heLLo pEpoL

That's a lot of pictures.. anyways.. juz wanna tell you peeps tat i am so happy wif all the comments or compliments u gave me... i lvoe y'all..! Anyways...my sis and bro-in-law are comin bak from thier honeymoon today..wonder wat present they'll bring fer me.. lol.. but watever it is, i'll juz be happy to know that they're bak safely... Was told tat, Sunway Lagoon in Malaysia has changed... (they r there for honeymoon btw...) They took the roller-coaster ride which they didnt know it was a roller-coaster ride... lol... imagine their shock! Plus, both are afraid of heights...gdness gracious! Mom gave 'em an earful on the phone when mah sis told her abt it.... Lol..my mum juz chided me for messing up the computer table.. threatened to punch me (in a joking way)... told her all my three favourite pillows..(they r NOT smelly..*pouts*) will attack her... hehe.. Itz been like this since mah sis went for her honeymoon... mah parents now...i dunnoe.. pamper me more... maybe they noe da loneliness i haf in me wen my sis got married... even mah Dad who ususally dun joke around wif us have begun to do so... its so..heart-warming... thks mama & diddy... *mUaCkS* I realized tat da problem in me iz tat i dun show my true feelings... i love my parents and frens a lot but i'm totally clueless to show how much i love 'em... its like...i feel so ...egoistic... i dunnoe... all i noe iz tat i DO love my LOVED ones.... :D Love y'all.... *kisses* Well i beta go now...hafta my novel... 17 Sept is da fianl due date...gracious.. am so dead... see ya l8r peeps... and mayb wen i've gt spare time, i'll continue wif my online novel at.... http://radriel.blogspot.com hehe..so many blog..so little time to update 'em all... see ya!

yAtI,nAs,AiN,sHaRi,sHaRifAh,wInA,DiAnA & mE... (dAmN sKiRt StiLL LoNg..) tAkEn iN dA sChOoL cAnTeEn... aLL dA gAnG pReSeNt!! atLaSt... *roll eyes* 

tIs iS 'eM aGiNe... dArN.. i So wAnNa bE abLe tO dAnCe LiKe 'eM... iTz WiCkEd! 

mE LiL cUzs bReAkdAnCiNg aCtUaLLy.. tAkEn nEar dA vOiD dEcK oF mY sIsTa'S wEdDiNg... cOoL hUh? 

tO mY dEar sIsTeR, NaNi

Dear my beloved sister, Now that you're married, we can no longer do the things we used to do. We can no longer sleep till early in the morning neither can we cook supper in the middle of the night. We can no longer spill our secrets or thoughts to each other anymore. We can no longer have petty fights. I'm happy for you that now you have found someone who loves you and you love too. May Abang Azman give you the happiness that no one else can give to you. I may not say this to you but i just want you to know that I miss you badly. I shun away from you because I don't want you to know that i miss you so so much. It is selfish og me to be feeling like this but it hurts my heart to know that you no longer belong to me and me only. I act nonchalant and pretend that i am going on normally in my life but did you know that i cry whenever i'm alone? Whenever i'm in the bus then i thought of how much we'll miss our days together as sisters, i cry. We may have an eleven year gap between us but it's like one year to me. You were the one who were there for me when i need you. Yes i may curse you or say bad stuff to my friends about you behind your back but we're sisters; sisters related with blood. No matter what happens, always know that i love you. This song below is for you: Have I told you lately that I love you Have I told you there’s no one else above you Fill my heart with gladness, take away all my sadness Ease my troubles, that’s what you do. For the morning sun and all its glory Greets the day with hope and comfort too You fill my life with laughter, somehow make it better Ease my troubles that’s what you do. There’s a love divine And it’s yours and it’s mine Like the sun, and at the end of the day We should give thanks and pray. I love sis. I love a lot. God bless.

tAtS yAtI aNd mE... tAkEn dUrInG sIsTa WeDdInG... 

tAtZ mY beLovEd sIsTa... TaKeN dUriNg hEr wEdDiNg..  

rObErT bUrNs

A red, red rose O my Luve's like a red, red rose, That's newly sprung in June: O my Luve's like the melodie, That's sweetly play'd in tune. As fair art thou, my bonie lass, So deep in luve am I; And I will luve thee still, my dear, Till a' the seas gang dry. Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear, And the rocks melt wi' the sun; And I will luve thee still, my dear, While the sands o' life shall run. And fare-thee-weel, my only Luve! And fare-thee-weel, a while! And I will come again, my Luve, Tho' 'twere ten thousand mile!

pOeM

There always seems to be so much we have to say, Sharing our life as it unfolds day by day. You're so far away from me but i feel you so near, But the love in my heart can't stop the endless flowing tears. Crying into an ocean of loneliness and despair, Nothing but an empty feeling whenever you're not there. Missing you voice wanting to feel the warmth of your touch, Every momnet i spent with you means so very much. The minutes seem like days, the hours like years, Since we held each other close and ended all our tears. When i had to leave you my heart cried out in pain, Tears began to fall like never ending rain. The love i feel inside for you i guess you'll never know, I hope you see that since we met that love began to grow. Praying so hard every night to hold you close again, I beg of God to bring us together; return my special friend. We've just only started on this path not knowing what's in store, But i hope you pray just like me it's us forevermore. The poem is written by David Pendleton.

tAtS mE aNd WiNa aT mAh sIs's wEdDiNg (4 Sept 2004) 

nEw bLoG aGiNe!!

hey y'all.... wassup? gt meself a new blog... new templates and new stuff... still tryin to figure out how to insert pictures BUT, in da meantime, go see me other blog... http://radriel.multiply.com i'll try my utmost to write lots of entries here... cant help but be lazy sometimes. Lol... hafta go now peepz! See ya!