yes, the song may sound like erm.. unprofessional like, its cos, its not. lols. i think its sang by non-popular persons. teehee.
anieways, been really really busy these few days. am really really frustrated with the councillors though. they just dont seem to understand the difficulties they are giving us. haizz.. sian lor! coming mondae, ima vent my pent up frustrations.
den had the re-test for E Maths. lols. we were like.. talking. so wat the heck. talking la but not sharing answers ok. Dedication & Integrity. hello. hello. teehee. den yar, pinched nehh more. lols. ouchie. ilike...
den todae had Guides too. welcomed the sec ones. played games & all. (: den supposed to haf foot drills but yeah, Mrs Ang took up that 1/2 hour [what drills can you do with that much of time?!]. Had myself enrolled in two courses durign the holidays. Kayak-ing & Modern TAP dance! can u believe it?! lols.
anieways, ima go off now. haizzz. tomoro got Chingay!! teehee. cant wait. though i got tuition early in the morn. aiyo! ciaoz.!
anieways, been really really busy these few days. am really really frustrated with the councillors though. they just dont seem to understand the difficulties they are giving us. haizz.. sian lor! coming mondae, ima vent my pent up frustrations.
den had the re-test for E Maths. lols. we were like.. talking. so wat the heck. talking la but not sharing answers ok. Dedication & Integrity. hello. hello. teehee. den yar, pinched nehh more. lols. ouchie. i
den todae had Guides too. welcomed the sec ones. played games & all. (: den supposed to haf foot drills but yeah, Mrs Ang took up that 1/2 hour [what drills can you do with that much of time?!]. Had myself enrolled in two courses durign the holidays. Kayak-ing & Modern TAP dance! can u believe it?! lols.
anieways, ima go off now. haizzz. tomoro got Chingay!! teehee. cant wait. though i got tuition early in the morn. aiyo! ciaoz.!
29 January 2006
Hello people!
Heyys, its been quite some time since i blog in ya... as in really blog... teehee.. anieways, its Chinese New Year! Happy Chinese New Year to my Chinese peeps. (:
teehee. anieways, right now i am chatting wif peeps. and yet i'm still boredd... haizz... wat to do.. and i still cant believe its Sunday already.. hiazz...
proceeding on now to TODAY. 31st Jan. dun mind da other date. tis was a draft. teehee. i was out wif Sherry & yatee to 'study'. well.. we ended up doing a lil bit of homework.. denn we went off to play com at da CC again. lolz.
anieways.. wenta watch Cheaper By The Dozen 2. lols. dere were like oni 8 people dere. PATHETIC. nono. its 10. lols. 6 outsiders & 4 of US - vick, siti, ayin & me. teehee. anieways.. i'm lazy to blog now. teehee. ciaoz.
teehee. anieways, right now i am chatting wif peeps. and yet i'm still boredd... haizz... wat to do.. and i still cant believe its Sunday already.. hiazz...
proceeding on now to TODAY. 31st Jan. dun mind da other date. tis was a draft. teehee. i was out wif Sherry & yatee to 'study'. well.. we ended up doing a lil bit of homework.. denn we went off to play com at da CC again. lolz.
anieways.. wenta watch Cheaper By The Dozen 2. lols. dere were like oni 8 people dere. PATHETIC. nono. its 10. lols. 6 outsiders & 4 of US - vick, siti, ayin & me. teehee. anieways.. i'm lazy to blog now. teehee. ciaoz.
28 January 2006
tis is me. (:
since i cant be bothered to blog nowadays.. lemme post pictures! weee!
this is muah. teehee. thk god i'm not da one in white.. no HAIR. but oh well, if oni i can fit into dat white dress.. weee! i feel so pretty oredi.
Hail the QUEEN!!!. weeee! now pay your respcts to the Queen by tagging me board. now! adios!
this is muah. teehee. thk god i'm not da one in white.. no HAIR. but oh well, if oni i can fit into dat white dress.. weee! i feel so pretty oredi.
Hail the QUEEN!!!. weeee! now pay your respcts to the Queen by tagging me board. now! adios!
Bryan Roberts.
Hey Yatee. this is the guy i was talking about. Eurasian. 19. so many blood mixed together... teehee. very fun guy to talk to. (:
27 January 2006
its been a long long time....
THE EARTH SAYS HELLO!
teehee. i havent been blogging for soooo long! i KNOW! but well, i've been really really really busy. with investiture and tests and MORE tests, i am not even at home most of the times!
but wells, i caught forty winks just now, it was the bestest sleep i ever had! no dreams, no disturbance. lol. tt feels sooooo goood! and yeahh, went swimming today with Nas. lol
it was cool. i mean, there werent many people around except for a few guys. and we swam, wrestled and talked. lol. anieways... i've got no idea what to do now. i mean, cant really remember what i did the past few days. all i know i've been really busy. haizz.. aiite denn. ciaoz.
teehee. i havent been blogging for soooo long! i KNOW! but well, i've been really really really busy. with investiture and tests and MORE tests, i am not even at home most of the times!
but wells, i caught forty winks just now, it was the bestest sleep i ever had! no dreams, no disturbance. lol. tt feels sooooo goood! and yeahh, went swimming today with Nas. lol
it was cool. i mean, there werent many people around except for a few guys. and we swam, wrestled and talked. lol. anieways... i've got no idea what to do now. i mean, cant really remember what i did the past few days. all i know i've been really busy. haizz.. aiite denn. ciaoz.
21 January 2006
everybody needs a lil time away...
oh well, i sure agree wif my title.. teehee. i find tt now i keep having anxiety attack. like.. "shit o levels nearing wat am i to do???!!! i suck at all my subjects. EVERYTHING!!" ... so yeahh...
and seroiusly, i juz cant seem to find da discipline to actually take out those books & study. haizz... i envy my other frens... urgh!!
anieways, nth much been happening. teehee. chris said he's afraid tt i mite haf found someone better... oh well.. i dunno.... its so hard abt tis all.. i mean... who's to decide wats gonna happen one minute later in ur life except God? aiyo... stress ar.. and now.. my mum keeps nagging and all... and i'm now ALWAES broke. argh!!
so yes... i tink i'ma get off now.. wif those investitures stuff goin on.... urgh. i can never haf a gd rest! ciaoz.
and seroiusly, i juz cant seem to find da discipline to actually take out those books & study. haizz... i envy my other frens... urgh!!
anieways, nth much been happening. teehee. chris said he's afraid tt i mite haf found someone better... oh well.. i dunno.... its so hard abt tis all.. i mean... who's to decide wats gonna happen one minute later in ur life except God? aiyo... stress ar.. and now.. my mum keeps nagging and all... and i'm now ALWAES broke. argh!!
so yes... i tink i'ma get off now.. wif those investitures stuff goin on.... urgh. i can never haf a gd rest! ciaoz.
19 January 2006
pheew... sorry
18 January 2006
"smelly lar ur feet!!" *sticks fingers up nose*
"hmmm, i can still smell my cream bath!" *saw aaron doing the same*
"eh, i dun smell anything. except.. just now i scratched my butt.."
*horrified* *passed da news around*
"Aaron scratches his butt then smell his fingers lorr!!!"
*at last whole class went "Aaron... eeeeeeeeeeeeew!!" *
weee! lol. tt was da thing tt happened in class during the alst few periods. lol. i cudnt contain my laughter! i laughed til i had tummy cramps! lol. tt was really cute. da way my class reacted to da news. lol. poor Aaron... awww. teehee.
anieways, havent been blogging much haf i? oh well, am trying to catch up wif my studies. favourite graduating classes phrase "O' levels nearing.." haizz.. so yeahh.. hafta really study hard. i wanna go Ngee Ann Poly lorr... haizz..
afta school, wenta grab some C sushi... i dunno wats wif da name.. lol. yepps. wif Neo & Meli... teehee. we were being playful la.. (: each add 2 cups of C. lol. WOW. i noe. denn went home wif Neo & did some maths.
19 January 2006
anieways.. i cant really rmb wat happened yesterdae & all. todae.. nth new happened. haizz.. PE rite. we went RUNNING!!!!! argh! i NOE! da excuse given for us to run was lame but wat da heck. shed 'em fats baybeeh!! weeee! lol. so rite now.. i am blogging afta so long den am off to chat for like 1/2hr before moving on to do my SS & proposal. haizz. ciaoz.
"smelly lar ur feet!!" *sticks fingers up nose*
"hmmm, i can still smell my cream bath!" *saw aaron doing the same*
"eh, i dun smell anything. except.. just now i scratched my butt.."
*horrified* *passed da news around*
"Aaron scratches his butt then smell his fingers lorr!!!"
*at last whole class went "Aaron... eeeeeeeeeeeeew!!" *
weee! lol. tt was da thing tt happened in class during the alst few periods. lol. i cudnt contain my laughter! i laughed til i had tummy cramps! lol. tt was really cute. da way my class reacted to da news. lol. poor Aaron... awww. teehee.
anieways, havent been blogging much haf i? oh well, am trying to catch up wif my studies. favourite graduating classes phrase "O' levels nearing.." haizz.. so yeahh.. hafta really study hard. i wanna go Ngee Ann Poly lorr... haizz..
afta school, wenta grab some C sushi... i dunno wats wif da name.. lol. yepps. wif Neo & Meli... teehee. we were being playful la.. (: each add 2 cups of C. lol. WOW. i noe. denn went home wif Neo & did some maths.
19 January 2006
anieways.. i cant really rmb wat happened yesterdae & all. todae.. nth new happened. haizz.. PE rite. we went RUNNING!!!!! argh! i NOE! da excuse given for us to run was lame but wat da heck. shed 'em fats baybeeh!! weeee! lol. so rite now.. i am blogging afta so long den am off to chat for like 1/2hr before moving on to do my SS & proposal. haizz. ciaoz.
14 January 2006
swim me baybeeh!!
weee! lol. went swimming with my whole family including Yatee.. lol. it was fun really u noe.. afore tt, i was at home rotting.. lol. chatting wif Penguin actually & a lil wif Si Ming.. hmmmm.. they are both in Canada. i still cant believe it...
anieways, nth much happened todae... hehe. am now at da CC wif yatee AGAIN. lol. might as well throw my com right? weee! yatee & i parted ways wif da rest & went to KFC. lol. sat dwn.. ate.. chatted and den we were off walking around AMK central for a while..den since mama & didi is going over to my sis; place for a while den go dinner, i decided to come to da cc instead...
and now,i an sitting beside tis woman who is playing wif da cam.. haizz.. so sadd.. and guess wat? sth hilarious happened. before yatee & i decided to go to da CC, she was grumbling tt Richard wont be here... but is aid well, his bro will be, jokingly. lol. well well, guess who came through the door as we were seated merely 3 minutes? his bro. lol. & we cudnt help giggling abt it. lol. yes. giggle. wakrakakakkaa. anieways, i've got nth to say now so i 'll just go chatting around... aite. ciaoz.
anieways, nth much happened todae... hehe. am now at da CC wif yatee AGAIN. lol. might as well throw my com right? weee! yatee & i parted ways wif da rest & went to KFC. lol. sat dwn.. ate.. chatted and den we were off walking around AMK central for a while..den since mama & didi is going over to my sis; place for a while den go dinner, i decided to come to da cc instead...
and now,i an sitting beside tis woman who is playing wif da cam.. haizz.. so sadd.. and guess wat? sth hilarious happened. before yatee & i decided to go to da CC, she was grumbling tt Richard wont be here... but is aid well, his bro will be, jokingly. lol. well well, guess who came through the door as we were seated merely 3 minutes? his bro. lol. & we cudnt help giggling abt it. lol. yes. giggle. wakrakakakkaa. anieways, i've got nth to say now so i 'll just go chatting around... aite. ciaoz.
13 January 2006
I dun wanna go another dae..
Urgh. Can you believe it? da ACES thingy, dey divided da graduating classes into 2 lor! and my half ran in the school.. lol. actually, it was still fun.. but sth.. unexpected & unintended happened. Parmes was walking infront & Sharifah & I was behind her.. so we decided to jog den give a lil push... we did juz tt.. but things didnt went as planned. Parmes fell. ouchie. Sharifah & i apologised profusely... i felt really bad wen a saw a trickle of tear... argh!! Parmsy, i'm sorry yaar.
hmmm, da lessons went on as per normal... tho i still dunno wen da result for da A maths test will be out... haizz.. so stressed lor.. one of my frens failed & he's goin for appeal.. haizz.. wat cn a few papers prove? i felt a lil down denn but dennn.....
went for Guides; & played games throughout. it was lame but fun la.. especially da part wen we went.... "on da count of 3.....3!" *screams!!!* lol. den during break time, joyce, hui ting & me were singing like crazy people lorr.. and we were singing in those high-pitched voices. crazy ppl lor.. lol...
den went hme wif Rachel Lee & now i am HOME! weee! lol. tomoro is Saturday and i dunno where i'll go.. hmmm maybe i'll go swimming? den go study... hehe. muz noe wen to be serious & wen to play mahh.. (: anieways.. ciaoz. i'll blog in wen i got da time. btw.. i enjoy being the third-wheel! lol. *winkies*
hmmm, da lessons went on as per normal... tho i still dunno wen da result for da A maths test will be out... haizz.. so stressed lor.. one of my frens failed & he's goin for appeal.. haizz.. wat cn a few papers prove? i felt a lil down denn but dennn.....
went for Guides; & played games throughout. it was lame but fun la.. especially da part wen we went.... "on da count of 3.....3!" *screams!!!* lol. den during break time, joyce, hui ting & me were singing like crazy people lorr.. and we were singing in those high-pitched voices. crazy ppl lor.. lol...
den went hme wif Rachel Lee & now i am HOME! weee! lol. tomoro is Saturday and i dunno where i'll go.. hmmm maybe i'll go swimming? den go study... hehe. muz noe wen to be serious & wen to play mahh.. (: anieways.. ciaoz. i'll blog in wen i got da time. btw.. i enjoy being the third-wheel! lol. *winkies*
12 January 2006
rug it baybeeh!!
can u believe it?! no running for PE!! lol! yayy!! *jumps up & dwn* teehee. anieways, we'll be doing rugby for these 10 weeks. lol. gruelling eh? =P
so yeahh.. had a lil of confusion todae during PE and had to do 80 friggin push ups lor!! *reflexes muscle* lol. i cn definitely feel da bulge. lol. hmm "feel da bulge".. now tt sounds.... sexual. lol. sadly, parmes & vani were separated from me & sharifah.. aww.. da pigs are separated... *cries sadly* BUT, we're wif Juliao & her crazy gang! lol. & Alson & Kaishun & Wei Jian.. lol. but Sharifah & I ender up wif da bois wen it came to practising time. wat da heck. lol. it was hilarious actually...
so yeahh.. had a lil of confusion todae during PE and had to do 80 friggin push ups lor!! *reflexes muscle* lol. i cn definitely feel da bulge. lol. hmm "feel da bulge".. now tt sounds.... sexual. lol. sadly, parmes & vani were separated from me & sharifah.. aww.. da pigs are separated... *cries sadly* BUT, we're wif Juliao & her crazy gang! lol. & Alson & Kaishun & Wei Jian.. lol. but Sharifah & I ender up wif da bois wen it came to practising time. wat da heck. lol. it was hilarious actually...
there was to be 2 attacker & 1 defender. so naturally, sharifah & i were da attacker while Kaishun was our defender. i was scared shitless wen kaishun came towards me so wat did i do? i throw da stupid ball vertically up in which Kaishun easily caught & made his touchdown. *rofl* i NOE! how stupid is tt?! lol. but in da end da pigs reunited & we had our own game of "rolling in the mud". we played in da hall btw. lol. so yeahh, it was cool & i cant wait for da next week. i still cant believe tt wen da PE is gettin fun, dey let us haf it for oni once a week, an hour session. haizz..schools juz dunno wat we students want. alwaes.
spent about like 1/2h or less wif Neo afta school. Nipple squeezing! lol. but tt guy is so sleek now. lol. he armlocked my arm!! cn u believe it?! but thk gawd his fone rang.. lol. so i had da chance to actually rub & squeeze it! lol. sounds vry... pervertic to some of u? or u r goin dat.. "WAD-ever" routine... lol. well, it was hilarious in my point of view. but Neo, da next time u do tt, i'll pull harder, and it wont be at da nipple. u'll noe where dun u? lol. thx Neo. (:
todae was actually an enjoyable dae. actually i shud haf known. cos every single time wen i noe during PE, if we were to do sth dreadful, i wud be able to like.. sense it and thus my morning wud be a total wreck.. but tis morning.. i was actually calm.. haiyo!
and yeahh, earlier on, i thought i'd lost my A maths textbook, now i haf 2! lol. i thought i lost mine again so i took one tt was lying on my table.. turns out mine was lying on MY table back at hme! lol. anieways.. later am goin for tuition.. haizz.. i dunno wat to do abt my maths now.. so friggin sadd lorr.. haizz... ciaoz.
11 January 2006
my life dwn da drain...
well well well.. da a maths test was a total depression on my life right now. i mean, for god's sake.. my whole year is wasted shud i fail my friggin test... *cries sorrowfully* wat can i do? i noe i'll be disappointing quite a fair bit of people. like my parents, my sis, my frens & my tuition teacher, Yi Hong. urgh!!!
anieways, todae nth much happened. i've been very busy da past few daes tat i didnt haf da time to actually blog in. hehe sry yaar. anieways, todae me, parmes & vani had a lot of fun in da friggin lab. lol. we were given da stupid experiment of swinging the friggin pendulum. ahhh.. lol. nth surprising yeah? lol. but we sure had a lot of fun u noe.. juz laming & crapping around like small kids. lol.
denn i squeezed Neo's nehh again. lol. i've been squeezing his nehh since dunno wen lorr.. lol. paisehh la Neo. i'm head over heels in love wif ur flat chest. *laughs uncontrollably* i tink Neo got breasts le.. lol. poor guy but oh well, i sure need someone to like lighten up my day.. thx Neo for doin so... ((: haizz... wat to do.. and Neo seems to be da perfect target. teehee. anieways, now am at CC wif Yatee. planned to actually print some of aaron's pic but i dunno how to print dem here. got no Microsoft word. waaa! lol.
and believe it or not.. here i am sitting beside yatee's future bro-in-law. lol. was saving a pic of aaron's wen i saw tt dere were some pics of richard & his bro i tink.. and at da same moment, his elder brother came in through the door. lol! and he plopped dwn rite bside me.. haizzz.. i dunno wats wif guys, pics & frensta. lol. i tried to upload some pic but cudnt do so.. irritating sia... lol.but wat da heck.. lol. oh well, ima go now. 30 minutes are goin up soon. ciaoz!!
anieways, todae nth much happened. i've been very busy da past few daes tat i didnt haf da time to actually blog in. hehe sry yaar. anieways, todae me, parmes & vani had a lot of fun in da friggin lab. lol. we were given da stupid experiment of swinging the friggin pendulum. ahhh.. lol. nth surprising yeah? lol. but we sure had a lot of fun u noe.. juz laming & crapping around like small kids. lol.
denn i squeezed Neo's nehh again. lol. i've been squeezing his nehh since dunno wen lorr.. lol. paisehh la Neo. i'm head over heels in love wif ur flat chest. *laughs uncontrollably* i tink Neo got breasts le.. lol. poor guy but oh well, i sure need someone to like lighten up my day.. thx Neo for doin so... ((: haizz... wat to do.. and Neo seems to be da perfect target. teehee. anieways, now am at CC wif Yatee. planned to actually print some of aaron's pic but i dunno how to print dem here. got no Microsoft word. waaa! lol.
and believe it or not.. here i am sitting beside yatee's future bro-in-law. lol. was saving a pic of aaron's wen i saw tt dere were some pics of richard & his bro i tink.. and at da same moment, his elder brother came in through the door. lol! and he plopped dwn rite bside me.. haizzz.. i dunno wats wif guys, pics & frensta. lol. i tried to upload some pic but cudnt do so.. irritating sia... lol.but wat da heck.. lol. oh well, ima go now. 30 minutes are goin up soon. ciaoz!!
09 January 2006
all i want is a chance to say...
hmmm, today the day started in a pretty hectic way. I woke up at 5.30 instead of 5 to iron my uniform, pack my bag & bathe! lol. the worst is tt i stepped on mud cake as i board the bus. aiyo!
well, as they say, bad luck comes in threes. The second one is that during Mother Tongue lesson, i 'thought' i left my textbook at home [it was actually in my file as i later found out]. The third and last one is that.... I failed my maths.
anyways, wnt home with Sherry todae! lol. he's moved in mahh.. lol. vry funny. it feels weird to go home wif one of my close frens. lol.anieways, got home & found my dearest bf wide awake. lol. he was on his rollling chair and he bounced wen he saw me! lol. he must haf REALLY missed me! awwwww.... (:
anyways, bathed. a long cold one. lol. and now i smell sooooo gooood. and den started chatting for a lil while designing my cover page for journal. lol. haf decided to go to CC to do it tho. waste my ink. lol. gonna buy nice color paper too! =P ima decorate my cover page wif aaron's pic! lol
anieways, i chatted wif Chris too. hehe. yes we're tokin again. lol. but he had to go & work so yeahh.. while he went away, i chatted wif Vani. lol. i once mistook for Sharifah... it was embarrassing yet hilarious! lol. seriously interesting. oh yeah, Mrs Chew, my co-form teacher, has changed our seats. but den she left Sharifah & me alone lol. but i realised, y dun i sit wif Shun Wai?! lol. i cn teach him english, he cn teach me maths! lol. shun wai agreed, but i dun really noe.. lol. i still wan my sharifah.. =P
anieways, Sharifah gave me a pressie. lol. its not my bdae but it was a late Xmas pressie. tts really sweet of her yaar? i love you, girl. itsz my fav author book. lol. da book i was gonna save up on to buy.. and she bought it for me! lol. i'm so touched by her gesture. thx once again! anieways, ima wait for yatee's reply to whether go CC or not. and tt Sherry too. lol. it seems weird yet fun. lol. so yeahh, ciaoz.
well, as they say, bad luck comes in threes. The second one is that during Mother Tongue lesson, i 'thought' i left my textbook at home [it was actually in my file as i later found out]. The third and last one is that.... I failed my maths.
anyways, wnt home with Sherry todae! lol. he's moved in mahh.. lol. vry funny. it feels weird to go home wif one of my close frens. lol.anieways, got home & found my dearest bf wide awake. lol. he was on his rollling chair and he bounced wen he saw me! lol. he must haf REALLY missed me! awwwww.... (:
anyways, bathed. a long cold one. lol. and now i smell sooooo gooood. and den started chatting for a lil while designing my cover page for journal. lol. haf decided to go to CC to do it tho. waste my ink. lol. gonna buy nice color paper too! =P ima decorate my cover page wif aaron's pic! lol
anieways, i chatted wif Chris too. hehe. yes we're tokin again. lol. but he had to go & work so yeahh.. while he went away, i chatted wif Vani. lol. i once mistook for Sharifah... it was embarrassing yet hilarious! lol. seriously interesting. oh yeah, Mrs Chew, my co-form teacher, has changed our seats. but den she left Sharifah & me alone lol. but i realised, y dun i sit wif Shun Wai?! lol. i cn teach him english, he cn teach me maths! lol. shun wai agreed, but i dun really noe.. lol. i still wan my sharifah.. =P
anieways, Sharifah gave me a pressie. lol. its not my bdae but it was a late Xmas pressie. tts really sweet of her yaar? i love you, girl. itsz my fav author book. lol. da book i was gonna save up on to buy.. and she bought it for me! lol. i'm so touched by her gesture. thx once again! anieways, ima wait for yatee's reply to whether go CC or not. and tt Sherry too. lol. it seems weird yet fun. lol. so yeahh, ciaoz.
08 January 2006
Loneliness Knows Me By Name...
hmmmm, i dunno y but yesterdae wen i woke up at 5, i was at home alone. i felt lonely actually. Given the fact that i spent so so much times in the company of my friends in school than at home few days back, i suddenly felt lonely now that finally, orientation has ended. no more hectic schedules.
i just miss the times where we all stood together to face the ever present obstacles and succeeding in doing so. though there were cork ups, the days ended up well. i miss the fellow captains with whom i chatted with, worked with & had lots of fun with. i miss those days when we worked through the day & evening for this orientation.
i guess i'm feeling so melodramatic is because this is my final year at school, hopefully. so it also means that next year, we will all go our separate ways. it's really sad when you think of it. All the four years of spending time together, you are again separated.
anyways, woke up at 11.30am today. the tiredness just won't go away. hehe. only my fingers moving. i'm just slouching against the chair. then i read a book today about relationships stale-ing. it's actually that hey have been in a relationship for so long that they are comfortable with one another. But the girl saw another guy and she felt a little attracted. she two-timed them. but her boyfriend is a really nice guy. rock solid kind of guy. so she chose him in the end.
so this morning after i read the book finish, i felt lonely again. this time is due to the fact that no one was at home. and the resonance of being in love was still hovering around me. It would be a nice feeling knowing that someone is there to cuddle up with me while i was at home alone, in the cold. i mean, just meet at the void deck for a while and just cuddle up, catching up with the times we've lost due to orientation. i bet you, i would fall asleep in his arms. lol. haizz, the wonders of having someone to be there for you. oh well, let's stop daydreaming shall we? ciaoz.
i just miss the times where we all stood together to face the ever present obstacles and succeeding in doing so. though there were cork ups, the days ended up well. i miss the fellow captains with whom i chatted with, worked with & had lots of fun with. i miss those days when we worked through the day & evening for this orientation.
i guess i'm feeling so melodramatic is because this is my final year at school, hopefully. so it also means that next year, we will all go our separate ways. it's really sad when you think of it. All the four years of spending time together, you are again separated.
anyways, woke up at 11.30am today. the tiredness just won't go away. hehe. only my fingers moving. i'm just slouching against the chair. then i read a book today about relationships stale-ing. it's actually that hey have been in a relationship for so long that they are comfortable with one another. But the girl saw another guy and she felt a little attracted. she two-timed them. but her boyfriend is a really nice guy. rock solid kind of guy. so she chose him in the end.
so this morning after i read the book finish, i felt lonely again. this time is due to the fact that no one was at home. and the resonance of being in love was still hovering around me. It would be a nice feeling knowing that someone is there to cuddle up with me while i was at home alone, in the cold. i mean, just meet at the void deck for a while and just cuddle up, catching up with the times we've lost due to orientation. i bet you, i would fall asleep in his arms. lol. haizz, the wonders of having someone to be there for you. oh well, let's stop daydreaming shall we? ciaoz.
07 January 2006
3 cheers for Student Leaders!
Well well well! School's reopen!! lol. yepps. but well, am really sry for not updatin my blog. teehee. been really really busy wif orientation and all. haizz...
anieways, got bak from da sec one camp todae. teehee. lemme tell u, it was..... FUN!!! lol. yepps. really tedious tho. da sec ones didnt wan to listen to us... nvr listen to instructions and stuff like that. most of us were 'pek-chek' le. (: but we made it through.. anieways, lemme juz tell u wat happened throughout this week briefly.
it started on Tuesdaey rite.. yepps.. almost all of da student leaders 'ponn' class lor. all went to help out at da day one orientation. pretty sian at first... but den everything gradually fall into places. but da sec ones werent yet warmed up to each other & us so there were a few awkward pauses.
den Wednesday, it was normal lesson time.... lol. i thought i'd be dead or sth.. like.. oh shit.. a boring dae and all.. but actually, it feels nice to be in a room where frens u've made over da years.. & its especially nice wen u guys noe tis is ur last yr together... so yeah.. ima miss dem all.. anieways, side-tracking dere...
on Thursday, that was wen all da fun.. & run began. The day started out normally... da important 'Captains' get to 'ponn' class again.. & we went to set up da whole orientation for tt dae... its da 'Arts Trail'.. Melissa's dae.. some stuff were corked up... not by us but SOME teachers... so yeahh.. Melissa was pretty stressed. but hey, who wudnt wen u've got 300 odds students running around school, trying not to disrupt others' lessons. but well, at da end of da dae... it turned up pretty good...
Friday, yesterday, things heated up! ohhh yeahhh... gimme some action baby! =) we had normal lessons tis time.. oh yeahh.. before tt.. da school now has tis programme called All Children Exercise Simultaneously - ACES. which means EVERYONE will do some form of exercise on tt dae. every week. so well, Sec 4s , graduating classes [at last, i now fall for tt category!], had to run! lol. but it was FUN! *rofl*
anieways.. on fridae, we skipped lessons again. da second half of da dae la.. teehee. i loved it man. (: denn... we went all out to get da whole thing ready.. first up is da game called 'Lost'. Initial plan was, it's to last for 3 hours. BUT. most of da groups got da last clue in less den 2 hours?! and da fact tt all the clues at one of the station were 'mysteriously' taken away, it was impossible for some groups to even start da game... it corked up a lil.. but den... u haf yet to hear da later part....
before i go on, juz wud like to mention tt i was pretty pissed wif a teacher. i cant believe tt she cud haf made me cry... i was so close u u noe to doing juz tt.
anieways, after patrolling for a couple of rounds, sat wif some other 'free' SLs.. den we tok & stuff.. and it rained on & off.. da clouds were playing hide-and-seek lor.. denn blah blah blah.. campfire..... tis is fun man..
da guys stacked everything & all... everything was ready at da campfire site except tt we haf yet to get da sec ones dere..so we got dem dere.. BUT. it started drizzling.... hmmm.. den it rained.. den it grew heavier! had to shift da sec ones bak to da hall budden wen da last class went, da rain stopped! urgh! den Mr Zaman said to carry da benches form canteen to da site. so we did juz tt. lots of noise.. students running around... it was chaotic a lil but fun. (:
and so we started da campfire. me, brenda, agnes, melissa, cheryl & jasmine if i aint wrong, were da emcees lol. we had mic problem, we had crowd problem. lol. some of da sec one classes werent at all participatin... but we got da ball rolling alrite... i shouted, ran, jumped up & dwn, sang, smiled, laugh & every other imaginable thing tt a crazy woman wud do... lol. i shouted to da whole quadrangle cos da mike wasnt working. and ran around to get myself heard. phee-eew.
afta all tt, my voice remained wif me. lol. yepps. so da dae passed prety fast ya? and den da captains were patrolling around at nite. lol. we tried to scare da sec ones but we cudnt do it lor. lol. we were busy handling discipling cases in da end & den juz lookin at how dey sleep and all. oh yeahh.. GUYS DO SLEEP LIKE GALS. saw some curling up & all. lol. vry vry cute. den yeahh.. played games in da PAC room & all. and CRISTAL, YOU STILL OWE US STH!!.
skipping other details, all i can say is tt, at 5.15, Cristal, Chervonne, Jas, Melissa, Xiangwei & me, ended up in da staff room. we went to sleep at last. BUT. had to wake up at 5.45.... lol. but jas, xiangwei, me & meli wenta da canteen & slept more.. till like 6+ den we hurried wif da others. lol. not enuff sleep lor!!
but yeahh.. todae, had da CCA Orientation.. so Neo & me emceed da two concert segments & all. tell u ar... most of us were half-dead. we were like zombies walkin around in da dae. lol. but well , we managed to catch forty winks once in a while la... but tts juz not enuff, right? and soon, i was home! hehe. but from 1pm onwards til around 5, i was asleep. lol. darn tired babe. so yeahh. now am blogging and all. ima change template mayb.. and song. weee! ciaoz. anieways...
3 CHEERS & 3 CHEERS & 3 CHEERS FOR STUDENT LEADERS!!! we did it you guys. but its not the end yet, its JUZ da beginning....
anieways, got bak from da sec one camp todae. teehee. lemme tell u, it was..... FUN!!! lol. yepps. really tedious tho. da sec ones didnt wan to listen to us... nvr listen to instructions and stuff like that. most of us were 'pek-chek' le. (: but we made it through.. anieways, lemme juz tell u wat happened throughout this week briefly.
it started on Tuesdaey rite.. yepps.. almost all of da student leaders 'ponn' class lor. all went to help out at da day one orientation. pretty sian at first... but den everything gradually fall into places. but da sec ones werent yet warmed up to each other & us so there were a few awkward pauses.
den Wednesday, it was normal lesson time.... lol. i thought i'd be dead or sth.. like.. oh shit.. a boring dae and all.. but actually, it feels nice to be in a room where frens u've made over da years.. & its especially nice wen u guys noe tis is ur last yr together... so yeah.. ima miss dem all.. anieways, side-tracking dere...
on Thursday, that was wen all da fun.. & run began. The day started out normally... da important 'Captains' get to 'ponn' class again.. & we went to set up da whole orientation for tt dae... its da 'Arts Trail'.. Melissa's dae.. some stuff were corked up... not by us but SOME teachers... so yeahh.. Melissa was pretty stressed. but hey, who wudnt wen u've got 300 odds students running around school, trying not to disrupt others' lessons. but well, at da end of da dae... it turned up pretty good...
Friday, yesterday, things heated up! ohhh yeahhh... gimme some action baby! =) we had normal lessons tis time.. oh yeahh.. before tt.. da school now has tis programme called All Children Exercise Simultaneously - ACES. which means EVERYONE will do some form of exercise on tt dae. every week. so well, Sec 4s , graduating classes [at last, i now fall for tt category!], had to run! lol. but it was FUN! *rofl*
anieways.. on fridae, we skipped lessons again. da second half of da dae la.. teehee. i loved it man. (: denn... we went all out to get da whole thing ready.. first up is da game called 'Lost'. Initial plan was, it's to last for 3 hours. BUT. most of da groups got da last clue in less den 2 hours?! and da fact tt all the clues at one of the station were 'mysteriously' taken away, it was impossible for some groups to even start da game... it corked up a lil.. but den... u haf yet to hear da later part....
before i go on, juz wud like to mention tt i was pretty pissed wif a teacher. i cant believe tt she cud haf made me cry... i was so close u u noe to doing juz tt.
anieways, after patrolling for a couple of rounds, sat wif some other 'free' SLs.. den we tok & stuff.. and it rained on & off.. da clouds were playing hide-and-seek lor.. denn blah blah blah.. campfire..... tis is fun man..
da guys stacked everything & all... everything was ready at da campfire site except tt we haf yet to get da sec ones dere..so we got dem dere.. BUT. it started drizzling.... hmmm.. den it rained.. den it grew heavier! had to shift da sec ones bak to da hall budden wen da last class went, da rain stopped! urgh! den Mr Zaman said to carry da benches form canteen to da site. so we did juz tt. lots of noise.. students running around... it was chaotic a lil but fun. (:
and so we started da campfire. me, brenda, agnes, melissa, cheryl & jasmine if i aint wrong, were da emcees lol. we had mic problem, we had crowd problem. lol. some of da sec one classes werent at all participatin... but we got da ball rolling alrite... i shouted, ran, jumped up & dwn, sang, smiled, laugh & every other imaginable thing tt a crazy woman wud do... lol. i shouted to da whole quadrangle cos da mike wasnt working. and ran around to get myself heard. phee-eew.
afta all tt, my voice remained wif me. lol. yepps. so da dae passed prety fast ya? and den da captains were patrolling around at nite. lol. we tried to scare da sec ones but we cudnt do it lor. lol. we were busy handling discipling cases in da end & den juz lookin at how dey sleep and all. oh yeahh.. GUYS DO SLEEP LIKE GALS. saw some curling up & all. lol. vry vry cute. den yeahh.. played games in da PAC room & all. and CRISTAL, YOU STILL OWE US STH!!.
skipping other details, all i can say is tt, at 5.15, Cristal, Chervonne, Jas, Melissa, Xiangwei & me, ended up in da staff room. we went to sleep at last. BUT. had to wake up at 5.45.... lol. but jas, xiangwei, me & meli wenta da canteen & slept more.. till like 6+ den we hurried wif da others. lol. not enuff sleep lor!!
but yeahh.. todae, had da CCA Orientation.. so Neo & me emceed da two concert segments & all. tell u ar... most of us were half-dead. we were like zombies walkin around in da dae. lol. but well , we managed to catch forty winks once in a while la... but tts juz not enuff, right? and soon, i was home! hehe. but from 1pm onwards til around 5, i was asleep. lol. darn tired babe. so yeahh. now am blogging and all. ima change template mayb.. and song. weee! ciaoz. anieways...
3 CHEERS & 3 CHEERS & 3 CHEERS FOR STUDENT LEADERS!!! we did it you guys. but its not the end yet, its JUZ da beginning....
02 January 2006
a whole new dae....!
Merci! lol. i know French. can ui believe it?! i understand french! lol. deres tis ang moh woman who wanted to use da fitting room. and she asked me in French abt sth.. and i answered her in English... and she said Merci. which means Thk You. lol. *looks so darn please wif herself* . well.. she wanted to noe how to take out da hanger...lol. and obviously, she was pointing to it & shoving it into my hands.. ahhh... lol. *looks so darn sheepish now* lmfao.
anieways, todae we whole family went to Thekka. weeee!! Ate thosai dere... yummy.. superb! yepps.. lol. but here i was feeding mysefl, beside me my mum was feeding my Briyani too. lol. madness!
den wenta sell me old fone. lol. 10 bucks. wat da heck. scoot! anieways, den went bak to mah sis hse. lol. sat dwn fer a while.. den packed up to leave. but me sis was playin wif MY NEW FONE. *grins wildly* how da heck dya grin wildly?! anieways, she got addicted to da pool game. lol. but i had to shit. so i hurried home... and now.. here i am blogging.
it'll soon be time to pack 'em bag, iron my uniform & get all those stuff needed for tomoro. i forgot wher ei placed my friggin tie. & collar pin!! arghh!!!! lol. die die die... and shit.. i still got proposals to do. die.. argh!!! lol. BUT now am off ot eat. haharx. afta shit tummy empty again mahh.. so muz fill up. lol. *pinches her fats* hmmm i'm gettin fatter. *turns to mummy, pouting* its all her fault!! lol. ciaoz.
anieways, todae we whole family went to Thekka. weeee!! Ate thosai dere... yummy.. superb! yepps.. lol. but here i was feeding mysefl, beside me my mum was feeding my Briyani too. lol. madness!
den wenta sell me old fone. lol. 10 bucks. wat da heck. scoot! anieways, den went bak to mah sis hse. lol. sat dwn fer a while.. den packed up to leave. but me sis was playin wif MY NEW FONE. *grins wildly* how da heck dya grin wildly?! anieways, she got addicted to da pool game. lol. but i had to shit. so i hurried home... and now.. here i am blogging.
it'll soon be time to pack 'em bag, iron my uniform & get all those stuff needed for tomoro. i forgot wher ei placed my friggin tie. & collar pin!! arghh!!!! lol. die die die... and shit.. i still got proposals to do. die.. argh!!! lol. BUT now am off ot eat. haharx. afta shit tummy empty again mahh.. so muz fill up. lol. *pinches her fats* hmmm i'm gettin fatter. *turns to mummy, pouting* its all her fault!! lol. ciaoz.
a whole New Year..!! [01.01.06]
woot!! itz move oVer 2005, and HEL-LO 2-oh-oh-6!! *jumps up & dwn* lol. anieways.. since its a new year.. i started it off by... gettin a new Fone!! weee! yepps. paid it all by myself. so i can proudly call it MY FONE. its got mp3 playback, camera [zoom x4] & its 3G. whoah. wat more cn i ask for. teehee.
so yeahh.. been spending da nites over at my sis' hse. hehe. kinda fun u noe. wif tt lil kiddo & his actions. (:
hmmmmm didnt do anything much... went out wif my whole family.. went for breakfast and all.. spent most of da time at my sis' hse.. forgot wat we did. lol. haizz.. my memory darn bad now..
and i STILL cant beleive tt sch's reopening!! argh!!!! my gawd. i havent done a single homework man... wakrakakakka.. haizz.. how la.. die le... nvrm.. i shall try to curry favor from teachers & get some days' grace. weeee! ciaoz.
so yeahh.. been spending da nites over at my sis' hse. hehe. kinda fun u noe. wif tt lil kiddo & his actions. (:
hmmmmm didnt do anything much... went out wif my whole family.. went for breakfast and all.. spent most of da time at my sis' hse.. forgot wat we did. lol. haizz.. my memory darn bad now..
and i STILL cant beleive tt sch's reopening!! argh!!!! my gawd. i havent done a single homework man... wakrakakakka.. haizz.. how la.. die le... nvrm.. i shall try to curry favor from teachers & get some days' grace. weeee! ciaoz.
30 December 2005
i'm lovin it!! [29.12.05]
lol. tis is da best dae ever! lol. i mean it. all da excos met up tis time to finalise da whole thing & make preparations. lol. but da first part of da dae, we were slacking!! believe it or not.. we were! lol.
we switched on da aircon in da room, music & played Twister! lol. yepps. Cristal & me kept playing u noe. we tangled wif each other & ourselves. lol. it was pretty nice. denn wen someone played da 'Sway' song by Michael Buble, Kua & Cristal tried to do some chachacha dance. lmfao!! Kua's face was so friggin funny sia.. and Cristal was trying hard to dance without getting da giggles. lol
den we played more Twister! These are da groups. Cristal & me ; Cristal, me & Neo ; cristal, me & sze ying ; cristal, me & jasmine; cristal, me, kua & szeying; cristal, me, kua, yesheng, szeying, cheryl. cristal & sze ying. lol. and not forgettin, cristal, me, cheryl & szeying. lol. it was cool man! " Boring la cristal!" =P
but well, towards da afternoon, we got dwn to serious business. Agnes got all da stuff needed printed & all & me & agnes went back & forth to arrange dem all. it was cool yet tedious. den we got dwn to cutting out da big big colred papers to da desired sizes... pasted double sided tape on da papers.. got all da neccessary stuff written & re-arrange dem all. and we were still at it at 6pm++. the friggin auntie was complaining abt us workin late & all. but we got da uncle to understand tt we DUN wan to do it but we HAF to. its like.. obligatory. sth like tt la. so we did it. and around 7++ pm , we were done. cleaned up & all. and off we went.
cristal, nick, neo, jas, melissa & me went to Popular to buy some more stuff.. den we went home straight. oh yeahh,, melissa played Twister! too. lol. forgot to metion tt. and yeahh.. cristal, neo & me got da same bus while da others went thier separate ways. haizz.. a vry vry iresome yet fun dae. hmm.. and shit, i haf tuition todae, 30.12.05. grrreat! ciaoz.
we switched on da aircon in da room, music & played Twister! lol. yepps. Cristal & me kept playing u noe. we tangled wif each other & ourselves. lol. it was pretty nice. denn wen someone played da 'Sway' song by Michael Buble, Kua & Cristal tried to do some chachacha dance. lmfao!! Kua's face was so friggin funny sia.. and Cristal was trying hard to dance without getting da giggles. lol
den we played more Twister! These are da groups. Cristal & me ; Cristal, me & Neo ; cristal, me & sze ying ; cristal, me & jasmine; cristal, me, kua & szeying; cristal, me, kua, yesheng, szeying, cheryl. cristal & sze ying. lol. and not forgettin, cristal, me, cheryl & szeying. lol. it was cool man! " Boring la cristal!" =P
but well, towards da afternoon, we got dwn to serious business. Agnes got all da stuff needed printed & all & me & agnes went back & forth to arrange dem all. it was cool yet tedious. den we got dwn to cutting out da big big colred papers to da desired sizes... pasted double sided tape on da papers.. got all da neccessary stuff written & re-arrange dem all. and we were still at it at 6pm++. the friggin auntie was complaining abt us workin late & all. but we got da uncle to understand tt we DUN wan to do it but we HAF to. its like.. obligatory. sth like tt la. so we did it. and around 7++ pm , we were done. cleaned up & all. and off we went.
cristal, nick, neo, jas, melissa & me went to Popular to buy some more stuff.. den we went home straight. oh yeahh,, melissa played Twister! too. lol. forgot to metion tt. and yeahh.. cristal, neo & me got da same bus while da others went thier separate ways. haizz.. a vry vry iresome yet fun dae. hmm.. and shit, i haf tuition todae, 30.12.05. grrreat! ciaoz.
quite a dae...! [28.12.05]
well. we had another meeting on da 28.. lol. stressing rite? haizz.. so yepps.. we had some problem in da morning. Nick said tt most of da sec 4s were not there cos dey made a fonecall at nite to tell dem not to come. it was a mistake.
and yeahh.. so we had a lil solemn discussion abt it la.. but den afta tt, everything was ok ar.. but i can tell dat Nick is stressed. poor him. its not easy being the president u noe... =) but well, he's doin a great jobb! *pats nick's back* lol
den we had a dry-run abt da sequence of da daes and all.. played da games.. lol. it was vry fun! oh yeah.. dere was tis one game where a pair has to tie one of their legs together.. and go through obstacles... Kua & me tied ours up and began doing our silly dance. lol. and we walked all da wae till da game ended tied up together! lol. tok abt bein stuckonyou.
denn we went through camp songs... more games.. frenship dance... & more shouting & screaming. i screamed and shouted myself hoarse. lol. oh yeahh!! we did more camp songs & more silly moves!!!! i was thoroughly enjoyin myself till da part i had to sing da friggin batch song. lol. but anieways, we changed it again to That's What Frens Are For. lol.
its da best dae of da entire meetings we ever had as student leaders, for me. teehee. yepps. it was pretty cool. tho there were some glitches here & dere but hey, we're perfecting dem now... =) but well, we did a great job todae! =) ciaoz.
and yeahh.. so we had a lil solemn discussion abt it la.. but den afta tt, everything was ok ar.. but i can tell dat Nick is stressed. poor him. its not easy being the president u noe... =) but well, he's doin a great jobb! *pats nick's back* lol
den we had a dry-run abt da sequence of da daes and all.. played da games.. lol. it was vry fun! oh yeah.. dere was tis one game where a pair has to tie one of their legs together.. and go through obstacles... Kua & me tied ours up and began doing our silly dance. lol. and we walked all da wae till da game ended tied up together! lol. tok abt bein stuckonyou.
denn we went through camp songs... more games.. frenship dance... & more shouting & screaming. i screamed and shouted myself hoarse. lol. oh yeahh!! we did more camp songs & more silly moves!!!! i was thoroughly enjoyin myself till da part i had to sing da friggin batch song. lol. but anieways, we changed it again to That's What Frens Are For. lol.
its da best dae of da entire meetings we ever had as student leaders, for me. teehee. yepps. it was pretty cool. tho there were some glitches here & dere but hey, we're perfecting dem now... =) but well, we did a great job todae! =) ciaoz.
Wat a dae... [27.12.05]
Sorry for not updating for such a loooong time. teehee. anieways... 27 december.. hmmm... school's opening soon yaar? haizz.. anieways..on da 27, all the student leaders came back to school for the sec one orientation.
so yeahh.. some of us didnt haf anything to do. cos well, the sec one orientation big big captain is juz a few of dem so yeahh.. it was pretty boring actually da day... nth much to do.. dey went through wats gonna happen on the different daes of da orientation.. it was pretty slack u noe.. given da fact tt the seniors, da sec 4s, were not givin us da co-operation we needed.
but well, it was partly our fault too dat we didnt set aside duties for dem. haizzz.. so sadd la. denn some of dem grew pretty stresed i must sae.. haizz. wat to do. plus some of da proposals were not yet approved so its hard. oh yeah, plus da fact tt some of da school's non-teaching stuff were not co-operating wif us too. i mean.. dey seem to think we are a bother. i mean, HEL-LO! all da sai-kang [labour job] is we all do ok... i mean.. wat da heck...
anieways.. da dae ended pretty early on 27. ended at 1pm. teehee. used to it la. but da excos stayed on to do some stuff and.. to play Twister! ciaoz.
so yeahh.. some of us didnt haf anything to do. cos well, the sec one orientation big big captain is juz a few of dem so yeahh.. it was pretty boring actually da day... nth much to do.. dey went through wats gonna happen on the different daes of da orientation.. it was pretty slack u noe.. given da fact tt the seniors, da sec 4s, were not givin us da co-operation we needed.
but well, it was partly our fault too dat we didnt set aside duties for dem. haizzz.. so sadd la. denn some of dem grew pretty stresed i must sae.. haizz. wat to do. plus some of da proposals were not yet approved so its hard. oh yeah, plus da fact tt some of da school's non-teaching stuff were not co-operating wif us too. i mean.. dey seem to think we are a bother. i mean, HEL-LO! all da sai-kang [labour job] is we all do ok... i mean.. wat da heck...
anieways.. da dae ended pretty early on 27. ended at 1pm. teehee. used to it la. but da excos stayed on to do some stuff and.. to play Twister! ciaoz.
26 December 2005
25.12.2005 Merry Christmas
Merry X'mas! teehee. well, late x'mas tt is. wow. i cant believe x'mas is now over. lol. i'm not sure to be hapiie or sadd abt it. haizz..
anieways, MY x'mas was great...at first. my family & my relatives, wenta hit da TOWN! lol. yepps. dey were pretty cool actually, my relatives. my sis brought us to this indonesian so called restaurant and we ate like pigs. lol. i mean, hey, its early in da morning, i havent had my breakfast yet! plus, da food was DELICIOUS! yummy!
anieways.. walking halfway around Plaza Sing, i had a terrible tummy pain. lol. i had to shit u noe. lol. cannot make it lor. hehe. denn ya... i thought it wud stop dere but well, da pain turned really painful. so yeahh. in da end mama sent me hme in a taxi. lol. alone. lol. poor thing rite. budden at hme i ended up watchin different movies screened on tv becos of xmas and all. lol it was pretty cool.
and yesterdae nite was da last nite both mother & daughter are gonna cry in da middle of da nite over some hindi movie. lol! yepps. yesterdae was khabhi kushi khabi gham. lol. sad sia.. i cry like siao lor... anieways..
tis morning, mum went out to sis' hse and everythin.. so yeahh... she said she'd buy me breakfast but ler she called and said to go over to sis' hse but i didnt wan to. so she told me to fix my own breakfast. well.. tts no mean feat u noe. but i did it! i cooked french toast, wif fried rice & soursop juice!! lol. anieways, nth much happened todae. yet. so yeah.. ciaoz. =)
anieways, MY x'mas was great...at first. my family & my relatives, wenta hit da TOWN! lol. yepps. dey were pretty cool actually, my relatives. my sis brought us to this indonesian so called restaurant and we ate like pigs. lol. i mean, hey, its early in da morning, i havent had my breakfast yet! plus, da food was DELICIOUS! yummy!
anieways.. walking halfway around Plaza Sing, i had a terrible tummy pain. lol. i had to shit u noe. lol. cannot make it lor. hehe. denn ya... i thought it wud stop dere but well, da pain turned really painful. so yeahh. in da end mama sent me hme in a taxi. lol. alone. lol. poor thing rite. budden at hme i ended up watchin different movies screened on tv becos of xmas and all. lol it was pretty cool.
and yesterdae nite was da last nite both mother & daughter are gonna cry in da middle of da nite over some hindi movie. lol! yepps. yesterdae was khabhi kushi khabi gham. lol. sad sia.. i cry like siao lor... anieways..
tis morning, mum went out to sis' hse and everythin.. so yeahh... she said she'd buy me breakfast but ler she called and said to go over to sis' hse but i didnt wan to. so she told me to fix my own breakfast. well.. tts no mean feat u noe. but i did it! i cooked french toast, wif fried rice & soursop juice!! lol. anieways, nth much happened todae. yet. so yeah.. ciaoz. =)
24 December 2005
So busy.
okie dokie. i havent been posting for quie some time yaar? anieways, its cos i've been vry vry busy. haizz.. headache sia..
anieways... one distinct thing dat happened was the Sec One Orientation. i am MAJORLY hapiie wif da outcome!! teehee. at first i was fretting abt it. da dae b4.. 22nd Dec, me, agnes, jas, daryl, ying chao, rudy & dearest Sze Ying, toiled like siao. we had to prepare all da stuff by tt dae. and we did! we finished at around ermm 5++? teehee. i pinched Dary's neh like nobodi business lor.
on da 23rd, da dae of da Registration, all da SLs [student Leaders] , meet at 7pm while da Excos at 6.45am. i was so friggin sleepy lorr... yepps. den went all came lerr which was at 7.13am , ermm hafta be serious la. a bit ermm fierce wif dem ar.. den delegated duties to dem wif Neo's help. haha. sweet daryl..
denn a few of us got da name lists wif us mahh so wen da boards dere too many ppl, we quickly take over lor.. den got parents compliment us ar.. sae we vry efficient ar.. vry clever ar... weeee!!!!! teehee. it was smooth-sailing actually. yepps. den some parents asked abt da diff btwn councillors' tie & school tie. lol. one even enquired where to buy lor! i'm like... we councillors dun wan it yet others wan. lol. den Rainer ask how much for da councillor tie, like what MasterCard advertised; it's priceless. =P
teehee. den helped a lil at da canteen area where da books & uniforms are.. VERY long lor da queue for uniform. thk god neo was there lor. denn other student leaders helped around too..
afta all tt, supported out netballers playin frenly match against ANDERSON. wah da heck... we were thrashed. urgh. but its firstly cos our gals were sort of had lil confidence in demselves & da name Anderson juz brought their team-spirit dwn. haizz... sadd la. den afta tt went to KFC wif Jasmine, sze ying, melissa... teehee. ended up walkin around central lorr.. lol.
so now, am pretty relaxed. juz got bak home from Orchard. lol. denn yeahh.. ima change da template. i dun really like da greenish thingy. haizz.. horny color. lol. anieways, am off now. on da 27, 28 & 29 got meeting again. haizz.. sian lor. ciaoz.
anieways... one distinct thing dat happened was the Sec One Orientation. i am MAJORLY hapiie wif da outcome!! teehee. at first i was fretting abt it. da dae b4.. 22nd Dec, me, agnes, jas, daryl, ying chao, rudy & dearest Sze Ying, toiled like siao. we had to prepare all da stuff by tt dae. and we did! we finished at around ermm 5++? teehee. i pinched Dary's neh like nobodi business lor.
on da 23rd, da dae of da Registration, all da SLs [student Leaders] , meet at 7pm while da Excos at 6.45am. i was so friggin sleepy lorr... yepps. den went all came lerr which was at 7.13am , ermm hafta be serious la. a bit ermm fierce wif dem ar.. den delegated duties to dem wif Neo's help. haha. sweet daryl..
denn a few of us got da name lists wif us mahh so wen da boards dere too many ppl, we quickly take over lor.. den got parents compliment us ar.. sae we vry efficient ar.. vry clever ar... weeee!!!!! teehee. it was smooth-sailing actually. yepps. den some parents asked abt da diff btwn councillors' tie & school tie. lol. one even enquired where to buy lor! i'm like... we councillors dun wan it yet others wan. lol. den Rainer ask how much for da councillor tie, like what MasterCard advertised; it's priceless. =P
teehee. den helped a lil at da canteen area where da books & uniforms are.. VERY long lor da queue for uniform. thk god neo was there lor. denn other student leaders helped around too..
afta all tt, supported out netballers playin frenly match against ANDERSON. wah da heck... we were thrashed. urgh. but its firstly cos our gals were sort of had lil confidence in demselves & da name Anderson juz brought their team-spirit dwn. haizz... sadd la. den afta tt went to KFC wif Jasmine, sze ying, melissa... teehee. ended up walkin around central lorr.. lol.
so now, am pretty relaxed. juz got bak home from Orchard. lol. denn yeahh.. ima change da template. i dun really like da greenish thingy. haizz.. horny color. lol. anieways, am off now. on da 27, 28 & 29 got meeting again. haizz.. sian lor. ciaoz.
20 December 2005
we didnt plan tis...all tis will be a dream?
i DUN believe tis!! hui ting cant make it! aww man.. now i seriously feel like cryin.. damn it! how?!
darn it. i so feel like cryin man... darn it.. wat am i to do now?? dam. i hate tis feelin man.. da feeling of despair. i hate tis man.. i'm totally at lost. urgh.. great. nvrm. i'm off. i dunnno wat else to do. i'm feelin so useless.
no one noes tis better den me ; i'm such a failure. total. failure.
darn it. i so feel like cryin man... darn it.. wat am i to do now?? dam. i hate tis feelin man.. da feeling of despair. i hate tis man.. i'm totally at lost. urgh.. great. nvrm. i'm off. i dunnno wat else to do. i'm feelin so useless.
no one noes tis better den me ; i'm such a failure. total. failure.
lemme tell u a story..
hmmmm, yesterdae , 19.12.05 ; mondae , went out moz of da dae wif my family. went to da dentist to fix my dad's teeth. lol. and went to da docs to treat my mum & dearest nephew.
afore tt, went to another dentist place & didnt like da condition of da whole place, while my sis was tokin to da doc, i went off to buy a pair of shoe. lol. again. i noe. teehee. nth muc happened denn.
TODAY. supposed to haf a meeting to brief those people who's got duty about their duty & da sequence of da dae. darn it. i feel so stressed now! i havent touch any A maths. Yihong is gonna kill me!! dang it. i tink i'ma postpone the tuition. haizz..
i'm so stressed rite now and dere's no one to comfort me. not even chris. wonder where he is. *hugs meself* suddenly i feel so lonely yaar. hmmmm.. nvrm. oh yes, i bought ANOTHER pair of Pump Shoes. weeee! haf two new pairs now. teehee. so hapiie!! anieways, ciaoz.
oh yeahh, new skin. i dun really like it. lemme browse around again. urgh. stress. i tink its time for me to get some rough hot sex. yummy!! lol
afore tt, went to another dentist place & didnt like da condition of da whole place, while my sis was tokin to da doc, i went off to buy a pair of shoe. lol. again. i noe. teehee. nth muc happened denn.
TODAY. supposed to haf a meeting to brief those people who's got duty about their duty & da sequence of da dae. darn it. i feel so stressed now! i havent touch any A maths. Yihong is gonna kill me!! dang it. i tink i'ma postpone the tuition. haizz..
i'm so stressed rite now and dere's no one to comfort me. not even chris. wonder where he is. *hugs meself* suddenly i feel so lonely yaar. hmmmm.. nvrm. oh yes, i bought ANOTHER pair of Pump Shoes. weeee! haf two new pairs now. teehee. so hapiie!! anieways, ciaoz.
oh yeahh, new skin. i dun really like it. lemme browse around again. urgh. stress. i tink its time for me to get some rough hot sex. yummy!! lol
18 December 2005
Ouchie.
i woke up todae to discover tt i strained my neck. tok abt ouchie. *sniff sniff* yepps. anieways, mama woke me up early cos sis wanted to bring us out for breakfast. weee!
da thosai was splendid!! teehee. i love it baybeeh. anieways, went to buy more shoes!! 2 pairs.. ermm school shoes. lol. yepps.. den went to tis shop.. sold all sort of kids stuff. like Barbie.. chicken little and all.. lol. i bought an Elmo!! teehee. so cute!! den yepps. nth else happened actually.
right now am chatting wif Marion. he's moved to Canada now... awww.. i miss tt special penguin so much!! teehee. cant believe we are all teenagers now wen it seems like juz yesterdae we were running around da big field in school. haizz.. sweet ya? anieways, for now, ciaoz.
da thosai was splendid!! teehee. i love it baybeeh. anieways, went to buy more shoes!! 2 pairs.. ermm school shoes. lol. yepps.. den went to tis shop.. sold all sort of kids stuff. like Barbie.. chicken little and all.. lol. i bought an Elmo!! teehee. so cute!! den yepps. nth else happened actually.
right now am chatting wif Marion. he's moved to Canada now... awww.. i miss tt special penguin so much!! teehee. cant believe we are all teenagers now wen it seems like juz yesterdae we were running around da big field in school. haizz.. sweet ya? anieways, for now, ciaoz.
17.12.05 [Saturdae Nite!]
Ok. i got 100 bucks form my sis just like that on Friday if i aint wrong. yepps. she's got her bonus and stuff. so yepps. told me to get myself a MP3. but later i decided to spend it on sth much more... better, like shoe, books, clothes maybe. well, i rarely buy clothes so wat da heck. teehee. anieways... Saturdae, went out wif da whole family to Orchard. Time to hit da town!
yepps. that is how the town looks like at night. so nice ya all da lights?! yepps. went to Orchard and bought a pair of shoes for me, drinks from coffee bean, top up Ez-link card, all summing up to 40 bucks. lol. ouchie. i'm stingy wif money u noe.
lol. den took som epics while walking the whole stretch of Orchard.. lol. pretty cool actually. den went to eat at this Indonesian restaurant. my GAWD. da sambal belacan is SO friggin pedas lor!!! so spicy!! lol. but well, i LURVE it!
den went walkin around again ya..hmmm sis bought daddy a watch [not cheapcheap one] and her husband one too. lol. wat else ya... da whole night was pretty muc cool. cos its like.. da whole family went walking around at town. lol.
16 December 2005
so UN-gentlemanly...
i woke up extra early todae cos got meeting laters. so at around 7 am++ i was chatting wif Bren. That guy tempted me wif ice-cream u noe... i was... salivating.. lol.
he kicked, punched me & even squeeze my nipples!! tok abt ouchie!! but well ahem.. of ocurse he did tt AFTA i did tt to him. lol. but he's got this skin allergy thingy.. so yeahh.. poor him ar? teehee. shud haf shared his ice-cream wif me lorr..
but well, Bren's been a fren of mine for hmmm 2 years ya? coming 3... yepps. he's a vry nice guy. tho our time difference is like WADEVA, we still amnage to chat wif each other. & Bren, if u're reading this, TAG ME!!! lol.
oh yeahh... tts plainly wat happened tis morning. a fight over ice-cream.. how much childish can teenagers get these daes?! haizz.. sadded. anieways, i'm off now. wif my OWN ice-cream. not sharing. *shakes head* no no. so yeahh.. ciaoz. *skips away wif ice-cream in hand*
he kicked, punched me & even squeeze my nipples!! tok abt ouchie!! but well ahem.. of ocurse he did tt AFTA i did tt to him. lol. but he's got this skin allergy thingy.. so yeahh.. poor him ar? teehee. shud haf shared his ice-cream wif me lorr..
but well, Bren's been a fren of mine for hmmm 2 years ya? coming 3... yepps. he's a vry nice guy. tho our time difference is like WADEVA, we still amnage to chat wif each other. & Bren, if u're reading this, TAG ME!!! lol.
oh yeahh... tts plainly wat happened tis morning. a fight over ice-cream.. how much childish can teenagers get these daes?! haizz.. sadded. anieways, i'm off now. wif my OWN ice-cream. not sharing. *shakes head* no no. so yeahh.. ciaoz. *skips away wif ice-cream in hand*
Councillors' Go!!
The excos planned a formal meeting plus a series of activities for our fellow councillors. So the day started at 9.30am and lasted til 5.00pm. it was pretty cool actually!
So the excos met earlier at 8.30am... so yepps. talked abt stuffs & all. delegated the jobs den we were off to rearrange the chairs. weee! i hafta say, we were pretty efficient u noe! we were nvr late for meeting time todae. meeting times such as breaks and everything la. den we started the formal meeting & all. i had to go away wif several other for ANOTHER meeting. busy woman hor? teehee.
denn afta we dismissed dem for an hour lunch break, Josh, Vick, Sarah, Sze Ying, Ying Chao, Rudy, Daryl Crap Neo [=P] , Geraldine & me went to Macs for our lunch ar. lol. den bought some prizes for da 4 teams. all oreos la.. budget tight la.. but an extra chocs for da winning team. lol.
we had games and all. all of us got dwn wet and stuff. lol. we had black thrash bag and every single one is filled wif 100++ waterbags. lol. imagine TAT. teehee. so da excos bombarded dem wif da waterbombs and all. lol. quite fun la. we played dog-&-bone , 4-way captain's ball, da passing da fries through ur mouth thingy. sing song and squeeze&spread game. lol.
all in all, i think da dae went smoothly except for a few glitches like da auntie nagging at us for getting the floor wet. lol. not our fault! can u believe tt da boiis went into da gals' toilet?! lol. and Josh screams like a girl. awwwwful!!
afta everything, we gave out prizes & da excos sat around afta all left to discuss abt da dae. we received quite a handful of praises and a lil complaints. we all sat in da room sucking on a plastic bag filled wif orange juice [most of us]. lol. Daryl was gettin high lorr.. & josh has got great sucking skill cos he finished his packet fastest. lol.
den wen we cleared up everything, we sat at da quadrangle to discuss abt our investiture & camp mostly. D&D... ballroom... tuxedo...gown...all came out. lol. WHOAH. ahakz. but we shall leave tt all to Ger ya? =P my DEAREST AIC.so yepps. now am off. tired le. ciaoz.
So the excos met earlier at 8.30am... so yepps. talked abt stuffs & all. delegated the jobs den we were off to rearrange the chairs. weee! i hafta say, we were pretty efficient u noe! we were nvr late for meeting time todae. meeting times such as breaks and everything la. den we started the formal meeting & all. i had to go away wif several other for ANOTHER meeting. busy woman hor? teehee.
denn afta we dismissed dem for an hour lunch break, Josh, Vick, Sarah, Sze Ying, Ying Chao, Rudy, Daryl Crap Neo [=P] , Geraldine & me went to Macs for our lunch ar. lol. den bought some prizes for da 4 teams. all oreos la.. budget tight la.. but an extra chocs for da winning team. lol.
we had games and all. all of us got dwn wet and stuff. lol. we had black thrash bag and every single one is filled wif 100++ waterbags. lol. imagine TAT. teehee. so da excos bombarded dem wif da waterbombs and all. lol. quite fun la. we played dog-&-bone , 4-way captain's ball, da passing da fries through ur mouth thingy. sing song and squeeze&spread game. lol.
all in all, i think da dae went smoothly except for a few glitches like da auntie nagging at us for getting the floor wet. lol. not our fault! can u believe tt da boiis went into da gals' toilet?! lol. and Josh screams like a girl. awwwwful!!
afta everything, we gave out prizes & da excos sat around afta all left to discuss abt da dae. we received quite a handful of praises and a lil complaints. we all sat in da room sucking on a plastic bag filled wif orange juice [most of us]. lol. Daryl was gettin high lorr.. & josh has got great sucking skill cos he finished his packet fastest. lol.
den wen we cleared up everything, we sat at da quadrangle to discuss abt our investiture & camp mostly. D&D... ballroom... tuxedo...gown...all came out. lol. WHOAH. ahakz. but we shall leave tt all to Ger ya? =P my DEAREST AIC.so yepps. now am off. tired le. ciaoz.
Maid Maria. wat & it. [Thursdae]
Mamat woke me up again as per normal. He hit me so hard man. I'm abused! lol. yepps. den went to bathe.. i LURVE my cream bath! denn.. off to Sheng Shiong. however u spell it. den wanted to eat thosai but da stall was closed. awww..
teehee. den at hme... put Mamat to bed & almost slept myself. lol. hmmm wat else.. oh yeahh. helped mum wif some kitchen stuff den i went off to buy some Dettol. =D i was a good girl. da Detool had a tinge of pine thingy.. so da whole hse smelled SOO nice. thx to... ME.
den went off to da library to return & borrow books. yummy. all hot sizzling romace-content books wif equally sizzling heroes! mamamia! haven started on any yet. so i reckon i'll be doin so tomorrow. yepps. den had my dinner wif all of me family at S11... den we were off for home.
oh yeahh.. mum & daddy slept in my room. teehee. i noe wat u guys are thinkin abt but its solely cos my room has tv & dey wanna watch a late nite show. so wat da heck. i slept wif dem [ tt didnt sound gd.lol. i slept on da floor. ouch], DUH. no way am i gonna sleep alone. & yatee, shuttup yeww. =) ciaoz.
teehee. den at hme... put Mamat to bed & almost slept myself. lol. hmmm wat else.. oh yeahh. helped mum wif some kitchen stuff den i went off to buy some Dettol. =D i was a good girl. da Detool had a tinge of pine thingy.. so da whole hse smelled SOO nice. thx to... ME.
den went off to da library to return & borrow books. yummy. all hot sizzling romace-content books wif equally sizzling heroes! mamamia! haven started on any yet. so i reckon i'll be doin so tomorrow. yepps. den had my dinner wif all of me family at S11... den we were off for home.
oh yeahh.. mum & daddy slept in my room. teehee. i noe wat u guys are thinkin abt but its solely cos my room has tv & dey wanna watch a late nite show. so wat da heck. i slept wif dem [ tt didnt sound gd.lol. i slept on da floor. ouch], DUH. no way am i gonna sleep alone. & yatee, shuttup yeww. =) ciaoz.
Tuition [Wednesdae]
I took the train to go to Woodlands... Yihong [my tuition teacher], lives at Jurong so its kinda, no, it IS far from jurong to amk. so we decided to meet up at Woodlands Library. =)
A lot of thoughts crossed my mind while i was in the train. Thoughts like, "what's going on in that person's mind?". lol. havent u sometimes wonder? yepps. =)
met up wif Yihong at 6.45pm... her teachings are clear actually. i now undertand da formulaes and all. i can solve most log qns u noe!! lol. and yeah, i solved a qn wif a STAR. ermmm wif a LIL help from my cheecher. teehee.
den we went to da reference section to photocopy some stuff. lol. Yihong vry easy to cheat derr. haharx. Gave me 2 bucks for da printed papers wen dey oni cost 60 cents. lol!
den mama said to get some food from da bazaar at amk central... hmmm... its was 9.30 wen i reached AMK i think. lol. den quickly crossed da road, bought her food den cross back. its was all pretty smooth u noe. lol. den went to da bus stop, my bus was aledi there. so its like... wahhh.. teehee. reached home, ate inside da room wif Mama while watching Rainbow Connection. ciaoz.
A lot of thoughts crossed my mind while i was in the train. Thoughts like, "what's going on in that person's mind?". lol. havent u sometimes wonder? yepps. =)
met up wif Yihong at 6.45pm... her teachings are clear actually. i now undertand da formulaes and all. i can solve most log qns u noe!! lol. and yeah, i solved a qn wif a STAR. ermmm wif a LIL help from my cheecher. teehee.
den we went to da reference section to photocopy some stuff. lol. Yihong vry easy to cheat derr. haharx. Gave me 2 bucks for da printed papers wen dey oni cost 60 cents. lol!
den mama said to get some food from da bazaar at amk central... hmmm... its was 9.30 wen i reached AMK i think. lol. den quickly crossed da road, bought her food den cross back. its was all pretty smooth u noe. lol. den went to da bus stop, my bus was aledi there. so its like... wahhh.. teehee. reached home, ate inside da room wif Mama while watching Rainbow Connection. ciaoz.
14 December 2005
Never Coming Home
ohh yeahh! teehee. changed me template again ya? cant help it. da other one da fonts were too small and its so hazy. cudnt really see wat i was saying.
anieways, todae i'm off for tuition again. hhe. actually rite, now i find tt i'm liking A maths. wahahha. i noe! so yeahh.. am off to woodlands later at..hmmm 6? yepps. teehee. den go put books. den borrow books again. wakrakkaka.
anieways, nth muc happened so far. really. Chris wasnt online. denn i chatted wif Diyana oni. hehe. she's comin' dwn to Singapore tis New Year's Eve. lol. anieways, i was tinkin of goin to East Coast wif Ravi dey all to countdwn. wahaha. mayb go book chalet ke. haharx. den cn barbecue da de b4. den cn barbecue first ke den off to PARRRRTY!!! teehee.
anieways, am havin lotsa things on my schedule. lol. sound like busy woman ar. now vry pok lor. dunno go wear find money. "cabot bulu gadai, eh?" lol. if oni cn do tt. *sigh* ciaoz.
anieways, todae i'm off for tuition again. hhe. actually rite, now i find tt i'm liking A maths. wahahha. i noe! so yeahh.. am off to woodlands later at..hmmm 6? yepps. teehee. den go put books. den borrow books again. wakrakkaka.
anieways, nth muc happened so far. really. Chris wasnt online. denn i chatted wif Diyana oni. hehe. she's comin' dwn to Singapore tis New Year's Eve. lol. anieways, i was tinkin of goin to East Coast wif Ravi dey all to countdwn. wahaha. mayb go book chalet ke. haharx. den cn barbecue da de b4. den cn barbecue first ke den off to PARRRRTY!!! teehee.
anieways, am havin lotsa things on my schedule. lol. sound like busy woman ar. now vry pok lor. dunno go wear find money. "cabot bulu gadai, eh?" lol. if oni cn do tt. *sigh* ciaoz.
13 December 2005
i'm going crazy!
okies. sorry guys for haven been blogging conscientiously. teehee. anieways, i'm juz so tired of blogging sometimes. lol. but well, its like a routine already so wat da heck.
anieway, my links are dwn at da moment. lol. sth crazy goin on. still tryna figure out da link parts. lol. anieways... new things happened & yeah i tink i'm pathetic now. haizz
i met this new guy called Chris. as always, from the net. haizz. he's not like other guys i usually chat too. he doesnt haf a hot bod or hot face. but he's gd-lookin. he's got piercings & tattoo but doesnt lok at all menacing. he's really sweet u noe. he is so into kids and all. father material.
now da thing is.. he said he's got this intense feelings for me. and tt he had been thinking of me, him & kids while he was working. wellll... its usually the kind of thing tt I wud be thinkin abt but now it seems to go da other way round. lol. i dunno whether to be comforted or not. teehee. i dun wan it to be another of those Brian - David episode.. damn. i'm such a klutz man. wats wrong wif me.
i juz realise tt. the oni guys i noe are those from my school. those who, i meet & go out wif as frens are guys from my own schools. talk abt widenning my social circle. urgh! its so sad man. darn it. yati asked me along to some gig and i said i'd think abt it and she said sth tt made me think hard... "how are u gonna meet new peeps if u dun go out?" tok abt ouch. lol. but i dun mind
wat she said is kinda true. da oni time i go out is to da library or go out wif frens. haizz. sadd sia. i wanna meet guys. as frens first but well. i juz haf got not enuff confidence. da one guy whom i befrended is called Azi. and we smsed & i went out wif my sis to meet my bro in law actually, den still my sis' bf. my bro is frens wif him. he's 19 or 20. but well, wen i meet him, i got tongue-tied cos he's really cute. so i didnt tok to him or een dare to look at him. lol
in da end we stopped smsing and all. later i heard from my sis, he said tt i seem arrogant and seem disinterested in him. lol. double ouch. teehee. yepps. i tink tt sort of scarred me from meeting other guys. hehe. so yeah, i'm such a sad person. triple ouch. anieways, ciaoz.
anieway, my links are dwn at da moment. lol. sth crazy goin on. still tryna figure out da link parts. lol. anieways... new things happened & yeah i tink i'm pathetic now. haizz
i met this new guy called Chris. as always, from the net. haizz. he's not like other guys i usually chat too. he doesnt haf a hot bod or hot face. but he's gd-lookin. he's got piercings & tattoo but doesnt lok at all menacing. he's really sweet u noe. he is so into kids and all. father material.
now da thing is.. he said he's got this intense feelings for me. and tt he had been thinking of me, him & kids while he was working. wellll... its usually the kind of thing tt I wud be thinkin abt but now it seems to go da other way round. lol. i dunno whether to be comforted or not. teehee. i dun wan it to be another of those Brian - David episode.. damn. i'm such a klutz man. wats wrong wif me.
i juz realise tt. the oni guys i noe are those from my school. those who, i meet & go out wif as frens are guys from my own schools. talk abt widenning my social circle. urgh! its so sad man. darn it. yati asked me along to some gig and i said i'd think abt it and she said sth tt made me think hard... "how are u gonna meet new peeps if u dun go out?" tok abt ouch. lol. but i dun mind
wat she said is kinda true. da oni time i go out is to da library or go out wif frens. haizz. sadd sia. i wanna meet guys. as frens first but well. i juz haf got not enuff confidence. da one guy whom i befrended is called Azi. and we smsed & i went out wif my sis to meet my bro in law actually, den still my sis' bf. my bro is frens wif him. he's 19 or 20. but well, wen i meet him, i got tongue-tied cos he's really cute. so i didnt tok to him or een dare to look at him. lol
in da end we stopped smsing and all. later i heard from my sis, he said tt i seem arrogant and seem disinterested in him. lol. double ouch. teehee. yepps. i tink tt sort of scarred me from meeting other guys. hehe. so yeah, i'm such a sad person. triple ouch. anieways, ciaoz.
10 December 2005
SnowQueen
Darn. My feet is aching right now. I can take it no more. now am at da KB cyber cafe again. lol. wif Ravi & Yati. teehee. Mom aint at home. fed up so aint goin to sis' hse. so i met up wif yatee la. teehee. now i noe how Richard looks like. eew.
Anieways, SnowQueen was cool!! teehee. we were 15 minutes late tho cos Rahmat was darn late. waited for like 45 mintues for him yet he didnt arrieve. so yeahh tt was at AMK. den went City hall... denn saw Mami & her fren & her fren daughter. lol. but Rahmat was still not dere. so we waited for him for like a few minutes budden afta tt me & da other two went to da Esplanade first.
da Snowqueen was really nice. it was really like da sh ow i saw on the tv. lol. but it was cooler to be like watchin on on ur face. but well, now i dun feel like blogging ya. so yepps... blog later. ciaoz.
Anieways, SnowQueen was cool!! teehee. we were 15 minutes late tho cos Rahmat was darn late. waited for like 45 mintues for him yet he didnt arrieve. so yeahh tt was at AMK. den went City hall... denn saw Mami & her fren & her fren daughter. lol. but Rahmat was still not dere. so we waited for him for like a few minutes budden afta tt me & da other two went to da Esplanade first.
da Snowqueen was really nice. it was really like da sh ow i saw on the tv. lol. but it was cooler to be like watchin on on ur face. but well, now i dun feel like blogging ya. so yepps... blog later. ciaoz.
dun look no further!
Weeee!! It's 7.32am here but i'm all perked up. teehee. wanna noe why? *comes closer* *whispers* i'm going to watch Snowqueen todae! *jumps up & dwn* weeee!!
yesterdae my aunt asked if i wanna go watch Snowqueen so i said why not. so todae i was sound asleep [atlast!] wen my mum woke me up wif da baby. she had to shit. lol. so i was groggy & took da baby to sleep beside me. den AGAIN she woke me up. my aunt was on da fone. she asked if i wanna go to Snowqueen. wth?! i nodded my head & got up straight afta tt. lol. its at 12. meeting up wif my aunt at 11 at Esplanade!
so now i cant wait. dunno wat to wear actually. lol. sth..... nice? duh! oh yeah. one nite, i REALLY cudnt sleep tt i tink i hallucinated it. suddenly i woke up [ahh at last i slept] & found da conditio of da room to be diff. u noe those scenes on movies wen dey make dark looming room? ahh sth like tt. den my eyes hurt like siao!! i dunno y. it juz hurt. so wen i lie on my tummy, i'd wanted to brush sth off my face wen i actually POKED my eye. POKED. i got long finger nails darn it!!
so now. i'ma wear a black sleeveless shirt. elegance man. and mayb... jeans? lol. yeppp jeans mayb. wif da jackset. yepps. denn i'm done. weeee!! so pretty aiite? teehee. alritey denn. i'll blog later tonite to tell u abt da show. weee! ciaoz.
yesterdae my aunt asked if i wanna go watch Snowqueen so i said why not. so todae i was sound asleep [atlast!] wen my mum woke me up wif da baby. she had to shit. lol. so i was groggy & took da baby to sleep beside me. den AGAIN she woke me up. my aunt was on da fone. she asked if i wanna go to Snowqueen. wth?! i nodded my head & got up straight afta tt. lol. its at 12. meeting up wif my aunt at 11 at Esplanade!
so now i cant wait. dunno wat to wear actually. lol. sth..... nice? duh! oh yeah. one nite, i REALLY cudnt sleep tt i tink i hallucinated it. suddenly i woke up [ahh at last i slept] & found da conditio of da room to be diff. u noe those scenes on movies wen dey make dark looming room? ahh sth like tt. den my eyes hurt like siao!! i dunno y. it juz hurt. so wen i lie on my tummy, i'd wanted to brush sth off my face wen i actually POKED my eye. POKED. i got long finger nails darn it!!
so now. i'ma wear a black sleeveless shirt. elegance man. and mayb... jeans? lol. yeppp jeans mayb. wif da jackset. yepps. denn i'm done. weeee!! so pretty aiite? teehee. alritey denn. i'll blog later tonite to tell u abt da show. weee! ciaoz.
09 December 2005
tell me that it's over
Oh well. Haven been blogging yeah? lol. been meaning to but cant seem to find da discipline to actually log in & blog. lol. anieways, i found sth rather neat. it ws cool really. but i'll post it later. or as u've seen it up dere [da post b4 tis] , abt da Cancerian & Tauran? tts da one.
lol. stupid la. but its kinda nice to read abt ur own horoscope ya? wee! anieways, got to noe tis guy called Chris. well... he aint TT gd looking but he's really really sweet. lol. he's one of the two guys who proposed marriage to me. teehee. denn Shane & Eddie want to meet up wif me. lol. its not Shane TEOH. its another shane. seriously, he's cute! he;s got dimple for gawd's sake!!
anieways, todae, 9.30 am i was aledi in sch. got meeting. waited for Mr Zaman & all. finished a lil afta 12 budden got another meeting & finished at 3. lol. abt 4 1/2 hours dere? wow. lol. rotted & all. oh yeahh and Cheryl hee left me to drown wen she didnt turn up & we had to each explain our... proposals. lol. thk God Agnes helped. Thkies Ah-gh-neh. teehee.
anieways, Xmas is approaching fast. haizz.. wonder who i'll be spending it wif. i seriously wan company u noe. haizzz.. sadd la.. if u wana celebrate wif me or atleast cuddle up wif me, call me up ok? sms me or sth. or email me or tag me. thkies ya. =)
lol. stupid la. but its kinda nice to read abt ur own horoscope ya? wee! anieways, got to noe tis guy called Chris. well... he aint TT gd looking but he's really really sweet. lol. he's one of the two guys who proposed marriage to me. teehee. denn Shane & Eddie want to meet up wif me. lol. its not Shane TEOH. its another shane. seriously, he's cute! he;s got dimple for gawd's sake!!
anieways, todae, 9.30 am i was aledi in sch. got meeting. waited for Mr Zaman & all. finished a lil afta 12 budden got another meeting & finished at 3. lol. abt 4 1/2 hours dere? wow. lol. rotted & all. oh yeahh and Cheryl hee left me to drown wen she didnt turn up & we had to each explain our... proposals. lol. thk God Agnes helped. Thkies Ah-gh-neh. teehee.
anieways, Xmas is approaching fast. haizz.. wonder who i'll be spending it wif. i seriously wan company u noe. haizzz.. sadd la.. if u wana celebrate wif me or atleast cuddle up wif me, call me up ok? sms me or sth. or email me or tag me. thkies ya. =)
08 December 2005
You're Gone
"what will i do if i cant be wif you
tell me where do i turn to
baby where will i be
now that we are apart
am i still in your heart
baby why dun u see
that i need you here wif me"
`the truth remains you're gone.
I love tis song! lol. Gone by 'N sync
'B' for bloody & bastards. Bloody Bastards.
okay. i dunno if itz purely coincidental or fate or watsoever, but i actually got to know Brett the same dae i got to noe Brian. tok abt fate or mere coincidence!
but well, it proves tt gettin to noe guys wif da name startin wif B on Dec 8 is not recommended.
Both disappoint me in some ways. u noe, actually sitting back and lookin at myself. juz reflectin bak on who i am and how i reacted, i find tt i was stupid. i mean, wats da point of hankering afta two guys who barely know me? its true, dey dunno da real me. so far its me behind a facade of other 'mes' on da net.
"i used to think i haf da answers to everythying
but now i noe tt life doesnt always go my way
...all i need is time, a moment that is mine while i'm in betwn."
but well, it proves tt gettin to noe guys wif da name startin wif B on Dec 8 is not recommended.
Both disappoint me in some ways. u noe, actually sitting back and lookin at myself. juz reflectin bak on who i am and how i reacted, i find tt i was stupid. i mean, wats da point of hankering afta two guys who barely know me? its true, dey dunno da real me. so far its me behind a facade of other 'mes' on da net.
"i used to think i haf da answers to everythying
but now i noe tt life doesnt always go my way
...all i need is time, a moment that is mine while i'm in betwn."
Happy Anniversary, Baby
It's two years now. Well, it would have been yeah? Just wanna say that i really treasure all those moments we had. lol. foolishly said, i felt ur love going through all those cables. =)
But oh well, it still hurts to noe tt u wont tok to me again. i saw that u were online a few daes bak on yahoo msn. y didnt u reply baby? i miss u so much baby, i miss u so. Anieways, Happy Anniversary, baby.
But oh well, it still hurts to noe tt u wont tok to me again. i saw that u were online a few daes bak on yahoo msn. y didnt u reply baby? i miss u so much baby, i miss u so. Anieways, Happy Anniversary, baby.
06 December 2005
I Love...
Before i die or anything, i juz wanna tell this people tt i love dem. in alphabetical order.
A - Ain ; Ayin ; Abang Man ; Apple
B - Brian ; Brennan
C - Chris ; Cherish
D - Diana ; Diyana
E - Eddie ; yeah i like u, u silly beng.
H - Hidayah ; Hui Ting [stupid ckn]
I - Irfan =)
J - Julia ; Julie ; Jason [sry we were not meant to be]
L - Linda
M - Mami ; Mamat
N - NURA =) i lurve myself
O - Osman ; Oyah
P - Parmes
R - Ryan ; Ravi ; Rahmat
S - Sharifah ; Shari ; Shalz
V - Vani
Y - Yatee
i lurve these people wif my heart & soul. i may not say it or show it buti feel it.=)
itz not tt i'm gonna die. but i juz wanna expresse my profound love to these people. those whose names are not here ; either i've forgotten [ouch] or u disappoint me [double ouch].
A - Ain ; Ayin ; Abang Man ; Apple
B - Brian ; Brennan
C - Chris ; Cherish
D - Diana ; Diyana
E - Eddie ; yeah i like u, u silly beng.
H - Hidayah ; Hui Ting [stupid ckn]
I - Irfan =)
J - Julia ; Julie ; Jason [sry we were not meant to be]
L - Linda
M - Mami ; Mamat
N - NURA =) i lurve myself
O - Osman ; Oyah
P - Parmes
R - Ryan ; Ravi ; Rahmat
S - Sharifah ; Shari ; Shalz
V - Vani
Y - Yatee
i lurve these people wif my heart & soul. i may not say it or show it buti feel it.=)
itz not tt i'm gonna die. but i juz wanna expresse my profound love to these people. those whose names are not here ; either i've forgotten [ouch] or u disappoint me [double ouch].
Hey Sexy Momma!
i changed da bedsheet. i cleaned da room. i cooked. i cleaned da hse. da oni thing i'm missin is a guy comin hme from work and kissin my forehead. lol .
aiite. i spent my dae doin nth muc actually. lol. denn i chatted to ppl i noe on da line and one vry cute guy. lol. Chris. he's sweet ya. asked me if i had sex & i said n ot until i'm married and he said... wat if we meet & we like each other & everything goes well.. wud u marry me? teehee. tts like ermm... 2 marriage proposals b4 i even hit 18. lol. wat a joke man.
anieways, tomoro is da dae of me tuition. dunno wat to expect. weee! nrm me. okies.. me left fingers got some beige-y colored nail polish.. while me right has da transparent one. lol. it lookes weird. & my nails are friggin long. weeee! especially da ones on my left. vry long ya..
anieways, i'm off to shake my booty booty to da music!! been shakin all dae. lol. now dat my music box is workin, i cn even jiggle all da way in my bathroom! weeee! kk. soon gonna jiggle dere. teehee. need my aromatic cream bath. my dearie cream bath, here i commmmmeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kinky. =P ciaoz.
aiite. i spent my dae doin nth muc actually. lol. denn i chatted to ppl i noe on da line and one vry cute guy. lol. Chris. he's sweet ya. asked me if i had sex & i said n ot until i'm married and he said... wat if we meet & we like each other & everything goes well.. wud u marry me? teehee. tts like ermm... 2 marriage proposals b4 i even hit 18. lol. wat a joke man.
anieways, tomoro is da dae of me tuition. dunno wat to expect. weee! nrm me. okies.. me left fingers got some beige-y colored nail polish.. while me right has da transparent one. lol. it lookes weird. & my nails are friggin long. weeee! especially da ones on my left. vry long ya..
anieways, i'm off to shake my booty booty to da music!! been shakin all dae. lol. now dat my music box is workin, i cn even jiggle all da way in my bathroom! weeee! kk. soon gonna jiggle dere. teehee. need my aromatic cream bath. my dearie cream bath, here i commmmmeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kinky. =P ciaoz.
05 December 2005
Weeee!
12am. mother daughter. watching Hindi movie. Kal Ho Naa Ho. tears. lol yepp stayed til late to watch da movie tt meant "Tomorrow May Not Be" . i tried hard not to cry resulting in a horrible headache. lol
plus. yesterdae da turbulance effect from the wave thingy stuck wif me even til late night. lol. i closed my eyes and felt myself bobbing up & dwn wif da wave motion. lol. horrible. and now i still haf dat headache.
sis & hubby came over to our house to spend da nite wif me nephew. and each of us looked like grilled prawns. lol. i looked so much darker now man. u cn juz see da sunburn takin effect. lol.
and in two daes time, i'm off for my very first tuition lesson. lol. da tuition agent asked if i wan female or male teacher. i pondered for a while acutally before she actually asked da qn. if its a male, if he's gd-lookin, i wont be able to learn anything except the contours of his face prolly. lol. if he is not gd-lookin, somehow someway i wud develop feelings for his inner traits. lol. tts weird rite? haha. so i'd rather not take any chances and preferred a female one. teehee.
anieways, everytime i scratch myself now it feels as tho i'm tearin my skin apart. ouch! teehee. aiite denn. i'll go now and type me remainin story. lol. yeahh in case some of u wonder, my book is published yeah ; Picking Up The Pieces, but its not for da public unfortunately. but oh well, it suck anyway. i'm writing a new story. a short one i tink but i'll post dem on Chocolate. aiite? see ya. hope u guys drop in there once a while. see ya! ciaoz.
plus. yesterdae da turbulance effect from the wave thingy stuck wif me even til late night. lol. i closed my eyes and felt myself bobbing up & dwn wif da wave motion. lol. horrible. and now i still haf dat headache.
sis & hubby came over to our house to spend da nite wif me nephew. and each of us looked like grilled prawns. lol. i looked so much darker now man. u cn juz see da sunburn takin effect. lol.
and in two daes time, i'm off for my very first tuition lesson. lol. da tuition agent asked if i wan female or male teacher. i pondered for a while acutally before she actually asked da qn. if its a male, if he's gd-lookin, i wont be able to learn anything except the contours of his face prolly. lol. if he is not gd-lookin, somehow someway i wud develop feelings for his inner traits. lol. tts weird rite? haha. so i'd rather not take any chances and preferred a female one. teehee.
anieways, everytime i scratch myself now it feels as tho i'm tearin my skin apart. ouch! teehee. aiite denn. i'll go now and type me remainin story. lol. yeahh in case some of u wonder, my book is published yeah ; Picking Up The Pieces, but its not for da public unfortunately. but oh well, it suck anyway. i'm writing a new story. a short one i tink but i'll post dem on Chocolate. aiite? see ya. hope u guys drop in there once a while. see ya! ciaoz.
04 December 2005
Tiring Dae Babe
phew! went swimming todae wif my family & relatives. lol. went to Jurong. so tut lor. nth muc dere really 'cept for da slides, da waves & da turning turning thing. lol. spent my time at da turning turning thing.
go round and round da pool so many times. den at da Wave pool oso. waited for the waves oso. wahh.. altho is at swimming pool hor but it felt like at some sea lor. scary!! went as deep as 1.6M. but is damn deep derr lorr.. hahar. but we were on da buoy la.
den afta tt go da round round thing wif me nephew. lol. he loved it!! lol. he paddled wif his legs. so clever rite! hehe. anieways..now me vry daark. tink i'm gonna go put some lotion on. lol. so tut. pain lor. see ya. ciaoz.
go round and round da pool so many times. den at da Wave pool oso. waited for the waves oso. wahh.. altho is at swimming pool hor but it felt like at some sea lor. scary!! went as deep as 1.6M. but is damn deep derr lorr.. hahar. but we were on da buoy la.
den afta tt go da round round thing wif me nephew. lol. he loved it!! lol. he paddled wif his legs. so clever rite! hehe. anieways..now me vry daark. tink i'm gonna go put some lotion on. lol. so tut. pain lor. see ya. ciaoz.
03 December 2005
turning
My life is turnin for da better now i guess. my tuition's set. A & E maths. 100 bucks per month. cheap rite? its face to face someore. nice. ok lar. atleast i got wat i wanted. and sort of accomodate wif mum. yea..
anyways, todae went to Toa Payoh to search for a buoy for my nephew. tomoro we goin Jurong for a swim!! lol! we'll be off by 10 tomoro. meetin up wif my aunt & uncle. lol. we're gonna haf fun baby!!
anieways... todae quite a couple of thoughts ran through my mind but i forgot wat. lol. sadd la. anieways.. now i wan to go off ler. got nth to sae. teehee. cya. ciaoz.
anyways, todae went to Toa Payoh to search for a buoy for my nephew. tomoro we goin Jurong for a swim!! lol! we'll be off by 10 tomoro. meetin up wif my aunt & uncle. lol. we're gonna haf fun baby!!
anieways... todae quite a couple of thoughts ran through my mind but i forgot wat. lol. sadd la. anieways.. now i wan to go off ler. got nth to sae. teehee. cya. ciaoz.
02 December 2005
frigginly stuupid.
well well well... can u believe tt i'm actually at some cyber cafe wen i actually ahaf a com at home? lol its tupid i noe but i juz had to get away from mama and diddy.
its gettin pretty stressing sittin at hme. mum keeps askin me to pick a friggin tuition entre. so stressed! but anyways, i'm now out wif Ravi & Yati. da two ppl wjom in da past i wudnt actually go ouit wif. i mean not on such a close rapport but ppl change ya? and i like it. =) firstly, i wanna thk dem for bein here for me. =) teehee.
anieways, am goin off now. mum actually smsed me. lol. sometimes i sympathise wif her. sometimes i love her a lot. sometimes she juz puts WAY too much stress on me. stangely, i miss my family now. oh well. i'm a sad case ya? ciaoz.
its gettin pretty stressing sittin at hme. mum keeps askin me to pick a friggin tuition entre. so stressed! but anyways, i'm now out wif Ravi & Yati. da two ppl wjom in da past i wudnt actually go ouit wif. i mean not on such a close rapport but ppl change ya? and i like it. =) firstly, i wanna thk dem for bein here for me. =) teehee.
anieways, am goin off now. mum actually smsed me. lol. sometimes i sympathise wif her. sometimes i love her a lot. sometimes she juz puts WAY too much stress on me. stangely, i miss my family now. oh well. i'm a sad case ya? ciaoz.
01 December 2005
FUCK it!
I hate my life rite now. 'Quit and start work" my dad keeps sayin and its gettin on my nerves! i so hate my life. its at tt point of time tt i realise i AM useless!!
i so hate it now. everyone is blaming me for tis and tt. wen my dad's phone bill goes up its alwaes me! wat abt Mama whose alwaes using da fone to tok to my aunt?! y wen da electricity bill goes up dey blame me for playin on da com so much?! wat abt Mama switchin on da com from mornin den nvr off it til i later take over to play?! wat abt Mama playing com and watchin tv at da same time?! y is it alwaes me?? y is it cos i'm da youngest?! wat da fuck sia.
i'm so fucking pissed riite now. so fucking pissed. i've had thoughts of running away from hme but tt doesnt solve it all. fuck it. my life suck shit. i hate my life now. i've got no one i cn really tok to. Brett is busy wif his fucking things. i'm starting to think twice as to y i call him a gd fren. god, i feel like a cheap slut. fucking whore. fuck you. oh wat da fuck. darn it!!
life juz suck rite now man. i'm friggin tired of my mum askin me to call up tuition centres. "find cheap ones and those subjects tt u wan.." wtf?! cheap?! since wen education is cheap?! wat da fuck sial. quit school? alrite denn. i shall go work. be a fucking whore. get loads of money within hours. oh if lucky, minutes!! i'll be a fucking whore and i'll be a fucking laughing stock in da family.. "haha. study abroad. yeah rite. piece of shit aint she now?!" i cn hear tt comin from my relatives. fuck shit.
i'm gettin da fuck outta here. go brush my fucking teeth. and fuck my fucking self. i hate myself like tis. but i cant help it. wen no one seems to tink u're worthy, wen NO ONE is dere for u... u r juz branded da biggest LOSER & LONER on da face of Earth. thk you. now. fuck off.
i so hate it now. everyone is blaming me for tis and tt. wen my dad's phone bill goes up its alwaes me! wat abt Mama whose alwaes using da fone to tok to my aunt?! y wen da electricity bill goes up dey blame me for playin on da com so much?! wat abt Mama switchin on da com from mornin den nvr off it til i later take over to play?! wat abt Mama playing com and watchin tv at da same time?! y is it alwaes me?? y is it cos i'm da youngest?! wat da fuck sia.
i'm so fucking pissed riite now. so fucking pissed. i've had thoughts of running away from hme but tt doesnt solve it all. fuck it. my life suck shit. i hate my life now. i've got no one i cn really tok to. Brett is busy wif his fucking things. i'm starting to think twice as to y i call him a gd fren. god, i feel like a cheap slut. fucking whore. fuck you. oh wat da fuck. darn it!!
life juz suck rite now man. i'm friggin tired of my mum askin me to call up tuition centres. "find cheap ones and those subjects tt u wan.." wtf?! cheap?! since wen education is cheap?! wat da fuck sial. quit school? alrite denn. i shall go work. be a fucking whore. get loads of money within hours. oh if lucky, minutes!! i'll be a fucking whore and i'll be a fucking laughing stock in da family.. "haha. study abroad. yeah rite. piece of shit aint she now?!" i cn hear tt comin from my relatives. fuck shit.
i'm gettin da fuck outta here. go brush my fucking teeth. and fuck my fucking self. i hate myself like tis. but i cant help it. wen no one seems to tink u're worthy, wen NO ONE is dere for u... u r juz branded da biggest LOSER & LONER on da face of Earth. thk you. now. fuck off.
Hard To Say I'm Sorry
aiite. someone said to me, "Maybe you're looking to hard or you're not looking at all" . I believe, i am the earlier one. lol. so i've told myself, like its my new mantra , wen i see any guys, i'd go.. "no dun look. dun try to hard.." lol i tink soon i'll be falling into da latter.
anyways, i juz realise that its hard to fall out of love. lol. its not really a juz thing but well yeahh. in a week's time, its my so called anniversary wif Brian. the second year. i nvr knew in that one year, so many things can happen. anieways, enough lamenting.
anyways i juz realise tt in other ppl's blog, dey write abt wat they did for that day. but well, mine is mostly abt wat i'm feleing. tts a great contrast ya? =) oh shit. i feel sadd again. darn it. lemme get it all out aiite? next post alrite?
anyways, i juz realise that its hard to fall out of love. lol. its not really a juz thing but well yeahh. in a week's time, its my so called anniversary wif Brian. the second year. i nvr knew in that one year, so many things can happen. anieways, enough lamenting.
anyways i juz realise tt in other ppl's blog, dey write abt wat they did for that day. but well, mine is mostly abt wat i'm feleing. tts a great contrast ya? =) oh shit. i feel sadd again. darn it. lemme get it all out aiite? next post alrite?
make the right decision babe
well, i read a book by James Patterson tis morning called ''Sam's Letters to Jennifer'' . It was really nice u noe. and yeahh, rite now my nephew is crying so badly and my mum is trying to pacify him - get him to sleep. and wat is da SUPERB aunt doing? listening to loud music, blogging, chattin wif Geraldine discussing on sch events. lol
"so lemme slip away!! lemme slip against da current!!" lol. Vindicated. i LURVE loud music baby. lol. so yeahh, todae i practiced a lil self-discipline by not switchin on my com until at around 2. lol. so hapiie.
right. great. now i'm battling wif my mum. she increased da volume of da tv. lol. and wats on on tv if not Commando. right. nice. so now i'm trying to lose myself to da vry loud music of mine. teehee. hehe.
anieways, i'm goin off now. wanna chat wif Ger more abt da stuff we're lining up for studs in our sch. its a whole new year next year!
"so lemme slip away!! lemme slip against da current!!" lol. Vindicated. i LURVE loud music baby. lol. so yeahh, todae i practiced a lil self-discipline by not switchin on my com until at around 2. lol. so hapiie.
right. great. now i'm battling wif my mum. she increased da volume of da tv. lol. and wats on on tv if not Commando. right. nice. so now i'm trying to lose myself to da vry loud music of mine. teehee. hehe.
anieways, i'm goin off now. wanna chat wif Ger more abt da stuff we're lining up for studs in our sch. its a whole new year next year!
30 November 2005
i'm lovin' it!
yippee! afta so long, i've finally changed my template! teehee. da previous one is da longest i had on. ahakz.
anieways, if da song dun suit ya, do inform. i juz fell in love wif dis song wen i heard it. teehee. so swwweeeeet! lol
anieways, now dat my template has changed, ima blog in more. lol. juz lookin at it sets my heart to type in more. anieways, following Ravi's advise, ima start writing again.=) da published book was ermmm shaky but pretty good attempt. ima do more ya.
ima start wif writing short stories again i guess. i tink i've got an iea forming up in here. teehee. ibetta go type it out. see ya peeps! oh yeah, to catch my short stories, click links and go to Chocolate if i aint wrong. yepp. see ya!
anieways, if da song dun suit ya, do inform. i juz fell in love wif dis song wen i heard it. teehee. so swwweeeeet! lol
anieways, now dat my template has changed, ima blog in more. lol. juz lookin at it sets my heart to type in more. anieways, following Ravi's advise, ima start writing again.=) da published book was ermmm shaky but pretty good attempt. ima do more ya.
ima start wif writing short stories again i guess. i tink i've got an iea forming up in here. teehee. ibetta go type it out. see ya peeps! oh yeah, to catch my short stories, click links and go to Chocolate if i aint wrong. yepp. see ya!
itz sad. so sad.
my life has been very boring the past few daes. been just sitting at home and doing nothing. had several arguments wif my mum in da mornings but den yeahh.. things are ok afta tt.
but yesterdae in da late afternoon, i went to the library. read a book den borrowed 8. lol. den ermm... went home but mum said she wanted to go to the Bazaar at AMk Central. so yeah.. waited for dem...my whole family la. den went bak to central. lol. den walk walk walk... wen S-11 to eat dinner. vry late dinner actually.. den off we go hme in da rain.
yati smsed me in da wee morning to tok on da fone wif Ravi but i off my fone cos da batt was vry muc dead. so yepp. heard dey chatted till 4.30 in da morn. lol. cute. anieways.. i'm now searchin for a job. sth permanent i guess. my family is truly suffering now. feel so depress sia. haizz..
anyone, noe of where to get good jobs? apart from fastfood joints. either sms me or email me ya? or juz drop me a msg on da tagboard. thkies ya. greatly appreciate it. =)
but yesterdae in da late afternoon, i went to the library. read a book den borrowed 8. lol. den ermm... went home but mum said she wanted to go to the Bazaar at AMk Central. so yeah.. waited for dem...my whole family la. den went bak to central. lol. den walk walk walk... wen S-11 to eat dinner. vry late dinner actually.. den off we go hme in da rain.
yati smsed me in da wee morning to tok on da fone wif Ravi but i off my fone cos da batt was vry muc dead. so yepp. heard dey chatted till 4.30 in da morn. lol. cute. anieways.. i'm now searchin for a job. sth permanent i guess. my family is truly suffering now. feel so depress sia. haizz..
anyone, noe of where to get good jobs? apart from fastfood joints. either sms me or email me ya? or juz drop me a msg on da tagboard. thkies ya. greatly appreciate it. =)
28 November 2005
would you be my girlfriend?
can i sae this? i haf got NO idea on how to be a gf. yepp. i dunno. i noe tt i wud act weird in front of someone i like. yeahh. tts totally weird.
and yeahh.. i've nvr been in a relationship here. so yeahh.. wat da heck. i'm not sure if i'm making sense. tis chinese guy, saw my pic and all and we chattted and he asked me to be his gal. but ermm.. i dunno. haven meet so cant sae. den he said he's injured cos he was in a fight. well... ah beng? urgghh! not sure nehh.. how? wat if i really dun like?
i prefer someone like me. romantic... sweet. someone like... well.. Brian. darn it. damn brian! shit assed! i gotta go now. *sigh* see ya.
and yeahh.. i've nvr been in a relationship here. so yeahh.. wat da heck. i'm not sure if i'm making sense. tis chinese guy, saw my pic and all and we chattted and he asked me to be his gal. but ermm.. i dunno. haven meet so cant sae. den he said he's injured cos he was in a fight. well... ah beng? urgghh! not sure nehh.. how? wat if i really dun like?
i prefer someone like me. romantic... sweet. someone like... well.. Brian. darn it. damn brian! shit assed! i gotta go now. *sigh* see ya.
26 November 2005
Hapiie Hour
Weee! todae i had an enjoyable dae without gettin my ass busted! teehee.
i was supposed to go out with Hui Ting but she pangsei me at the last minute lor. well, partly itz my fault i guess cos i invited Shari & Tem [Syahidah] in at da last minute.
hui ting said she didnt feel like leavin home. itz one of those daes wen u feel tt u wud rather stay at home den go out.. yepp. lol. so yeahh, i went out wif tem & Shari.
so i met Tem earlier but since we were both late in meetin each other, we decided to wait for Shari. we tot of goin to J8 first. but we forgo dat & waited for Shari. lol. LOTS of train went by but Shari didnt come. we were to catch 'Just Like Heaven' at 1.50 at Plaza Singapura but it was nearly 1.15 den. but thk god he arrived in da nick of time!
den we wenta watch da movie. sat three rows from da front. lol. eyes pain u noe. den we took some pics. walked around a lil. oh!! 'Red Lily' da third book from Nora Robert's Garden Series is out!! well..if oni someone cn get it for me for Xmas... *hint hint* lol
den we went to Bugis to eat. Spent abt an hour i tink. eating & toking. den we walked to Esplande. along da way, explored some shops. nice... :P teehee. den reached Esplande at around 6.35pm ? so yeahh.. took lotsa pics around dere [will be posting dem tomoro.] den went home. lol. pretty boring u may sae but we had lotsa fun! and all those pics. my garsh. both my memory cards were full! teehee.
anyways, i'm off to chat wif Joe now. gdnite ppl!
i was supposed to go out with Hui Ting but she pangsei me at the last minute lor. well, partly itz my fault i guess cos i invited Shari & Tem [Syahidah] in at da last minute.
hui ting said she didnt feel like leavin home. itz one of those daes wen u feel tt u wud rather stay at home den go out.. yepp. lol. so yeahh, i went out wif tem & Shari.
so i met Tem earlier but since we were both late in meetin each other, we decided to wait for Shari. we tot of goin to J8 first. but we forgo dat & waited for Shari. lol. LOTS of train went by but Shari didnt come. we were to catch 'Just Like Heaven' at 1.50 at Plaza Singapura but it was nearly 1.15 den. but thk god he arrived in da nick of time!
den we wenta watch da movie. sat three rows from da front. lol. eyes pain u noe. den we took some pics. walked around a lil. oh!! 'Red Lily' da third book from Nora Robert's Garden Series is out!! well..if oni someone cn get it for me for Xmas... *hint hint* lol
den we went to Bugis to eat. Spent abt an hour i tink. eating & toking. den we walked to Esplande. along da way, explored some shops. nice... :P teehee. den reached Esplande at around 6.35pm ? so yeahh.. took lotsa pics around dere [will be posting dem tomoro.] den went home. lol. pretty boring u may sae but we had lotsa fun! and all those pics. my garsh. both my memory cards were full! teehee.
anyways, i'm off to chat wif Joe now. gdnite ppl!
25 November 2005
Intermission Ended.
lol. self-taken pics are oftenugly in my case. but
wat da heck. me bf at da bak.
lol.
me & vani.we were feelin exceptionally
SWEET.
Food! glorious food!dwn at Pastamania.
in da lift at National Library.itz huge !!
Photograph - Nickelback
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey’s head?
This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out
This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must’ve done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it’s too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life’s better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say , time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we’d know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim’s the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She’s had a couple of kids since then
I haven’t seen her since God knows when
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say,time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say,time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
I miss that town
I can’t believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
[chorus again]
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey’s head?
This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out
This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must’ve done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it’s too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life’s better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say , time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we’d know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim’s the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She’s had a couple of kids since then
I haven’t seen her since God knows when
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say,time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say,time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
I miss that town
I can’t believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
[chorus again]
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me
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heart-warming!
hehe. i tink i'll be a copycat! i tink those who frequent her blog wud noe who i am copying ya? lol. i'm shameless. Garsh!
dearest Vani ; lol. yes i remember that all too clearly too! and tts all thx to our dear Parmsy-Warmsy. did i mention tt on tt morning, the first thing i tot of was, "i'm going out with Parmsy-Warmsy today," lol.
bella-iest Diana ; lol. dun we juz LoVe to rape each other?! lol. and yes, given the opportunity, i'd rape Mr Potter too. i'd kill Myrtle again & get in the bath tub wif him. i realised, its huge ! lol. & as for Brett? naww. Potter is too hot for anybody. Brett cant hold his stick to Potter's. :P
craziest Yati ; oh gurl, i wanna watch it again too!! hehe. moz prob i AM. muahahahaha. wanna join me gurl? den we can like u noe.. oogle at Potter's bod & ermm.. curly & wispy armpit hair. did u realise his nipples got hair too?!
lol! enuff abt hair & all. lol. thx for tagging u guys!! luv y'all!!
dearest Vani ; lol. yes i remember that all too clearly too! and tts all thx to our dear Parmsy-Warmsy. did i mention tt on tt morning, the first thing i tot of was, "i'm going out with Parmsy-Warmsy today," lol.
bella-iest Diana ; lol. dun we juz LoVe to rape each other?! lol. and yes, given the opportunity, i'd rape Mr Potter too. i'd kill Myrtle again & get in the bath tub wif him. i realised, its huge ! lol. & as for Brett? naww. Potter is too hot for anybody. Brett cant hold his stick to Potter's. :P
craziest Yati ; oh gurl, i wanna watch it again too!! hehe. moz prob i AM. muahahahaha. wanna join me gurl? den we can like u noe.. oogle at Potter's bod & ermm.. curly & wispy armpit hair. did u realise his nipples got hair too?!
lol! enuff abt hair & all. lol. thx for tagging u guys!! luv y'all!!
pretty tame life
oh garsh, i'm so friggin boredd! yikes! i tink all my systems are switching off any moment now. nothing interesting has happened da past few daes!!
went for da 3 dae SPH camp thingy & yeahh. Saw 2 eurasian guys, Mark & Daniel if i'm not wrong. hehe. Mark is 16... a very low voice ; baritone as dey called it. Daniel is... i duno. Just saw him from afar and chanced upon his name wen his fren called him.
hehe. da food dere were DELICIOUS!! lol. oni some looks and/or taste weird. lol. Genevieve, Amanda, Yong Jie & Mrs Sng got pretty tired of me saying, "tis taste weird " lol.
den wat else? nth muc happened afta tt. Brett didnt come online. i led a very boring life da past few daes. no ne online tt i cud tok to or watsoeva. Joe was sweet tho. he tried to hanky-panky but i turned him dwn so many times. lol. Sry Joe. hehe.
tmro am goin out wif Hui Ting. yay!! enjoyment at last!! going Orchard... den go Esplanade den Bugis. hehe. moz prob. we're trying to be very notti on tt dae. hehe. try to chat up some ang moh. lol. we are gals who are unwanted ; atleast for me. so yeahh... gonna take lotsa pics & yeahh. lol. cant wait for tomoro!! anieways, i'm gonna go off now. go chatrooms better. hehe. see ya!
went for da 3 dae SPH camp thingy & yeahh. Saw 2 eurasian guys, Mark & Daniel if i'm not wrong. hehe. Mark is 16... a very low voice ; baritone as dey called it. Daniel is... i duno. Just saw him from afar and chanced upon his name wen his fren called him.
hehe. da food dere were DELICIOUS!! lol. oni some looks and/or taste weird. lol. Genevieve, Amanda, Yong Jie & Mrs Sng got pretty tired of me saying, "tis taste weird " lol.
den wat else? nth muc happened afta tt. Brett didnt come online. i led a very boring life da past few daes. no ne online tt i cud tok to or watsoeva. Joe was sweet tho. he tried to hanky-panky but i turned him dwn so many times. lol. Sry Joe. hehe.
tmro am goin out wif Hui Ting. yay!! enjoyment at last!! going Orchard... den go Esplanade den Bugis. hehe. moz prob. we're trying to be very notti on tt dae. hehe. try to chat up some ang moh. lol. we are gals who are unwanted ; atleast for me. so yeahh... gonna take lotsa pics & yeahh. lol. cant wait for tomoro!! anieways, i'm gonna go off now. go chatrooms better. hehe. see ya!
22 November 2005
Singapore Press Holdings Camp
well, i went for it. itz da first dae so yeahh..everything is kinda mellow. hmmmm, mostly sat through the theory from ermmm 9++ till abt 4.45?? yepp. lol
hmmmm, Mrs Sng called me at 9.17am & i JUZ woke up! but cos my fone cant receive any fone calls... i rejected her call but my mind was racing. i TOTALLY forgot abt da camp thingy, i meant, i tot it was on Wednesdae so yeahh..
i bathed & called Mrs Sng. lol. we agreed to meet at 9.45. arrived at Braddell but didnt see da others. saw Mrs Sng & her husband drove us to da building. sweet ya?
so overall it was pretty ok. Gen, Amanda & Yong Ji i tink is his name. yepp, i was da oldest. grreat. i feel old now. lol. cya!
hmmmm, Mrs Sng called me at 9.17am & i JUZ woke up! but cos my fone cant receive any fone calls... i rejected her call but my mind was racing. i TOTALLY forgot abt da camp thingy, i meant, i tot it was on Wednesdae so yeahh..
i bathed & called Mrs Sng. lol. we agreed to meet at 9.45. arrived at Braddell but didnt see da others. saw Mrs Sng & her husband drove us to da building. sweet ya?
so overall it was pretty ok. Gen, Amanda & Yong Ji i tink is his name. yepp, i was da oldest. grreat. i feel old now. lol. cya!
21 November 2005
hopelessly devoted to euu..
i love this guy to pieces. well, i noe itz stupid & silly and totally retarded of me to still be tinkin of him afta all this while... but i miss him.
i'm nt someone who forgets a person easily. especially when we are emotionally tied.atleast for my side tt is. well, xmas is comin & i've got no idea wat i'll be doin. i remeber mentioning tt i miss da past.
well, i do. da past... it was so much easier for my life to go on by. There were lots of people to tok to ; Dave, Brett, Brian, Joe, Mike & Orion. but now, it seems like i'm so alone. *sigh*
i wrote to Brian once. lol. "so i got this letter from this girl ... and it was so cute cuz it says "thank you mr. postman" on the edge and it made me laugh ... but this girl always makes me laugh ... and onetime she made me cry ... but we won't talk about that ... i just love her so much ... i wish she was here with me ...". oh garsh, i love him so much.
"i love you as the flower loves the sun" ... as much as a need as a want, much lust but infinitely more love.."
how much truth does that hold now? oh garsh... i keep cryin juz by readin his emails. i noe itz stupid u guys... but i cant help it. i miss him. i can never forget him. never.
itz a beautiful daee!!
we wenta da National Library.these are da books that we 3 took. 
tts a big tree ya? hehe. xmas is comin' [sniffles]
tts a big tree ya? hehe. xmas is comin' [sniffles]& dya see da two idiots at da base?!
ohhh. there dey are! lol
and guess who we saw? lol.
ohhh. there dey are! lolIndia & Pakistani brides at
matchmaker.com
and guess who we saw? lol. Batman!! tho he was juz lip-syncing!
da pretty babys!! weee!
da pretty babys!! weee! errmm, in da Ladies.
wot da hell is she tryna do?!
wot da hell is she tryna do?! if ur answer is "i dunno", well, mine too!
hehe. Parmsy-Warmsy!! we're at some cafe waitin for dat Vani.
hehe. Parmsy-Warmsy!! we're at some cafe waitin for dat Vani.richie gals arent we, Parmsy?!
Yay!! I saw me baby!!
weeeeeee!! i watched Harry Potter & The Goblet Of Fire at last!!! lol. i am SO friggin' excited!! lol
i watched it wif Yati. oni da two of us. lol. i cried when Cedric died cos Harry cried & it sort of got to my heart. hehe. silly i noe but i'm nt cold-hearted u noe. however, quite a couple of things were cut out or rather altered in the movie... so yeahh.. AND.. Harry didn't kiss Cho Chang. I hafta to sae tho, she IS pretty.
anieways, da cast looked fairly da same from da 3rd movie. oni Fred & george looked HANDSOME ; wicked. lol. and me & yati cracked up all da time. "heyy, wud u go to da dance wif me?" =P lol. so yati, wud u? =D
anieways, my internet was off yesterdae. cos of some telephone line problem. hehe. so now i'm bak!! and lotsa things happened u noe!! hehe. i'm sure u wud noe wat by now [wen u read tis entry. tt is.]
cy'all! =)
i watched it wif Yati. oni da two of us. lol. i cried when Cedric died cos Harry cried & it sort of got to my heart. hehe. silly i noe but i'm nt cold-hearted u noe. however, quite a couple of things were cut out or rather altered in the movie... so yeahh.. AND.. Harry didn't kiss Cho Chang. I hafta to sae tho, she IS pretty.
anieways, da cast looked fairly da same from da 3rd movie. oni Fred & george looked HANDSOME ; wicked. lol. and me & yati cracked up all da time. "heyy, wud u go to da dance wif me?" =P lol. so yati, wud u? =D
anieways, my internet was off yesterdae. cos of some telephone line problem. hehe. so now i'm bak!! and lotsa things happened u noe!! hehe. i'm sure u wud noe wat by now [wen u read tis entry. tt is.]
cy'all! =)
18 November 2005
sorries!
hmmm i cant link anyone of u people yet. so i apologise ya. =)
but i will get right dwn to it really soon.
thanks for waiting!
huggies to all.
i'm crazy.
yeah.
bye.
=)
but i will get right dwn to it really soon.
thanks for waiting!
huggies to all.
i'm crazy.
yeah.
bye.
=)
16 November 2005
details forgotten.
lol@ emb. oh yes i rmb tt now! we came back to our chalet like at 11 plus near midnight. and by the time it was my turn to bathe, it was past midnight.
and Banu who was da first to bathe, said she felt as though someone was watching her and all. so i was got frightened and told emb to accompany me INTO da bathroom. lol! itz hilarious seriously!
dere were two cubicles. one to bathe da other to pee or watsoeva. emb accompanied me to both. told emb not to peek! lol. and emb was like.. "u asked for it!" lol. but emb didnt peek at all. hehe. thkies! i was closest to emb towards da later part of da nite. hehe. and da wee mornin too. and yeahh.. thkies to all da peeps who came for da chalet! and to those who kept askin me if i was ok... hehe i am so touched! :D
and Banu who was da first to bathe, said she felt as though someone was watching her and all. so i was got frightened and told emb to accompany me INTO da bathroom. lol! itz hilarious seriously!
dere were two cubicles. one to bathe da other to pee or watsoeva. emb accompanied me to both. told emb not to peek! lol. and emb was like.. "u asked for it!" lol. but emb didnt peek at all. hehe. thkies! i was closest to emb towards da later part of da nite. hehe. and da wee mornin too. and yeahh.. thkies to all da peeps who came for da chalet! and to those who kept askin me if i was ok... hehe i am so touched! :D
weee!
okies. i am goin for another day camp which is lasting for 3 daes at da Singapore Press Holdings. lol. Mrs Sng called me this afternoon to tok abt it all. I thought it was in December!! lol. and yeahh.. she asked me if i wanted to proceed on in the debate class thingy. Nope. i'm just not ready. yet.
haizzz.. tokin abt December, Christmas would be arriving not so soon but soon. lol. and yeahh... i miss my past. hehe. all those times of chatting wif David during the late nights. camming and singing! lol. and durin da daes where i chat wif brian and all. hehe.
last year christmas was sadd for me. it used to be receiving of emails by my frens from all over da wolrd but yeahh previous yr it was juz plain sadd. tis year.. i wonder wats gonna happen. hehe. mayb will be out? aint sure.
anyways, i'm off now. am so friggin' bored. hehe. cya y'all!
haizzz.. tokin abt December, Christmas would be arriving not so soon but soon. lol. and yeahh... i miss my past. hehe. all those times of chatting wif David during the late nights. camming and singing! lol. and durin da daes where i chat wif brian and all. hehe.
last year christmas was sadd for me. it used to be receiving of emails by my frens from all over da wolrd but yeahh previous yr it was juz plain sadd. tis year.. i wonder wats gonna happen. hehe. mayb will be out? aint sure.
anyways, i'm off now. am so friggin' bored. hehe. cya y'all!
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